u/Hatakki

first of all I'd like to say that I'm in a better place now; but a few months ago i left a huge scar on myself which I'll need to see a doctor for and possibly get surgically removed. I'll probably do this all over the summer, but it makes me a bit nervous because I'm ashamed of how impulsively i did this to myself and i don't really want to talk about it. i wanted to hear someone's experience on how it feels, is it nervewracking or not that bad? i wish it was the kind of scar where i could say that a cat did it but i know they can figure out what caused it.. but the thought of confessing that i did this makes me really anxious.

hiiii, i need help finding a good mascara for prom which is just a little over a week away!! initially i was going to find and wear falsies but it seems like too much of a hassle especially since I've never worn them before. so i was trying to search for mascaras that would satisfy me just as much as a lash would. currently i use essence lash princess which isn't horrible but by a couple hours it goes from looking like a false lash to brittle and burnt lashes. so i was wondering if there's a mascara that would give volume and length and last for a couple hours. I've considered kissme, judydoll, and maybelline, but I'm struggling to find the best one. would love some help, thank you!

i do everything in my power to get him to leave me alone and when it's finally silent and I'm alone, i realise i am alone 😕 it's so weird.

no matter how much you forgive someone, if there is still resentment, then it will eat away at you. i learned that the hard way.. and no relationship, even platonic, can work with that resentment. sometimes the resentment can be fixed. sometimes it needs time away from the other to be fixed. sometimes its just so bad that it needs the person completely out of the picture to be fixed. but you'll eventually find out what's best for you to heal. i just wish i had listened to myself earlier

hey all, my school has prom in two weeks on May 28th and we're struggling to find a photobooth cus of a tight budget. my evil school refused a 600 dollar photobooth and I've resorted to finding giveaways in the GTA but I've had no luck so far. if anyone knows any ongoing ones then please lmk!

hi i just wanted to complain but oh my GOODNESS the burnout in second semester is ridiculous. i never thought I'd feel this burnt out ... how does one deal with it😭

hi all, i was thinking of getting a laptop for medrad but I don't know what the device recommendations are for the program. ive heard somewhere that they recommend windows os, but i dont know if that applies to medrad. i would like something lightweight and student budget friendly. im assuming i wouldn't need a crazy high powered laptop, but correct me if im wrong! initially i was just thinking of bringing my ipad air, but i feel like it'll be difficult with just that. would love a few suggestions!

edit: forgot to add that I'd also like for it to have good battery life. was considering a macbook, but don't know if that's the best choice.

I've been using essence lash princess (green) and initially i loved it but started noticing how flaky and rough and artificial it looks after a few hours.. like it's blatantly obvious that i put mascara and it doesn't look good... also that it doesn't really keep my curls? they kinda just look straight and dried out. i want it to look relatively the same as when i applied it and not completely dried out but I don't know what kind of mascara does that. i want a genuine false lash effect which enhances my look without being TOO heavy. would love some help!

i feel like im all over the place and things are changing for me too fast and i can't think straight

i had this urge to become a doctor and felt like the struggle was worth it

initially and im still most likely going to go to medrad at mcmaster because i felt like this was the most suitable healthcare alternative

i never even considered being a doctor cus i felt like it was completely out of my league.. and that I wasn't the type to grind like that

but i lost my interest in things like marriage (... had some history with a guy i no longer have interest in and cant bring myself to think about marriage) and i no longer prioritize that over anything else

so i started thinking about becoming a doctor; and i MAY be influenced a little bit by videos of med students talking about their journey but im so drawn to the idea of it

but then again i do genuinely like the career paths that i can get out of medrad

honestly i was considering just going for medrad and if i still want to be a doctor by the end of it ill apply for med school... but Im sure its a lot more difficult to get in from a professional program like medrad

i was also mourning not applying for health sciences at mcmaster (also cus i thought it wasnt worth it) because i feel like its the best program to get into med school (?)

it's just a weird timing to even have these thoughts because I've already applied months ago back when i never wanted to go to med school or endure that and thought it wasnt worth it

but i don't know anymore, i guess there's nothing else i want to do with my life so i wouldn't mind going for it especially when healthcare is something im passionate about

id love some advice...

i got accepted into mcmaster medrad and tmu biomed. i was wondering what's the best option based on what comes next. ik medrad would secure me a career option as an MRT or something similar, but I'm contemplating it because I'm not sure what kind of career i genuinely want to do. I've always wanted to do healthcare but nothing too rigorous like a doctor or something..

is it worth "exploring" options and choose tmu, or better to just stick to medrad? ive always been an indecisive person and i dont want to pick something just to regret it later on

PS I know this isn't the best place to ask but i'd still like to hear what people think.

I got an offer from my top choice, McMaster to Medical Radiation Sciences which I am overjoyed about, but also pondering about whether the career that follows is the one for me.

Prior to that, I got offers from TMU, and the one of most interest was Biomedical Sciences. Im aware that this program won't score me a career right away, and that i'll have to study more, which I wouldn't mind doing... unless the career options that follow wouldn't be great.

Aside from an MRT i was interested in the field of pharmacy, but i dont know as much about it. I also expressed interest in becoming a doctor but i don't think i could handle the rigorous journey.

The big question is, will I have opportunities aside from an MRT with a MedRad degree? If so, i'd pick Mcmaster over everything. TLDR im just pondering over medrad and biomed.