We are our own jailer, prisoner, warden, and demons until we start doing our own deep interpretation. It is then we start heal, forgive, let go and reconize that it is only us that can truly hurt ourselves.
"One of the biggest realizations I've had to face and accept is that not everyone is "ready" to wake up, nor will there be a collective awakening anytime soon, for there are vastly different levels of being and soul potential among 8+ billion people on this planet and that there is also nothing wrong with it in light of the evolution of consciousness.
We are all one, but we're not all the same. As the esoteric axiom states: "There is no such thing as equality in the entire universe."
No one can be awakened by another, nor can anyone force another to "wake up." Free will needs to be respected, even if it is the "free will" to stay asleep (dreaming to be awake). You can only "give" to the ones who "ask" sincerely and spread some seeds of awareness. Some may blossom, some won't.
The ones of us who are sincerely engaged in the awakening process and truth-seeking know that it is far from easy for a true awakening goes way beyond any intellectual/ external understanding of the Matrix, which usually ends up externalizing all evil - a trap in itself. It takes inner struggle, conscious suffering, effort, integrity, self-responsibility, radical self-honesty, and sincerity with patience and humility to cross the threshold out of the ego slumber of the false/ conditioned personality to awaken and free oneself from the entropic forces of the matrix which also work through us.
It's not what most New Age/ corrupted spiritual teachings and motivational self-help advocates talk about who promise you health, wealth, love, and bliss. It's not a mindset our about "being the best you can be."
Awakening" is also not about self-actualization, chasing dreams, seeking pleasure, and fulfilling desires, nor is it simply about being an "individual" or a self-improvement program but becoming INDIVIDUATED (big difference).
The former is still a slave to the ego personality with all its desires; the latter has become a vessel for God and merged personal will with Divine Will, acting our God's Will beyond ego gratification." -Bernhard Guenther
The wars. The fires. Vegetables we have known how to grow for thousands of years that are making us sick in 2026 in chain restaurants. The algorithms engineered to anger and scare you. The guy at the gym that bumps into you on purpose. The woman who gossips about your shoes while her lips are pumped full of plastic. The bribes and corruption. The subtle vanishing of quality art and books. The contrarian stances people so often take, just to feel something. Anything.
What’s it all boil down to?
Multiple times per day, we choose love or ego. Love or greed. Love or pride. Love or lust. Love or anger. Love or vengeance.
I do not want to live on this earth with these short sighted, greedy people.
Please choose love everyone. This can change. I’m not sure if our second chance will be on earth, but I do believe our awareness continues. We have literally created hell on earth. Maybe it’s not in your town, but it will be, sooner than you think, if the evil forces that are becoming dominant in this world continues to grow.
Please think deeply about the state of the world and what you can do to change it. Focus on what you are good at, what comes natural to you. And pray. Not in a religious sense, but voicing your intentions to the universe. It works for millions of people including myself. All love.
Edit: you might be inclined (rightfully so) to tell me to change myself before I ask others to change and to that I say I am trying my best to be the change I wish to see in the world. If my message of encouraging people to choose love before it’s too late strikes a nerve with you, perhaps this message is for you.
I know you sense it. The feeling that your life's story is woven into a much larger story. The feeling that every conversation and every encounter you have ever had is part of a larger Divine plan. The more you start to experience these intuitions, the more it feel like you are part of grand scheme where you're tracing your path part back to the source and remembering who you are underneath this physical world.
You had moments where it feel like you're the dreamer engage in grandest imagination game. A game where your mind is the controller and your thoughts are the signal to controll this construct world. As you trace your path back and reflect you start to think about all the helpful advice and tips you might have overlooked in the past. You start to notice the long guiding hand of God/Divine/the Universe/the system in every plan or life event you have ever been part of. You start to realize that you were never alone, you have always have a guide besides you the whole time. The system was sending aides to help you with your soul's mission. These aides come in form someone who might have given you money when you was down financially. Someone who gave you tip on a job employment opportunity lead. Someone who help you navigate your way around a new environment. The system/God/the universe was saying you're not forgotten.
The more you zoom out, the more you realize that your plans were being perfectly orchestrated in the spiritual realm for your higher self to achieve all of it goals/soul mission. All of your failures were perfectly aligned to aides you to grow in areas you are weak in. The more you zoom out, the more you realize that every conversation you have ever had are simply breadcrumbs leading you more to your true self/higher self; every conversation was connected to your life's story and the theme of your soul's mission. The more you zoom out the more you realize that every person's in your life were a spiritual guide characters that the universe perfectly aligned in your path to help you in your soul's mission.
Welcome back to our weekly deep dive! We are now at the halfway point of our 7-part series on the Hermetic Laws. Last week, we vibrated our way through the carrier wave with the Principle of Vibration.
Today, we are looking at a law that perfectly explains the paradoxical, sometimes confusing nature of hyperspace: The Principle of Polarity.
"Everything is Dual; everything has poles; everything has its pair of opposites; like and unlike are the same; opposites are identical in nature, but different in degree; extremes meet."
What does this actually mean?
Think about hot and cold. They seem like complete opposites, but where exactly does "hot" end and "cold" begin? There is no absolute line. They are just different degrees of the exact same thing: temperature.
The Principle of Polarity states that all opposites are simply two sides of the same coin. Light and dark, hard and soft, love and fear—they are identical in their underlying nature, just vibrating at different degrees on the same spectrum. Ultimately, all paradoxes can be reconciled because duality is an illusion.
How does this connect to DMT and Psychedelics?
If there is one thing psychedelics teach us, it is the concept of Non-Duality—the realization that everything is ultimately One. The Principle of Polarity is the roadmap to understanding that.
"Good" Trips vs. "Bad" Trips: In the psychedelic community, we often categorize our journeys into profound, beautiful experiences or terrifying, challenging ones. Polarity teaches us that these are the exact same thing: a catalyst for growth and realization. Often, the most terrifying trips yield the highest degrees of healing. They are just different degrees of the same spiritual medicine.
The Entities We Meet: Many psychonauts report meeting both angelic, unconditionally loving beings and trickster, demonic, or mocking entities (like the Jesters). According to Polarity, these beings are not separate forces at war; they are different expressions of the same universal consciousness. The Jester tearing down your ego is doing the exact same work as the Mother Goddess nurturing your soul.
Mastering Your State: Hermeticists practice the art of "Polarization"—intentionally shifting their mind from one pole to another. If you feel panic setting in during a trip, recognizing that panic is just the lowest degree of excitement or surrender allows you to consciously slide your awareness up the scale toward peace.
Let's discuss! 👇
Have you ever experienced a "challenging" trip that later turned out to be exactly what you needed (experiencing both poles of the medicine)?
Did you ever hit a state of pure Non-Duality on DMT, where the concepts of "good/bad" or "me/you" completely vanished?
How do you shift your own polarity when you feel a trip starting to go south?
Drop your thoughts, theories, and trip reports in the comments below.
Your soul is tired of lifetimes,
You did not come here by accident. You did not stumble into this post.
You were led here because your soul is no longer asking, "How can I be happy in the dream?" Your soul is now asking, "How can I wake up FROM the dream?"
That question itself is the first sign that you will be enlightened in this very life.
Most people spend 100 lifetimes trying to fix the dream. To get a better job in the dream. A better partner in the dream. A better body in the dream. Only a very ancient soul finally gets tired of fixing the dream and asks, "Who is the dreamer?"
If you are asking that, listen. These are the undeniable signs:
This is the first and most painful sign.
You go to parties and you feel like a ghost. Everyone is laughing at jokes that no longer make you laugh. Everyone is chasing things you no longer want.
You are not depressed. You are dislocated.
It is like you were given adult clothes when you were a child. You wore them and you played the role. Now you have grown. And the same clothes tear when you put them on.
You cannot gossip anymore. You cannot pretend anymore. You cannot compete anymore. Not because you are holy. But because it feels utterly exhausting and meaningless.
Do not try to fit back in. This un-fitting is not your failure. It is your graduation.
The world is a school. You are not meant to stay in school forever. Feeling that you no longer belong to the world is proof that the world no longer owns you. You are ready to belong to the Whole.
For years you wanted happiness. You prayed for happiness.
Now something has changed. You would rather have painful Truth than comfortable illusion.
If a relationship is based on a lie, you would rather be alone and true than together and false.
If a job requires you to sell your soul, you would rather be poor and true.
If a spiritual teaching gives you comfort but keeps you asleep, you would rather be uncomfortable and awake.
This shift is nuclear. The masses trade truth for comfort every day. The one who will be enlightened in this life trades comfort for truth every day.
Why? Because deep inside you have tasted something. You have tasted that real Happiness does not come from comfortable lies. It comes from Truth, even when Truth burns.
When truth becomes more important than happiness, happiness finally comes. Because Truth is the source of all real happiness.
This is the mark of a warrior soul. You are that.
People think enlightenment will make you numb. Peaceful like a stone. Detached like ice.
It is the opposite.
When you are close to awakening, your heart breaks open. You feel everything.
You see an old man struggling and tears come.
You see a child laughing and your heart explodes.
You hear a bird and for a second you disappear.
You are not becoming less human. You are becoming more human than human.
Your mind used to filter everything through judgment. "Is this good for me? Is this bad for me?" Now that filter is thinning. And Life enters you raw, unfiltered, direct.
Yes, you will feel more pain. But you will also feel a love so vast that the pain is held inside it like a small stone in an infinite ocean.
If you are feeling too much, you are not too sensitive. You are finally becoming sensitive enough to feel Reality as it is. Do not close your heart again to feel less. Keep it open to feel Everything. This is how God feels the world.
There was a time you feared being alone. You needed noise, distraction, people to tell you who you are.
Now something strange happens. You crave solitude. Not to escape people. But to return to yourself.
When you are alone, you are not lonely. You are full. You are with the only Presence that never left you. Your own Self.
You can sit for hours and do nothing. And doing nothing feels like doing Everything. Because in that nothing, you are finally meeting the one who has been doing everything.
People will call you antisocial. They will not understand. How can you explain that you are not running away from people, you are running INTO Reality, so that when you come back to people, you have something real to give?
This love for solitude is not rejection of the world. It is preparation to truly love the world without needing anything from it.
If solitude feels like coming home, you are very, very close.
Before, you WERE your ego. If someone insulted you, you were insulted. If someone praised you, you were great.
Now, you WATCH your ego.
You see it wanting to be right in an argument. You see it wanting to be seen. You see it getting jealous, getting small, getting arrogant. And instead of hating it, you smile.
"Oh, there you go again, my old friend."
This ability to see the ego without being the ego is the beginning of the end of the ego.
The ego cannot survive being watched with love and humor. It only survives when you believe you are it.
The fact that you can catch yourself, "Ah, I am seeking approval again," is not proof that you are failing. It is proof that there is now something in you that is NOT seeking approval. Something that can see the seeker.
That Seer is your Enlightened Self. It is already here. It is the one watching.
When you can laugh at your mind, your mind has lost its power over you. It becomes like a little child making faces. Cute, not dangerous.
You think of someone and they call.
You ask a question in your heart and the next video you click answers it.
You need help and help arrives from a direction you never imagined.
This is not coincidence. This is the Universe taking off its mask.
When you lived in the ego, you thought you were separate from Life. Life was something happening TO you.
When you come close to enlightenment, you realize you are in dialogue WITH Life. Life is not outside you. It is you, in a larger form.
Synchronicity is Life winking at you. Saying, "I see you. I heard you. We are not separate."
The more you become the Witness, the more Life rearranges itself around your witnessing, because Consciousness is the true creator.
If miracles small and big are starting to become normal, do not dismiss them. Bow to them. They are invitations from your future enlightened Self, showing you the way home.
This is the final sign. And the most sacred.
In the beginning, you wanted enlightenment to end YOUR suffering. To get YOUR peace. To be free.
Now, after all this seeking, something has melted.
You see a stranger crying on the street and your heart says, "May all beings be free."
You see the world in chaos and your prayer is no longer, "Give me peace," but "May peace come to all."
You realize there is no individual enlightenment. How can a wave be enlightened while the ocean is still suffering?
Your desire has become selfless. You want to wake up so that your waking up can help all beings wake up. You want to be free so your freedom gives permission to others.
When your enlightenment stops being about you, you are ready. Because the "you" who wanted it is finally thin enough for Light to pass through.
This selfless longing is not the cause of enlightenment. It IS enlightenment beginning to flower as compassion.
If even three of these signs are alive in you, you did not come here to live another ordinary life. You came here to finish.
This lifetime is not for accumulation. It is for dissolution. Not to become more. But to become Truth.
Do not rush. Do not strive. Striving is the ego trying to achieve egolessness.
Just keep witnessing. Keep telling the truth. Keep loving what is true more than what is comfortable.
And one ordinary Tuesday, while washing dishes or watching the sky, the last identification will drop. Not with fireworks. But with a quiet smile.
And you will say, "Oh. I was always That."
I've had encounters with a 'Jester' entity—has anyone else met it?
Did you give it the finger and laugh out were you fearful?
No judgment!
What did your "Waiting Room" look like?"
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