I cheated on my gf
I cheated on my gf because I was looking forward to end things. I agree i am in the wrong by cheating i should've told her but I loved her as much and didn't wish to continue at the same time, because I was jealous of her past didn't feel enough ,special and desired and I was immature to think tht I wasn't her first when she wanted to make me her last after i cheated i would be equal to her past then couldn't have the guilt so confessed to her yet she still stayed which made me realise howmuch she loves me and tht I was more than enough now I regret cheating and looking ways to end it. I wish I was more patient and handled things differently If I understood her more before I cheated tht this is wht she felt abt me i would've thrown all my insecurity behind and we'd be happy but since I cheated the relationship is like very unstable how can I reassure her