A VR port of South Park Rally would be so freaking awesome and chaotic. Driving around South Park in VR with all the characters, weapons and ridiculous vehicles would be perfect. Why has nobody ported this game to VR yet?
Expect your therapist to laugh behind your back.
I went back to the mental health clinic today for an intake. Conclusion: I don't need treatment and don't fit their criteria.
Over coffee, we joked around a little. It was very calm and casual. At one point, he said, “You wouldn't believe how many people tell the same story over and over again.”
I laughed too. I recognized my former self in that oversharing. I was once one of the people we were laughing about.
Seeing it from the other side made me realize how ridiculous the therapeutic dynamic can be.
Never forget the power imbalance.
Expect your therapist to laugh behind your back.
I went back to the mental health clinic today for an intake. Conclusion: I don't need treatment and don't fit their criteria.
Over coffee, we joked around a little. It was very calm and casual. At one point, he said, “You wouldn't believe how many people tell the same story over and over again.”
I laughed too. I recognized my former self in that oversharing. I was once one of the people we were laughing about.
Seeing it from the other side made me realize how ridiculous the therapeutic dynamic can be.
Never forget the power imbalance.
Just a warning: allot of therapists reframe everything you say in a way that gives them more power. Your medical record can become their bureaucratic smear campaign.
Our disease as a species is our relentless attachment to stories, ego and identity. It leaves us incapable of experiencing the fundamental oneness of the universe.
We are unable to experience life with the same immediacy as animals do. Instead we become trapped inside narratives about who we are, what happened to us, what we want, and what everything is supposed to mean.
We may do many things to loosen the grip of this condition but it will remain with us until our final breath.
Creationists love to call the human body perfect and praise it as the product of intelligent design. But what is intelligent about a mind that constantly generates its own turmoil and then must spend its life trying to escape it?
So much suffering is nothing more than the body and mind becoming trapped inside a meaningless story they cannot release without feeling as though their very survival is threatened.
I do not call that perfection. I call it a disease.
It is a disease that helped place us at the top of the food chain. It served evolution, but I do not believe it serves consciousness in any meaningful way. But that's just my perspective, i cannot see the bigger picture of this. I'm not Brahman.
Deep down we know life is already difficult, yet we make it far worse by humiliating, exploiting, controlling and crushing one another.
Religious people do not long for heaven for no reason. For many it is the only imaginable relief from the suffering human beings inflict upon each other.
It is time to confront the oppressors, expose their actions, reveal their manipulation and cruelty and strip abusive people and institutions of the authority that allows them to keep causing harm.
In this theory you are the universe experiencing itself. Your life is nothing more than a passing dream. Before your name, before your memories, before the illusion of "you," there was only awareness and nipple instinct. The identity you've spent a lifetime constructing is the veil that hides the truth. The more desperately you cling to your story—or to stories about gods—the further you drift from what you have always been.
After you die, you take nothing from this life with you, because that entire story exists only inside the meat suit you've spent so much time jerking off in. What happens after you die? You simply start over. Again. And again. Forever. You reincarnate as every living creature in the entire universe. You are everyone.
Today you may be an angry Christian defending a lie. Tomorrow you may be a bat with rabies. Next year, a pig in a slaughterhouse. And after that, perhaps a blood-sucking mosquito that, in another lifetime, you tortured yourself by ripping off its wings, spreading its legs, and doing God knows what to it...
SPOILER: There is no God. There is only you, tormenting yourself endlessly for absolutely no reason. The worse you behave, the more the universe becomes a nightmare.
Add drugs to it instead of handcuffs and bullets and you have psychiatry, because showing pain is a crime nowadays.
Idk who needs to hear this, but labels like “social anxiety” and “depression” are not real diseases.
They are smoke alarms.
Smoke alarms going off in a sick and toxic society where people quietly crush each other with manipulation every day and then play dumb when someone’s nervous system starts catching fire.
A lot of people are toxic and mean to some degree. We all have a few unhealthy traits that hurt others.
Many of you are not broken. You are reacting perfectly healthy to a sick world.
Don't let psychiatry gaslight you into thinking you are the problem
Just saying.
Psychiatry punishes people for their depression and openness. At least, that’s how many treatments felt to me: not like help, but like destruction and punishment.
It often didn't work the way it was promised and caused more harm than good every single time. Meanwhile, the psychiatrist become the master gaslighter in my, covering up the mess they create with lies.
Each time, medication very sneaky destroyed my inner world and health over time.
Depression, but also other problems calls for rest, not constant activation and drugs that force the body off the couch. Rest, healthy people around you and lifestyle are absolutely crucial for recovery.
If you talk to a psychiatrist, be very careful. A lot of them are master manipulators who will try to get you on some kind of drug.
I have seen them use so many manipulation techniques, including gaslighting, triangulation, guilt-tripping, and more.
it can be very dangerous for vulnerable people to go there.
It took me 15 years to realize it wasn't just a few rotten apples, allot of them are like that. They smile while doing you dirty.
It was nice writing here for over a year. However, I’ve decided to move on and put my focus and energy on more positive things.
Psychiatry is not one of them.
It is manipulative, literally toxic to brain and body and honestly… it vibrates lower than dirt under your shoes. But at least dirt has a purpose, it nurtures plants, it supports life, it belongs in nature.
Psychiatry doesn’t.
What it offers is narcissistic abuse, control, dressed up as care. Chemical handcuffs, sold as “medicine”, destruction of health swept under the carpet. They are very nasty gaslighters with way too much power.
They say they treat your struggles, but that's a lie, they treat behavior. They are all about social control. Mind police in white coats.
Psychiatry is the definition of darkness and I no longer want to waste my energy and mood by hearing, reading or writing about it.
For me, the (anti)psychiatry chapter is done.
Manipulation, guilt and control have no place in modern education.
If something teaches fear, shame and blind obedience instead of critical thinking, it doesn’t belong in schools.
Sorry I have to write this, but I can’t keep it inside anymore. It’s eating me from the inside.
I’ve seen people here talk about not believing in the resurrection of Jesus, and I have to admit I struggle with those stories too. They just don’t feel convincing to me. But I’m not in a position where I can say that openly without losing everyone around me.
In my family, “religious” narcs virtue signal and manipulate nonstop. It’s not faith, it’s a structure. A narcissistic one. Religion is a tool for control, for image, for dominance over people who don’t see the game being played.
The definition of evil is not what the movies tell you, that is rare and overt. Often times kinda rediculous and fun to look at.
True evil comes with a smile, with a mask of empathy, with soft words and presents itself as care while the goal is control, control through manipulation, through infantilization, through undermining your reality, through seducing you to overshare, through weaponizing you against yourself, through sowing doubt in your mind, through reframing your words and hijacking your narrative. True evil is covert narcissistic abuse. True evil is like a ghost, it's invisible to the naked eye.
The mental health system uses the same tactics of manipulation, gaslighting, coercion, deceit and drugs that destroy health to control people and they are proud of it. They call their trickery an art and some of them truely believe such evil can be used for good.
If you ever wondered what they do, it is narcissistic abuse.
Mental healthcare is all about control and behavior... Empathy, concern, support and care are just the façade. Psychiatry is a very manipulative web to catch and sedate the vulnarable.
Psych wards are even worse, they are prisons with chemical handcuffs and relentless covert narcissistic abuse sold as professionalism.
Looked behind the veil, didn’t find God nor any loved ones.
Only a cold machine with no operator, recycling consciousness into one vast cosmic soup