u/ForgetfulPizza03

I think this will be my first and last post here

Context:

Ever since, whenever me and my parents have a small argument they always escalate the situation and end with their same old dialogue “I hope your kids treat you way worse on how you treating us”. Every time they say that line, I always mentally crashing out because I’m aware that I’m already a sexually active person. I practice safe sex with my partner but still I’m still at risk, one wrong move I can get my partner pregnant. Right after I turned 21, I secretly go out of town to visit a local clinic where they offer/promote free family planning methods including vasectomy.

Getting vasectomy in my country without having kids is taboo. If the healthcare professionals found out that I have no kids, they would appoint a council lol.

I create a fake personal information along the way and got qualified for vasectomy lol.

Hats down to those healthcare team. They are willing to help you prevent unplanned pregnancy! One of the best things I’ve ever had.

Moving forward, now that I’m already sperm-free. My parents still have that same line and I’m 100% not affected anymore. I feel like ragebaiting my parents is now a routine. Whenever my parents talking about kids they always say stuff like “I want grandkids”. “Having a family is a must because it will give you happiness”. I just stare blankly as possible trying not to laugh.

You know, I always try to put myself in their shoes, but I really can’t imagine myself scolding and lecturing my own kid for almost everyday. My parents are the main reason why I did this and I don’t regret anything. I have poor genetics (I’m part of people with disability), lack of good foundation regarding family relationship, and I don’t consider myself being a good son to my parents. What more if I become a father?

Moving forward whenever my partner pretend that she’s pregnant and say shit like “say hi to daddy”. It’s cringy as fuck hahaha.

I consider getting a vasectomized is one of my responsible decisions that I ever did.

- Less responsibility = more freedom

- Double income, no kids (no person/child will be part in our expenses except us)

- Sleepless nights hanging out instead of taking care of a child

- No sperm = no pullout game😂

Jokes aside, I’m looking forward to myself and to all of you. Please get vasectomy asap lol

Everytime na bubuksan ko gcash ko lagi hinihingi face recognition and di daw registered phone ko ulit kahit kakabukas ko lang sa kanya recently.

Ala naman akong ibang device na cinoconnect sa account ko. Bagal na nga ng interface ng gcash tapos ganto pa lagi hahaha.

Pano i-solve to? Ganto rin ba sa inyo? Thanks in advance

Putangina pure ragebait talaga si moontanga. Dami daming bobo lalo na sa high tier rank kaya nga may blacklist nang di na maka match up tapos may limit? Hirap na nga mag laro dahil sa mga bobo tapos may limit pa putangina talaga HAHAHAH

I take full accountability that it is also my fault knowing majority of people in this game are stupid. Every hours of my time is wasted just by playing and cooperating with retarded people. I really hope I can stop this considering addiction once again because it really affects me instead of enjoying leisure time literally.

The stress from this game literally makes me sick where almost every day a consistent lose streak, I get random palpitations, headaches, spasms, and having a full day bad mood just because of playing. Well I can’t and won’t throw tantrums and rage (I love my valuables lol).

At the end of the day, I regret playing hours of this game just to be with stupid people instead of making use of my spare time to something more productive lol.

Good thing is that I don’t spend my money on this game hahaha.

I’ll try to make myself busy as much as possible on other things from now on

Ever since my squad left and play other games, others with other priorities, or something, this game is not enjoyable anymore. This game is just mentally deteriorating me bit by bit. I’m on my nth lose streak and the stress builds it converts into palpitations, headaches, spasms, and frustration. I really can’t deal and get along with stupid people in here lol.

The main problem in this game is that you can’t physically beat the shit out of those dark system players😂😂. Hoping I can sell my account to make it useful for my personal funds hahaha

I’m still living with my parents and siblings and I’m kinda feel like what it’s like to live with a messed up partner with kids. For example, everyday I clean the house before I go/do my academic/personal errands then they wait for me to come home to clean up their mess while I’m out of the house. I don’t have a good relationship with my parents because simple mistakes/small arguments always escalate due to their own stress in work-parent-life-balance. They always randomly rant out that we are very financially short and whenever I complain about something household or family related, parents always lashing out that I have no right to get angry, complain, or even explain myself to them unless I’m starting to have income…

Being a parent with child/children especially in this economy will always crash you out (cortisol always high as fuck)

Good thing that me and my long term girlfriend (that I won’t introduce to my weird and conservative family) just graduated college and will try to have a live-in set up soon as we get a stable job (we really hope for this moment). We don’t want kids and we do have poor family genetics.

Imagine having Musculoskeletal disorders on my family, while type 1 dm and hypertension on her side = fucked up kid (if having one) = too much financial and health demand = stress on our end and the cycle continous and it will get worse for sure

As I end this rant, as a man with a very loving girlfriend, I will cut things down that holds me to become a better person for us bit by bit. I just underwent a vasectomy recently, cut off my coping vices, and soon to cut off my insufferable family. I really love this person and I’m willing cut and change everything for her.

Correct me if I’m wrong, I think it will not be complicated to plan something with your partner if you know each other very well and both of you decided not to have kids. I’m looking forward to our guaranteed child-stress free future🥂