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Not really a success story, just a story…

When I was little I was hit with a metal baseball bat, then later someone threw a ball at the back of my head playing basketball, and then it happened again someone threw a ball at the back of my head, as hard as they could resulting in my 3rd concussion by 12 and the worst of it. I spent a year in the dark in isolation. I couldn't move my neck for two weeks. I developed Bilateral Complex Trigeminal Neuralgia, Fibromyalgia, physical brain damage in multiple locations, a Neurological Condition, I had an undiagnosed CSF Leak for years, and permanent double vision about 12 inches and closer. Everything is diagnosed now and l've had an extensive psychological evaluation. I have a 0.1 percentile overall memory score (yes actually 0.1) as my neurologist put it and I quote "worse than nearly all peers" bold and underlined with a section on how I can never be a legal witness. My neurologist was great I'm thankful for him.

By high school I was dealing with multiple undiagnosed conditions such as H-EDS (probably made concussions worse), Selective IGM Deficiency, CPTSD depersonalization and all the underlying secondary conditions that come with them like arthritis, multiple different kinds of skin conditions. With constant and I mean constant sickness from pneumonia, sepsis, chronic daily sinusitis, a mastoiditis resulting in skull surgery and bone removal in the ear, giant abscesses, constant simultaneous bilateral ear infections, gall bladder infected I was dying until removed. Too many surgeries to really get into l've been cut open with and without drugs, awake and sleeping.

My ear drums have permanent holes in them and my skull can't regulate pressure. Vaccines don't work on me specifically the pneumococcal vaccine, I'm 23 now I've taken 5+ pneumococcal vaccines, different kinds and I lose protection in less than 2 years and they never prevented me from being sick. As I write this I have a lung infection and a sinus infection.

I have these conditions and I suffer with them but l've never had the severity hit me I just see it as how l live. What else do I know.

I function, I work. Im a floor installer by trade and a rare book scout/collector by passion. The memory deficits from my brain injury and TN are by far the most life impacting conditions for me. This isn't a sympathy post, this isn’t new to me it's more so, just something I need written down to look back to for myself and maybe someone will find my story interesting. It’s late and I can’t sleep, I’ve spent a long time thinking.

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u/IanMichael001 — 4 days ago

History Of New York City (State) 1872 First Edition by William L. Stone

“History of New York City: From The Discovery To The Present Day” 20 engravings and 85 woodcuts, 1872 first edition bound in three-quarter brown leather and marbled boards.

u/IanMichael001 — 5 days ago

Sparkenbroke by Charles Morgan 1936

Good romance novel, Niger Morocco binding, first edition, signed, limited to 210. No slipcase and tbh it’s an ugly slipcase anyway. Got some handling wear, spine fade, but Its in pretty good condition nothing crazy. I looked through Reddit to see if anyone posted about it before and nope only one book recommendation comment.

u/IanMichael001 — 18 days ago

HipHop clones, here’s my favorite!

  1. Guerrilla Black: standout track “Sunshine” this track is so good I accept him as the real big.

  2. Akil The MC stage name “Tupac”: Tupac The MC is one of the best to ever do it, he’s so good standout track “Buck Santa” is he a clone or just a Tupac?

  3. Jargon: for many years I genuinely believed his track “Ride With Me” or also know as “Talk 2 Me by lil Wayne” was literally lil Wayne as advertised on YouTube long ago, but titles got changed and now we’re here 10/10 clone performance.

Who am I missing? This is top tier.

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u/IanMichael001 — 1 month ago

The Girl By The Roadside 1917 Macaulay Co. Scarce First Edition

One of the books from my early 1900s first edition romance collection. It is very rare in this condition and is a relatively recent acquisition of a novel I’ve had my eyes on for a while. The novel was adapted into a self titled, silent, black and white film the same year (1917) that has been lost to time. And remade later as “The Girl In The Rain” in 1920 which is also apparently a lost film as well. I’m not a film enthusiast and barely watch tv so I don’t know why it was so common to lose film, but it kinda shows how important preserving this stuff is.

u/IanMichael001 — 1 month ago

Does anyone else produce no sample thorough compositions?

Im just wondering if there’s anyone else out there that orchestrates, composes, sound engineers and self masters original in depth compositions?

Edit: my bad everyone I should’ve asked classical musicians who’d know what I’m talking about. I’m not talking about sampling, loops, or playing your own instrument. I’m talking about 7 minute long evolution of complex through composition classical definition well over 32 bars and never looping. ABCDEFG+ patterns at 56 BPM.

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u/IanMichael001 — 2 months ago
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American Citizen, “A Distinctly American Paper”

This is my hyper-specific archive of Boston Mass, American Protective Association newspapers specifically “American Citizen”.

Library of Congress control number sn87070380 no start date and no end date in records (18??-1???, they “may” hold one physical copy but probably only microfilm, I asked Boston Public library if they held any physical copies they said no but they are catalogued online so they must hold physical copies somewhere or on microfilm. I have been building this small collection for over 5 years it’s taken a while because these rarely if ever pop up.

Contains an ad taken from a directory dated 1890 from Geo P. Rowell & Company American Newspaper Directory

Contains 1895 special poster newspaper collab with undocumented Boston Daily Standard

Contains 1896 standard Newspaper

1894-1895 pamphlet

I have another pamphlet but it’s being processed right now. And I have other Anti Irish/ Anti Catholic propaganda but it is unrelated to this specific paper. This is explicitly not the British American Citizen, you know because of the motto “A Distinctly American Paper” and the absence of “British” in the masthead. And the paper doesn’t like immigration. Anyways I’m a little proud of it.

u/IanMichael001 — 2 months ago

The American Gentleman's Guide to Politeness and Fashion by Henry Lunettes AKA Margaret Cockburn Conkling

1866 Edition carefully revised by author, original binding in very good condition it contains updated post civil war content. I saw a post about woman’s etiquette I really liked so I wanted to share a book on men’s etiquette written by a woman under a male pseudonym. It is not a first edition but it is still a rare book I find interesting. This is a very uncommon binding variant of this particular edition and the gilt is still nice. It has regular wear fading and rubbing on boards, toned pages and a little foxing on first couple and last couple pages overall a solid copy.

u/IanMichael001 — 2 months ago

Victorian Bindings, In New Granada: Heroes and Patriots 1879 True First Edition.

Two Victorian bindings:

One 1879 true first edition of In New Granada: “Hereos” and Patriots in very scarce original, very good condition, wine red binding with detailed gilt, 368 pages, multiple wood engravings throughout the text. It is a war story. There’s 1880s reprints marketed as first editions online for $60-70 in not very good condition or at least idk why it looks like that, I don’t know what mine is worth. I’ll add a photo of the abebooks description tell me what you think.

And one green Complete Works Of Cowper’s Poems with gold detailed gilt with a slipped in bookplate dated 1883, unknown edition, nothing significant, not worth much, so I never bothered looking it just looks really nice. They look good together. I’ll add the close up pictures of this book in the comments.

u/IanMichael001 — 3 months ago

It Can’t Happen Here by Sinclair Lewis

No dust jacket, stated first edition, it’s in very good condition, no writing inside, natural toned pages, deckle edges. Gold gilt, some rubbing on boards and gilt, a little fading. Got it for I think $90 on Abebooks some years ago.

u/IanMichael001 — 3 months ago

Part of my CD collection think of it as “the biggest hits” aka my favorite. Two are just not like the others…

Los Angeles Critical Mass, a Trip Hop album compiled by KCRW DJ Kevin Lincoln and producer Kevin Crosslin (credited as Cavestar) for Mindspore Records. In 1998. I got this many years ago for like $40.

This Like Minds album is genuinely one of the best produced Jazz hiphop album of all time. It’s so unique. It has very little views but it is gold. Most songs are produced by Illnaughty and Cai “Like Minds”. There’s only a handful of these copies.

u/IanMichael001 — 3 months ago

Like Minds Self Titled Like Minds CD, and Original Los Angeles Critical Mass CD.

Los Angeles Critical Mass, a Trip Hop album compiled by KCRW DJ Kevin Lincoln and producer Kevin Crosslin (credited as Cavestar) for Mindspore Records. In 1998. I got this many years ago for like $40.

This Like Minds album is genuinely one of the best produced Jazz hiphop album of all time. It’s so unique. It has very little views but it is gold. Most songs are produced by Illnaughty and Cai “Like Minds”. There’s only a handful of these copies.

I’m sharing because well, shits cool.

u/IanMichael001 — 3 months ago

The Valiant Wife by Margaret Wilson Early True First Edition/First Print

First edition, very good to very good+ condition. One of my favorite books I’ve read and so so rare. The dust jacket is wartime reproduction 1945 the book itself is 1933/1934 early true first print. The dust cover for the true first is basically nonexistent on the market. Gatta do what you gatta do.

u/IanMichael001 — 3 months ago

British Chess Magazine, Volume XL (40), 1920. Edited by R.C. Griffith.

London: Walbrook & Co., Ltd., 1920. Octavo. Probably rebound quarter-calf binding in two tones of red leather and red cloth by John Durham & Son, 13 Overgate a small extinct binding company from Dundee Scottland. Gilt lettering to spine. Ownership inscription of W. Frank Gladney, Baton Rouge, LA, dated 1947. Contains annotated games of Capablanca and coverage of the 1920 World Championship negotiations. I know it’s not that expensive but it is really rare and neat to see the printing company, to binding company to an owner all in a fine copy like this. (First Edition oop) editing errors.

u/IanMichael001 — 3 months ago

1895 American Citizen/Boston Daily Standard Collaboration Special Poster Edition 11 pages. 13+ cartoons, One Page Full Color.

I have a large collection of antique books, and this is probably the scarcest piece of paper I own. This is an extremely rare special collaboration between two extremely scarce undocumented newspaper. I contacted multiple colleges here’s a few…
Catholic University of America
Boston College
University of Notre Dame
American Antiquarian Society
Anyways they don’t have any, it’s undocumented in library of congress.
I have another American Citizen 1896 newspaper but it is a standard newspaper with only one cartoon which is also a scarce paper, I spent months independently verifying this paper and I needed a standard copy to verify the extraordinary special poster edition I have. This is NOT the British American Citizen, this is a distinct specific American Citizen/Boston Daily Standard newspaper. This is an APA document, most were deliberately destroyed, and I’ve never ever seen another Boston Daily Standard paper.

u/IanMichael001 — 3 months ago

Every Game Of Thrones true first American edition

Book one is in fine condition, the others are in near fine and the extra book one is well it’s in ok condition. I bought it because it was cheap but I specifically wanted all fine copies. I only posted one photo because I thought it would be redundant if I posted 6 number lines. Feast For Crows is signed.

u/IanMichael001 — 3 months ago