Hey there, moved to brighton for uni recently but haven’t made any friends :(. If you’re local to the area and want new friends or something drop me a message :). Bit about me: queer (obviously), i love love reading, movies and going to the cinema, music, psychology, going to charity shops and seeing what cool things I can find. But have lost a lot of these interests due to depressive moods recently. Also have bpd.
Songs that feel like those: probably electronic (but doesn't have to be), powerful/passionate, with emphasis on emotional/beautiful vocals, preferably cinematic or sweeping or at least adjacent to that.
(Obviously bjorks' are a lot more intense here). I would also put unfinished sympathy and bittersweet symphony in this list.
I miss when making connections was easy, and none of us had any baggage or any real-life experience anyway that any event felt momentous on its own. My emptiness is blinding right now. I don’t know how to cope without someone, people are my lighthouse. As desperate as I am to manufacture connections, it just won’t work, and I need to be somehow okay with that, except - that’s not possible.
To change and get better, it feels like the general first step is that you have to want it independently of anyone else. And I don’t. How do I get better if they're what's making me feel alive? I’m just empty without my FP and a destructive mess when I’m with them. There’s really no winning.
Would request for the show not to be a detective / criminal investigation show, and also not be centred around gore for shock factor. Thank you :)
I would say post-2010.