u/HonestExample9728

I don't have a personality. I can take on a personality, but I don't really have one. If I want something from someone, I will take on a friendly, likeable personality. I have an article on the Internet about being friendly that I check sometimes. If I'm talking to someone I dislike, I generally just ignore them. I hate talking to new people because i don't ​know what they want to hear.

The worst part is that I can't 'be me'. I will be half way through a conversation and realize I've been trying too hard and now the person is annoyed. I lie and lie without even realizing I'm doing it, just agreeing with them because I can't keep up the conversation otherwise.

I'm kind of sick of it. The personality I'm currently using is a mix between upset and curious. I don't really feel either of those. I was bored and just thought about explaining this to someone. ​I don't have DID.

So I have weekly singing classes and I dislike the teacher. She comes in when she is sick and says that everyone always has to come, even if they are really sick. Today I am sick and have a terrible sore throat and can't sing at all but I still have to go. I'm tired and miserable and annoyed