I only can make him in these two games for now, I wanna try to do him in crk next but I kinda don't understand the mycookie outfit gacha..I'll have to find more games to make him in!
I'm not asking for you guys to diagnose me, but I do need some help on recognizing my symptoms so I can ask a doctor about it. My mama said she's confused on if it's acid reflex or not, but I don't think it is and she herself is unsure as well.
Basically what happens is when I'm eating, mid chew into a new bite, without trying my throat causes the chewed food back up. It's not puke or anything, it's just how chewed up it was before I swallowed it. It's easy to swallow again, it doesn't hurt me, I just get a bit confused about it.
Now that I think about it I think I used to do it on purpose when I was younger, but I'm unsure if this is a false memory because I'm going through it now without trying. Either way I'm confused. It's painless, just really weird to experience. I usually just swallow it back down afterwards. It happens very subtly. What are your guys thoughts?
I only know everything because I read others talk about spoilers and the characters
It's more surprise but I'm equally annoyed as well. I'm pretty sure fat people are used to it, but it doesn't make it any less awkward once you become aware of how backhanded compliments are towards them. Like seriously, really awkward. It's very like weird to notice on social media how people who are skinny get normal compliments and how fat people on social media get so many backhanded compliments.
Like people CAN NOT help but comment on the weight with every compliment. And if they dont it's something being commented like 'oh you guys behave yourselves!' Or things like 'I'm so happy they're not being mean! ' and its like, if you wouldn't comment on a skinny person post just don't post it on a fat person post, just be normal. 'You're gorgeous' it's not that hard.. it's the bare minimum actually.
edit: blocking the people in the comments that are being weird to prevent them from commenting on the post again. the post was made for genuine discussion, so any jokes posted will be blocked by me.
I'm wondering where this picture is from and what it's meant to be, I can only find it posted by people who adore reading, but no one has sourced the photo yet?
Its hard to even really explain? Because it happened with family when I was like really young, to young to even understand and was being groomed by some random man at the time. But I was basically conditioned by my family, to quite literally, be abusive. They don't see 'spanking' and 'fear mongling' as abuse, but obviously, it is. But since they don't see it that way when I was younger, they basically taught me how to whip my siblings with belts and, other things.
Because they were too 'lazy' to 'displine' the kids themselves, so they basically taught me how to do it and would praise me afterwards. It's really weird because it was so subtle at the time it was just normal for the family to teach me too so I didn't even see what was wrong with it till I grew up. And then when I recognized i had ptsd, I noticed my behaviors that I learned from being taught this so young. How to 'whoop' other kids when I was a kid myself.
Basically, my first reaction to being disrespected as i grew older, was the urge to hit people. I'm older now, I obviously know better enough to not do it, I haven't done it since I was young and will never do it again because I know better now. But its really weird to think of my behaviors history and like, why I have the urges I do. Basically being taught how to be a abuser before I even knew what a abuser was or the fact that I was being abused myself.
I was having a sudden ptsd attack my body was in fight or flight mode it was messing with my gut, I was somewhat crying and my heart was beating crazy. And out of nowhere, suddenly, and without my permission, it all stopped. My mind is blank now. What is this?? What is this symptom i don't like it, i want to feel angry and sad, I have good reasons.
I just really don't want to go through the whole tutorial again..