u/Gullible-River-3056

25M I have been depressed since childhood i guess. My parents say they love me, they do too but the cost I have been paying is my mental health, till date I have not taken any decision in my life cause they never let me they don't allow anything - I can't drive, I have never stayed out after 8pm and I can't do anything I am scared to do anything on my own, they have fcked me mentally.

I am unemployed cause they want to see me as a government employee. And I am fcked again.

I have been trying for three years now and have given two attempts

1st attempt - 1 month before the exam I got Cholera

2nd attempt - it was purely commission's fault (I am giving ssc cgl mainly)(I give other exams too cleared prelims many times but never made it to the final list)

Now my 3rd attempt is in 3 months and I can't focus.

I really want to at least focus I just can't if I don't clear this time I don't know what I will do with myself.

After completing the biometric and everything they were sitting with the same paper like in attempt 1 and asking for contacts.

I thought for a second about all the calls I am receiving but my stupid brain said let's write the correct number and confirm that what I am thinking is actually true.

And now it's confirmed that I'm stupid

Came for a day from Lucknow. What should I try eating?

Places i should definitely go?

I only have plans for trimbakeshwar temple Tommorow

There are 18 seats. I have a simple question - DO TOP MAHARASHTRA CANDIDATES COME WITHIN THIS CATEGORY.... OR ALL THE SEATS ARE FOR ALL INDIA CANDIDATE