u/Horse_3018

We’re currently in the science section of a Christian school supplies store🫩🫩

It’s horrible

I feel like I’ll never be a woman. And I truly feel that in my bones. Ig it’s internalized transphobia. Like I’m all “Yes! you are a woman/man!!” to other trans people but when it comes to me I’m all “oh I’ll never truly be women. I’m still a man no matter how I dress or how many drugs I take.”.

And it kills me, all this is killing me slowly.

And the internalized misandry. I feel like I just hate men because I hate being a man.

And I don’t think I’m ugly as a man, I see I’m an attractive person. But I’m not me.

And I’m not in an area where people particularly entertain the idea of transitioning. And my parents definitely would never be okay with the idea. I don’t know what I’m going to do eventually anyways. Because as much as I want to hope my parents will be accepting of me I feel they won’t. My mom more than my dad tbh. And don’t get me wrong my dad loves me, but I already see the look he gives me when I do something less than “masculine”. And he’s a hard republican Trump supporter..

Thanks for reading if you did. I just needed to get this stuff off my chest

I need inspo

They changed it back to rows of 4 and made them go from oldest to newest. It was perfect the way it was

I’ve deleted over three-thousand pictures so far. 12 gigabytes have been freed

It’s not that bad, especially the stuff my mom made herself

I don’t have a preference of pronouns or anything

As the title says

I’m going gluten free and damn do the gluten free breads I’ve tried so far suck

Noodles and pancakes not to bad, but bread…

For a while I was really up to date with all the stuff but I kinda got out of it

I’m wanting to spend no more than $1,500 on a PC for gaming and photo editing

I’d like it to be rather decent at those things and upgradable

I’ll probably be using a 1440p monitor. And I’d prefer not to have a bunch of flashy RGB and stuff

Also I do have access to a microcenter

I was swimming and bam, mouth and head tics. Normally when I’m doing activities like that I don’t tic, it’s like there’s no room in my brain for ticcing bc of the activity. But today apparently not🤷

It didn’t mess me up too much, still got 1st place but still really annoying

2 weeks of class and a week of driving 12-2😃😀

Im still kinda testing the waters of what feels right tbh.

this feels right right now, but I may try it and it not be right. But that’s what this is about, finding myself.

I’ll keep y’all updated on the adventures of my mind and body

Last night I may or may not have informed my girlfriend of my gender dysphoria… >!AND WE ARE STILL TOGETHER!<

>!Very nice, very amazing!<>!🙂‍↕️!<