u/Glum_King9024

Hey, so, I took (I think) 2 pills of Vyvanse. (Potentially 3). They are 60 mg each.
This was a stupid move, yes I know. I drank 2 bottles of spring water to hopefully dilute it.

I have ADHD so I am used to my regular 60 mg dose, but my head hurts. My chest aches a bit. Especially near the right center of my chest for some reason. My shoulders are tensed as hell and a while ago I felt my veins pumping through my head and neck without holding a finger to them.

I’m currently placing a cold watered rag on my shoulder blades since they hurt the most. Right now. Can someone tell me if this is lethal and if this can seriously fuck up my body or not.

I realized I was the one who fucked up by doing this but any advice would be appreciated 😄

Does anyone have any advice? 🌲

Have you ever had a client who was in a lose - most-likely-lose situation?

What I mean is a client who, statistically speaking, has a set of traits which should not go together in a person, but they are the point zero one percent of the population where those traits intersect and, as a result, they have next to impossible odds of finding compatibility with others.

Traits that make it so there may be only a handful of people like them in the world.

If so what did you tell them when the odds are next to impossible? If you haven’t, what would you tell them? How do you work with someone like that?

Have you ever had a client who was in a loose most-likely-loose situation?

What I mean is someone who, statistically speaking, has a set of traits which should not go together in a person, but they are the one percent of the population where those traits intersect and, as a result, they have next to impossible odds of compatibility with others.

If so what did you tell them when the odds are next to impossible? How do you work with someone like that?

EDIT : Just realized my typo :(

Hello, I guess I am wanting to be vindicated for this. I realize I have, I feel just about no one in my life. I have people whom I message from time to time but no one just… asks me how I am doing. How I feel. I feel so alone.

I am currently about to go on a complete friend’s list purge. I feel like I am letting people down by doing this, but then again. Some of these people have not talked to me in weeks, sometimes months and sometimes years. I feel I am holding back.

I want to burn bridges. I feel even just me being friended with some people I am like… waiting for some slow end. I feel I should just… unfriend them get it over with.

I’m only hurting myself and them by continuing this. Then I won’t be expending any more energy towards most people I feel don’t give a rat’s ass about me.

At least then I will know if people actually care or not.

Is there anyone who is going through anything similar? I am open to learning if I am about to do something bad, but I don’t feel like I am

Honest question for you. What would you do if you were incompatible with every other person on the planet?

And don’t give me any of that “I’m already ugly so I’m incompatible bullshit.” No. Being “ugly” I don’t believe is or ever will be a real excuse.

I am saying. Like let’s say. Hypothetically. Your views about the world and others. The traits that make you who you are were so out there, so incompatible, so foreign to others that there is not a soul. No one on planet Earth with whom you are compatible with (romantically speaking).

If you know you can get anything you want in this world. You have extreme self belief and determination. That you can learn anything. Any skill you want. If you just put your mind to it. And yet, you also know for a fact that you are incompatible with others.

Is life worth it really at that point? And like don’t say “just get a dog” or whatever
cope-y stuff you wanna say. A dog won’t converse with you. It can’t say whatever. Building a monument to nothing. An awesome god damn monument,but still one you know, ultimately, you will be left alone with at the end of the day.

I’ve been struggling to see the point in it myself.

So what is the point? Can someone tell me? Tell me the point. Show me someone compatible in the world.

It isn’t a thing where “oh it will get better tomorrow” or “oh… you just need time to get over a person.”
There was one person, but they are gone now.

And from what I’ve seen. You (as a human being on this planet) are factually. Statistically. More likely to get struck by lightening 100 times over and live than you are to find someone who is compatible with me. Actually.

I plan on donating most of what I have away or giving it to family and siblings over an extended period of time.

I have been thinking about this for a long time now and it’s something I want to do.

I plan on ending things at least after I am both done with my art and after I have posted my art projects when they have been completed. Then if nothing truly comes of it, is there is no reason to go on then I will end things.

I plan on donating my logins to a close friend, along with my ideas book. They are not in the best of financial situations but they work hard so it should help them out a bit.

This is my rant on a throwaway and I am just gonna post this and see if something comes up.

For Reference: I am asexual. I am agender. And I have no vices that I can think of other than talking a lot and being a bit of a perfectionist when I work on my art. I don’t believe in gender as it is something that has never made sense to me.