u/GRGWL

I am no longer a person

Every part of my life or my personality has been eroded by self hatred. I cant stand to look at myself. I cant ever get horny without comparing myself to other women. I am basically impotent because of this. I barely engage in my hobbies. I cant be around women or even watch anything that has a pretty actress in it because i constantly compare myself. I dont have any plans for the future except for plastic surgery. I am completely done and tired with this life.

And no i dont plan to see a therapist as i dont think it would help at all.

u/GRGWL — 4 days ago

His ass is high on cement

He likes biting walls. When will the cement epidemic end 😔

u/GRGWL — 5 days ago

Are there any statistics about recovery rate?

How many people actually recover from this disorder?

I feel like recovery is almost impossible. I never hear any success stories like you do with anorexia, depression, etc.

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u/GRGWL — 6 days ago

1.5y of hrt and still this shit

What is even the point anymore. Hrt cant fix my body, male puberty destroyed my life.

u/GRGWL — 8 days ago
▲ 4 r/ugly

I would need around 100 000 PLN (like 20k euro or 30k $) to afford every surgery that i need. I cant live with my current appearance and i hate myself everyday because of it. I doubt i will ever save up enough to get any of it.

And to think that i have to pay for something that some people just get from birth is painful. I think about getting surgery everyday and i am considering suicide at this point. I dont think i will ever be happy.

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u/GRGWL — 20 days ago