i am grateful for today

after losing hope yesterday, this new day brought me lots of hope and gratitude and i thank God for guiding me through the turmoil in my head. i am so grateful of everything i have

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u/FlimsyStill3919 — 1 day ago
▲ 14 r/CPTSD

i want to have children in the future. will i able to raise them with my cptsd?

i want to give them all the love i have . but i am scared that i might damage them.

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u/FlimsyStill3919 — 2 days ago

i am grateful for today

i am grateful for all the people in my life and things that make my life comfortable and fight for another day. i am grateful that i find gratitude everyday in my system

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u/FlimsyStill3919 — 2 days ago

new to CBL and A Winter Sun is my first

how have I missed this life. it's so calming and healing. and i don't know how i will be when this series ends 🥹

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u/FlimsyStill3919 — 2 days ago

so scared but will proceed. i am grateful for this

i am so scared of my pending work and the things i have to do but don't know much about. the deadline is coming but i am believing in the higher power and am grateful that i can think like this to go on with my work

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u/FlimsyStill3919 — 3 days ago

i didn't know it was emotional abuse. i know what it was now and is very hard to forgive my inner child

my mother was borderline schizophrenic and my paternal family was very harsh on her so she used to drop us to my maternal grandmother's house. we would stay there for months and returning to our home after some time. she would get worse and at some point didn't even recognized us so we would again be kept at my grandmother's house. this happened i was 8 yrs, 9 yrs, 12 yrs, and 16 yrs old. i was a very shy and quite kid and was a crybaby who cried alone without any tantrum. i thought i was happy there instead of my home but i wanted to stay with my mother. i used to be scared of my grandmother's home. they didn't physically or verbally abuse me. but i always feel they didn't love me or want me there because they never asked me how was my day or what do you want or don't want. they fed me well, never made me go hungry with meals but never gave me snacks which being a child i wanted. we hardly eat chicken which was my favorite and i thought since my grandma was vegetarian we don't get to eat it. i always felt my cousins don't want me there but they never voice it. it's the little things they did and i was a very perceptive child. cut to 10 years now i am in a good place academically and financially and my cousin despised me and try to torment me by hitting my triggers and commenting on my looks during those time. they have superiority complex over me and could not tolerate me being ahead of them. but the universe is with me and helping me all this time. i also came to know through one of my aunt telling that they use to cook chicken every weekend because the kids (my cousins) wanted to eat. i never got to eat meat when i was there. anyway i came to know when i grew up that was emotional abuse and collapsed and got depressed for a long time. got scared to ask for help from anyone. but when i was at my brim the universe got me help and i got therapy and i am on my recovery journey. that child didn't deserved any of this

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u/FlimsyStill3919 — 6 days ago

what should a hopeless romantic do when they have guarded their heart a little too well?

i am a hopeless romantic who have guarded their heart and opened it to a person who brutally destroys it. now have made a fortress around it to protect myself. i am still hopeful for love.

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u/FlimsyStill3919 — 6 days ago

i am grateful for my laptop

i am grateful for my laptop working top notch. without it i won't be able to work and earn a living. i have never expressed my gratitude to it. is long over due but thank you .

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u/FlimsyStill3919 — 6 days ago

August empties

Boroline mini tub.: doesn't work on my chapped lips, but good for hands. Will reuse the tin

Plum vanila vibes body wash: didn't like the smell

Marka brightening antioxidant serum: no difference seen

Mystiq living rosemary water: good for hair fall

u/FlimsyStill3919 — 8 days ago

First post, August empties

Very good for super dry skin. No need for moisturizer in summer. But it is too sticky for humid climate and monsoon season. Will buy again for winters.

u/FlimsyStill3919 — 10 days ago

Help.Does bhringarajasava tonic work for hair growth?

I had a severe hair fall due to hard water but I have managed to control it using besan -vinegar paste. But there's no new hair growth and people are suggesting to drink bhringarajasava tonic. Has anyone used it? Is it effective or not?

My blood test, hormone level and vitamin d levels are all normal. I have used minoxidil and the alopathy medicine too but it's effective only during usage time.

I want to try this for hair growth. So kindly give an opinion or suggest alternative ayurvedic ones.

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u/FlimsyStill3919 — 2 months ago

Patriotic for other nation not patriotic for her nation India.

Posting lots of pics with flags for independence day of other nation. But have she posted a single post with her in front of Tiranga respecting it atleast on independence day and/or republic day of India? Have she posted multiple post like this with Indian flag in every post? Why her target audience (read customer) is mostly Indian if she's videsh lover like this?

u/FlimsyStill3919 — 2 months ago

Is anyone force feeding her carbs? Is anyone managing her food intake? Is she not able to communicate with food establishment about her choice of food? This is just content for her. Any psychologist here please diagnose her as having Munchausen syndrome.

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u/FlimsyStill3919 — 2 months ago

Follows the guys on ig but not the ones going gaga over her on podcast.

I came to notice that she follows Ozzy, the hair guy and the gym guy but she's not following the podcast lady jesu_george who was going head over heels in admiring Malvika. The page was also posting and co posting reels with snippets from the podcast but no like or comment from malz. But boy she's liking and commenting on the guys profile. She's not even featured in the hair palace ig page.

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u/FlimsyStill3919 — 2 months ago