u/Impossible-Border896

Maybe you’ll read this tonight. I really wish I could get a hold of you. I hope you had the best day ever and I love you. I really wish you’d visit TADA soon.

That world we created to be alone was my favorite place to be. It felt so nice to escape reality. Years later as I sit in silence. It’s just me here now. I can’t help but wonder was I ever anything to you? Like really something? For a while now I’ve felt really stupid for thinking this was real. I know you’re happy. I’m happy for you. You’re living your best life. I’m so glad. You deserve it. I just wish you didn’t treat me like trash. I think it’s time for me to give up this little world as we used to call it. I’ve been waiting for you. I just can’t take the pain anymore. I’m stuck here crying about it to strangers. I can’t tell anyone so I figured I’d get it off my chest here. One day you might decide to visit our world and you’ll find I won’t be there but not because I don’t want to be. I just can’t.

And though our paths were never meant
to walk as one where forever is spent,
you will always be part of me—
a hidden truth no one will see.

A place in my heart, untouched, unchanged,
where love remains, though life rearranged.
Not lost, not gone, not torn apart—
just living quietly inside my heart.

And though our paths were never meant
to walk as one where forever is spent,
you will always be part of me—
a hidden truth no one will see.

A place in my heart, untouched, unchanged,
where love remains, though life rearranged.
Not lost, not gone, not torn apart—
just living quietly inside my heart.

D.J.
I was your friend but it feels like you were never mine. I did all the reaching out and all the work to keep us together. I waited for you every single time you’d disappear. I’d believe all the things you’d say to me that kept me wrapped around your finger. You were my first thought waking up and my last thought going to bed. I shared everything with you. You were my best friend. Closer than a friend. But I guess you got tired of me. Or found someone more interesting. Our conversations got shorter and you’d disappear for longer periods of time. And I’m just a fool sitting here waiting for you. Even though I know you don’t care for me the same way. It’s no need to lie. I know you don’t. The last time you saw me and I told you I felt like we were never really friends you said that wasn’t true. You show me all the time what I mean to you and that’s nothing… I mean nothing to you. I’m an idiot for still wanting you to come back.

Love Always
Little wanderer

I’ll probably never see you again. I love you and I miss you every single day.

Maybe you’ll see this. I really hope by some miracle you do. I really miss you. It’s so hurtful the way you leave me in silence. Please reach out to me. Let’s just say a proper goodbye. That’s all I want.

Hey it’s me. I was just thinking about how crazy I’ve been for letting you consume my mind and my heart like you do. I know you never loved me. At least not as much… if at all.

I have spent a lot of time crying over you. Why? Why do I even let myself get so ridiculous. You come and go like I mean nothing and I’m always here just waiting. Waiting to hear your excuse and then not even caring because I’m just so happy you gave me some of your time. I hate that I let it continue or want it to continue. I want to be with you so bad that I allow myself to continue to be hurt.

I know our situation is so messed up… what’s the point in even trying anymore. We’re both getting older and what would the outcome be anyway? It all just sucks and I know I need to just let you go. I’ve sent you so many messages that you don’t even see. I don’t think I’m going to try to reach out again. Your actions speak way louder than anything you’ve ever told me.

All I ever asked from you is that you just give me closure if you wanted to end this and you always say no that’s not what you want… what do you want?

I miss you so much. I wish I could turn back time and just stay up with you all night. Maybe there was something I could have done to keep you here.

If I had known Thanksgiving night would be the last time I’d see you I wouldn’t have left! That Friday haunts me every single day. I miss you and I wasn’t ready to lose you.

In a way I wish I never met you but at the same time my life wouldn’t be the same so I’m glad I got what little time I had with you.

I knew you never loved me the way I loved you. I was just your fall back “friend”. All those times you ghosted me and then I’d see you with someone else… heartbreaking… I was always there waiting for you though. Then you met the one you truly loved and I was just there when you got bored.

I miss all of our late night conversations and our time together. Deep down I know all the things you said to me were lies but I don’t even care. I miss you sending me songs. I miss your voice and I miss your smile and those dimples.

It was so nice to run in to you at Walmart right after my mom passed away. It made me feel a little better. I hate you treat me this way though. I haven’t heard from you in months… I guess I’ve just never been good enough for you.

I hope you’re happy though. I truly do. You will always be on my mind and I will always love you even if I shouldn’t.

In a way I wish I never met you but at the same time my life wouldn’t be the same so I’m glad I got what little time I had with you.

I knew you never loved me the way I loved you. I was just your fall back “friend”. All those times you ghosted me and then I’d see you with someone else… heartbreaking… I was always there waiting for you though. Then you met the one you truly loved and I was just there when you got bored.

I miss all of our late night conversations and our time together. Deep down I know all the things you said to me were lies but I don’t even care. I miss you sending me songs. I miss your voice and I miss your smile and those dimples.

It was so nice to run in to you at Walmart right after my mom passed away. It made me feel a little better. I hate you treat me this way though. I haven’t heard from you in months… I guess I’ve just never been good enough for you.

I hope you’re happy though. I truly do. You will always be on my mind and I will always love you even if I shouldn’t.