Quite Disappointed with results

Approximately a week ago I made the bold decision to take an iq test that had to be specifically accommodated to not include language, mainly due to the fact because my linguistic vocabulary is not that outstandingly BRIGHT in german. Meaning… That the questions were all pattern-recognition based.

I ended up scoring a 110. Now, this leaves me to wonder: should I just keep on living my life as it is and not let the thoughts of my disappointing iq score consume me? Or instead, resort to criticising my mothers unfortunate mating choices? Its definitely bamboozling.

Im unsure on If I should interpret this test as fully credible, because it only measured pattern-recognition. But oh well, after all, the average is average for a reason, and If I take it literally, I didn’t expect to be that much of an intellectual fella either.

P.s: Yes, I think its undeniably evident that a quarter of what I wrote is ment to be satirical.

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u/Fit_Illustrator_5384 — 5 days ago

Should I reconnect?

I once had this friend who I ended the friendship with (almost 2 months ago) because they made r4pe, h1tler, and racist jokes, they also openly supported israel which just yirked me out. We also got along very well though and I liked them alot, lately I have been thinking about reconnecting with them but im not so sure.

When the friendship ended because I sent them a paragraph on whatsapp that im aware was kinda brutal of me, calling them an asshole n inc3l and etc for making such jokes, they went on an alt account and cussed me out terribly. The day after that, they went on theyre sisters whatsapp and apologized (sort of). They thanked me for being a great friend and yeah.

Should I try to reconnect??? I really miss them often. They’re mental health also wasnt the best when they were like this

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u/Fit_Illustrator_5384 — 4 months ago
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Should I try to reconnect?

I once had this friend who I ended the friendship with (almost 2 months ago) because they made r4pe, h1tler, and racist jokes, they also openly supported israel which just yirked me out. We also got along very well though and I liked them alot, lately I have been thinking about reconnecting with them but im not so sure.

When the friendship ended because I sent them a paragraph on whatsapp that im aware was kinda brutal of me, calling them an asshole n inc3l and etc for making such jokes, they went on an alt account and cussed me out terribly. The day after that, they went on theyre sisters whatsapp and apologized (sort of). They thanked me for being a great friend and yeah.

Should I try to reconnect??? I really miss them often. They’re mental health also wasnt the best when they were like this

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u/Fit_Illustrator_5384 — 4 months ago

Most people who I have been friends with in the end always ended up treating me like shit, no matter if it was using me, talking over me, insulting me, treating me like garbage, or outright telling me to get r4ped and calling me the n-word because I confronted them over being insensitive and making jokes about terrible themes.

I dont think I have ever had a friendship where the other person viewed me as a human being. I was always the one who had to write a paragraph to tell the other person I dont wanna be around them anymore, but somehow also the one who got hurt the most. Ever since I have had extremely toxic friendships that drained the life out of me for multiple months, I have been very cautious and have been ending friendships faster.

Tbh, I dont even think I have had anybody in my life who didnt treat me like shit. That includes my parents and the people I always thought I could trust the most. Nobody has ever really been correct for me. Am I doing something wrong? Am I the asshole?

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u/Fit_Illustrator_5384 — 6 months ago