
u/GRGWL

I am no longer a person
Every part of my life or my personality has been eroded by self hatred. I cant stand to look at myself. I cant ever get horny without comparing myself to other women. I am basically impotent because of this. I barely engage in my hobbies. I cant be around women or even watch anything that has a pretty actress in it because i constantly compare myself. I dont have any plans for the future except for plastic surgery. I am completely done and tired with this life.
And no i dont plan to see a therapist as i dont think it would help at all.
His ass is high on cement
He likes biting walls. When will the cement epidemic end 😔
Are there any statistics about recovery rate?
How many people actually recover from this disorder?
I feel like recovery is almost impossible. I never hear any success stories like you do with anorexia, depression, etc.
1.5y of hrt and still this shit
What is even the point anymore. Hrt cant fix my body, male puberty destroyed my life.
I would need around 100 000 PLN (like 20k euro or 30k $) to afford every surgery that i need. I cant live with my current appearance and i hate myself everyday because of it. I doubt i will ever save up enough to get any of it.
And to think that i have to pay for something that some people just get from birth is painful. I think about getting surgery everyday and i am considering suicide at this point. I dont think i will ever be happy.
He found out he liked it after the first one, so now he is doing it for fun and adrenaline. I think this would be very in character for him.