u/Giovanni_gioo

I'm with this girl that I like been with her since highschool 11-12th grade it was on and off until I found out she was a whore and I had to leave tbh it's not really her fault so I kinda feel bad for that. so basically what happened she told me her dad was having sexual activities with her as far as she can remember from she was 3 or 2 or maybe even a baby,she said he'd put his dick in her mouth and rub it on her vagina, because she was obviously too young to penetrate it was pretty much an everyday thing. he basically started having sex with her since she was 6 or 8 she said she dosen't really remember exactly but it was when it was able to fit so during that time. she also told me that her dad would say things like "if u mishave or don't pass an exam you won't get any dick" so this sick bastard essentially made him fucking her a reward system for her and naturally because of this she dated and had sex with alot of older dudes when she was young,some guy told me that shes on video sucking dick I believe honestly but I didn't see it for myself so back to the topic. she basically said she went with friends popped molly and got raped,but everyone at the school already knew this I think I just didnt want to acknowledge it. she said she's really scared and wanted to be with me and told me she didn't like some guys I think I already my dumbass didn't even realize that they probably abused her she obviously really loved me and I liked her too and she would hug me for long periods and stuff liek taht. and a strange thing I noticed is she had sex with others dudes but she didn't even mention that too much and didn't want me to talk about it,I can only assume she feels like a person when being with me and not a thing. so basically because all of this I got severely clowned on by everyone on this to the point my ex was asking me if I was sick or mentally Ill it got so bad she started sending me death threats and was talking sum shit lie and going on about how she hated me and saying sum shit like " I'm lucky she isn't viewing violence anymore and some BS like that". and my whole school was clowning me because I was with the "school bob". anyways I straight up ghosted and avoided my gf when she opened up to me that was too much to take in i feel like a dick doing that but that she was too much to handle and I'm not build for that,and the craziest thing is I loved her alot even to this day. but I try to avoid her like the plague and naturally she probably hates me for that but I'm just one dude.

So I analysed my videos and realize the stayed to watch isn't the deal breaker as i thought,i have a video with a 70 percent stayed to watch and 140percent retention dangerously outperform one of my videos with a 85 percent stayed to watch and and 120 percent retention. it's the same thing across all my videos as long as the stayed to watch is atleast 70 and over your retention matters more to go viral.

create a new chanenl uplaod the video at at late 7-8:30 why I say this is because you'd essentially be uploading your short at the best time so if it was just a problem where you're uploading at off peak hours it will be resolved my newer channels specifically were locked at that time,most of the times channels are locked at a specific window and if your your uploading outside of this slot your videos will stall at 0 views, this is the most common case. if it dosen't land wait for like 2-3 days or so and try uploading at that time it usually fixes the problem most of the times. avoid using a VPN it will work for a while then mess up your reach pretty badly. just use 2 hashtags your niche hashtag and #shorts titles are irrelevant when it comes to YT shorts if u are facing 0 views problem. this will fix it based on my experience if that dosen't work then you're essentially running into a brick wall. this is basically the only thing that actually works anything else Is basically pointless. how I know this is was through trial and error and also that watching content in yor niche is BS advice watching videos in your niche will only train the algo to recommend u videos that's it,it has nothing to do with your specific video,same thing with warming up your channel it will only work if your channel already had the capacity to land it the Shorts feed if it was heavily supressed then warming it up won't change anything. also keep in mind u can only create like one channel before YT starts asking u for a phone number not sure if that is just a me problem or some kind of update.

so I'm essentially in what you'd call a pedophile neighborhood,literally all of the older dudes date kids in my community there's this taxi driver that lives close to me long story short he's banging lvl 13-16 players,even in my school all the dudes were pedophiles it was kinda normal for a 11th grader to date an eight grader and yh I became one too,I was dating 8th graders in 11th grade a few of them actually,my friend and my ex gf who's my same age called me out on it,it took me until I'm in 12th grade until I stopped my devious activities,I told my friend I wouldn't go lower but he said if I'd continued I eventually would. my other friend didn't support it but he was my childhood friend so he didn't take it that seriously he just told me to be careful. infact I had other girls at the time in the same ggrade was me and one that's a year older than me,but I just liked cupcakes I couldn't stop it got to a point where I lost all respect at my school because everyone knew the activities I was involving myself with,I was still doing it at 18 until I stopped completely in june 2025. I was engaging in those activities when I was in 11th grade I'm not sure what went wrong but I didn't like kids at all in 10th grade and below infact I actually hated the idea I had a girl my age she was really nice and rlly liked me I also liked her too but I eventually left for for cupcakes I was dating her while I was engaging in those activities but I had to leave her because I felt bad about what I was doing.im aight now but damn looking back at it that was insane. although I'm glad I didn't engage in sexual activities with them it was just kinda a fetish thing,I just wanted them around at the time. My teacher went to jail for a similar thing,all the dudes in my community and the ones that was at school with me are still cupcake munchers. Although at the time I wasn't much different I still had my cakes but I liked to enjoy a few cupcakes on the side just glad I dropped it before it got out of hand. And no dude I was by no means an incel I would be the last guy u would expect to be doing things like that. Sometimes the most messed up people are the ones who look normal

The dopamine is actually insane when gambling I do it for the love of the game. Ironically it was my first time winning anything while gambling.

I was browsing until I came across it and when I opened it up I was instantly like "WTFF??" then out of curiosity i gave it a try,I got so hard I bust the biggest nut of my life I'm not even joking. it felt so horrible after that post nut clarity hit. and dude mind u I have no interested in lvl 1 players my gf is 5 years older than me. After that I can only watch crazier and crazier hentai to feel as hard,creamy spot,monster hentai,black mail hentail,train station,daughter and dad like bruh how can I stop? I don't want TS to continue.

My Shorts won't get a single view not even 1 unless I upload at 7:30-8:50 is anyone having this specific problem?