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Any tips for how to manifest my dream life, appearance, body etc with subliminals? I feel kinda let down rn

Hii, I don't think dropping my age is necessary but i am old and well, i like fantasy books a lot and i always wanted to create a romantasy, something to write that makes me happy but hhh the problem is well, i never wrote a fanfic, a story or a chapter, I don't count the ones that the teacher when i was a kid, asked to write to get a school grade but by myself I think I tried once or twice when i was a teenger and i hated it because its easier to hate yourself when you don't create a masterpiece right away lol so I dropped it and now after years well...I really want to write down the world and characters and stories i fantasize about, but I don't know how to start at all, help? I feel like a mess but I see so many people that write and sell their books and even if they don't became the new Tolkien they're still able to share their imagination with the world which is beautiful and i kinda wanna be able to do the same, I don't bring that much to the table RN like I have to take care of my sister, clean the house and I get bored while waiting so i read books but writing...it brings me down pretty bad, its so lacking, I like creating stories, I have ideas (even if the ideas will never be that original y'know, but still, I think i have at least a decent amount of originality like everyone else) and I don't think being dyslexic is the main problem lmao so I can't use it as a excuse so damn, what should i do? any tips for someone like me? I just noticed that the more I try to not bring it out (the writing), think about it etc and the more I yearn about being able, I just dunno

Not to gush over my Tinkerbell fairies crushes like Vidia, Fawn, Rani, Artemis...but we should get lesbian fairies!!! so um any books with fmc and love interest as fairies? i really adore them but reading any hetero romance is just no

Hiii my sister really loves this game but turns out that the game she was playing was a bit fucking up our mom's phone and mine too, so umm yea no more (it was gacha nebulas, the mod?), she liked it because it was more colorful, more dresses, more everything y'know, she's a child so she liked it better far th basic one, so i wanted to know if you all got any version of gacha that is similar to that one, please! one better than it?

I would love to read one where the main character is a witch (practices magic, spells, grows plants etc, even better with a feline friend) and hea! (no open ending/bittersweet etc), I am fine with comics too

hii everyone!! 👋

sooo i downloaded Pagebound (i'm gigisluvyou if you wanna find me!) and i really wanna follow more lesbians who are as obsessed with wlw books as i am 😭 i've been adding a bunch of recs people have given me to my TBR (and i'm lowkey terrified some of them will destroy me for the way they got sneaked into it, like very cheerfully by the people)

also full transparency: i'm kinda picky about who i follow?? i mostly just want to connect with people who are specifically into wlw stories (not het or mlm, just my personal thing!!) so if that's you and you wanna be mutuals, drop your Pagebound nickname in the comments!! i'll follow back!!

anyway that's it!! sorry for the ramble, looking forward to finding some book besties!! 🥰

hii everyone!! 👋

sooo i downloaded Pagebound (i'm gigisluvyou if you wanna find me!) and i really wanna follow more lesbians who are as obsessed with wlw books as i am 😭 i've been adding a bunch of recs people have given me to my TBR (and i'm lowkey terrified some of them will destroy me for the way they got sneaked into it, like very cheerfully by the people)

also full transparency: i'm kinda picky about who i follow?? i mostly just want to connect with people who are specifically into wlw stories (not het or mlm, just my personal thing!!) so if that's you and you wanna be mutuals, drop your Pagebound nickname in the comments!! i'll follow back!!

anyway that's it!! sorry for the ramble, looking forward to finding some book besties!! 🥰

Hii, I have like, thousands of tea bags and just one in leaf, the problem is that...I dunno, I feel like I am not doing tea in a good way, so I want to know step for step how to do it right for my family (they asked for tea), I have pukka, green tea, black tea, earl grey, simple chamomile, other random tea bags etc but like a generic step to step 😭 I try to follow the instructions but it sounds like for a dummy and i feel kinda meh when i drink it, plz help

I’ve noticed that I’m constantly searching for the 'perfect' subliminal because I’m afraid of not getting results. It’s frustrating because I know this behavior comes from doubt and anxiety, yet I’m terrified to delete any tracks. I fear that if I do, I’ll either lose them forever or waste more time and getting nothing out of it, similar to the years I lost when I stopped using subliminals entirely.

Currently, my playlist is over 60 tracks long plus MOAB, and I’m overwhelmed. I feel like I’m in a constant battle with myself; I want a healthy mindset and fast results, but at the same time people keep reminding of my still-the-same body, same fuckin big hooked nose, same thin lips, no ass and no breast, I just don't know. I also struggle with 'mirror-checking.' While I have to look at myself to get ready, it often triggers my insecurities of the same face with the same acne and scarred face. I’m considering dropping MOAB for a decent booster and shortening my playlist, but the underlying stress is still there. I just want this to work. But between my mindset and no results and the knowing that I am the one in the wrong but I have no way to know how to fix it...I am a lil depressed, yesterday I had a bit of mental breakdown over my face and body and GRRRRR i just want to hear from someone who and been in my same shoes how they made it work with their mindset because besides screaming in the pillow idk what is left to do

Hii, it's for people who are manifesting and are getting physically results, what is your mind like? I mean, I want to get drastic results to the point that my family is like "what the fuck" but in a good way, the main point for me is the face, big hump on my nose, I want the perfect angel skull (which i don't have), a thin waist, big 🍒 and 🍑, clear glass skin, so since im getting a tiny bit pissed but still listening to my playlist because I do believe in them but I am honestly having a bit of 😡 with physical results I care about, so I think I need help to know how to not struggle 😭 and to get results I want!!

I hope I tagged it properly but hii okay so, i finished The Wolf Steals the Sun and it was sooo good, it scratched a itch that only it could remove, so...well, i feel like an addicted and i want something as good as it!

the only thing i wanna avoid is, cheating, depressing, bittersweet stuff, etc

I am writing down which one i finished, who's ongoing, who I didn't like etc, this was my favorite 💕, and these others too: Assistant Manager Kim, Ayaka is in Love with Hiroko! Best Friends (it was interesting lol more alpha women please!), Tamao & Nobu, Women at Work: Teach Me, Mommy! Aashi to Watashi – Gal Yuri Anthology, Sukeban to Tenkousei

The others ongoing that I am reading are: Howling Song for Husky Girl (I am loving it), Gyaru x Gyaru no Yuri, The Guy She Was Interested In Wasn't a (etc etc), A Story About How She Grew Conscious of Her Childhood Friend, As The Wavering Love Falls, Aoi-kun Is So Handsome That It Hurts, When the Villainess Meets the Yandere, Surrendering To My Enemy's Cold Embrace

I put there too because I need to finish them: Bloom Into You, Whispering You a Love Song

I didn't like that much Ladies at Her Service: A Very Naughty Girl, so i put it in my "mehh" and i dropped after chapter 49 Manipulate my Heart, I want to come forward and say that I adore yandere girls but only when idk definitely my type of yandere is like umm watered down but I don't like when they abuse/treat bad the fmc lmao and Ibella really was too much with her lobotomizing stuff lol great villain but i didn't fell like she really cared about fmc, i was rooting for the ex 🙁

gimme recs plz!! 🙇🏼‍♀️ as i said, something similar to The Wolf Steals the Sun

So, lately I've been trying with the raven method also cuz I can't do the awake ones because I don't have time with my situation, today I had been pissed because I felt I was very close and in a good state but I woke up in my cr and I had to send my sister to school so when I returned I thought$ y'know what? imma try again!", I tried like three times cuz my eyes kept opening or I fell asleep, I was veryyy sure this time because lately I started like um how to explain it, feeling the warm of my s/o body, or the sun, or the texture, cold and warm because before this (before locking in lol) I couldn't feel it all just imagining stuff and nothing more, I really thought something was happening with my arms like I was moving it while my cr arm wasn't, anyway, I was like "dont get distracted, keep affirming and yada yada" BUT I ended up in a sleep paralysis 🤦🏼‍♀️ I was like "fuck" because I had terrible experiences with it when I was kid (gore stuff) so like, when I started hearing giggling of a kid (it soudned like my sis), someone moving on the bed next to me (which my sister would sleep, because we share a room) and then she moved on me I was like it can be both that I shifted because I kept this the same but also ummm I can't move so um yeah no, so like I was "hhhh okay maybe if I affirm that from this I'll go to my dr It can work, people use sleep paralysis sometimes, no?" so i started affirming but I was also fighting the sleep paralysis cuz I hate it so much and it triggers me and nothing, I woke up 🤦🏼‍♀️ still in the same room of my cr 🤦🏼‍♀️ ofc I will try again because I have no want to stay in this reality where everything is going to shit but hhh I am so tired🧍🏼‍♀️I just want to wake in my better dr 🤦🏼‍♀️ i am using the raven method so if you're doing it too, tell me how it's going!

Hii it had been YEARS! since I chose to read wlw mangas and then I stopped (not because I wanted but for other reasons) so yep they are a necessity now cuz I am just a single gal and I get annoyed and depressed lmao so ummmm what sites to you use? and do you got recs to suggest? I would love to avoid like bad stuff like rape/cheating etc because yeah no, I can't handle that. It's triggering.

I am reading "the guy she was interested in" yada yada and it's cute, even if I am getting irritated sometimes >:(

(i like masc/butches girls so much ajhxsj) so y'know, stuff that ends good cuz no open endings neither bad endings, I want the couple to ends up together and happy, plus I am fine with spicy stuff <3 but I don't want just sex 🙅🏼‍♀️ I want it balanced! Thank uuu

Hey everyone, sending out a little hope into the universe today. My little sister has been having a really tough week with school, bullied and friends and it breaks my heart to see her so down. Also cuz her mood definitely changes mine to match hers which sucks, too.

So I really want to surprise her and see her smile again. If any of you feel able and would like to help bring a little magic to her little world, it would mean the absolute world to both of us. No pressure at all, of course! but thank you so much just for reading this. Her favorite books are in pic that I put in the comments!

Your kindness (cuz I do see it!) truly means a lot for me and her ❤️ thank you for being a safe and gentle space for all of us!

🗝️✨: https://throne.com/gigimeow

I dreamed that, like i thought i was in a lucid dream because I was acting like, "hey, watch this! Its gonna do what I want or become what I want now!" the only thing that happened instead was that it would, like, go into slow motion and something even if it wasn't what I wanted 100% so like lol I am not, eh? I knew it was a dream but I was still like, not able to do what I wanted, but like every goddamn dream, there was "my sister" and i was inside a house, not my house. I don't know if I just sucks at recalling my home but it's never it, only when I get sleep paralysis it's the goddamn same, i have a hard time remembering my own apartment. But anyway, I know that at first, it was chill. It was just me trying stuff, and my attempts were always weird. But I was chill.

Anyway, I remember that since my sister was there then I had to make her do "see? you sister's cool, she can do tricks!" and a dog had just randomly showed up, if I remember it was white? but i can't specifically remember it well, i said something to change it, don't ask what I said, I just said something, don't ask me what 😭 I just know I started to get this weird feeling, not dread, but not straight-up terror either, but like, I dunno, just strange. Like everything was just wrong again. So I grabbed my sister and started running/walking, I said nope, it's not going in the way I want, again. I didn't shift, this is not a 100% lucid dream. I don't know what made me have this urge to just nope out, but I know I took her by the hand and ran, and there was a staircase and I went down.

Now, a lot of stuff happened, and it feels like I was there for hours. I know for a fact that when I got down there, it was like I already had a role assigned to me, or better yet, like I was stigmatized? I already knew I was basically fucked lol. And there was this part, because I remember that irl before I fell asleep again before I sent her at school, my sister had said i was talking in my sleep last night, and like i don't know why I wanted to check, it was like I was trying to wake myself up, but no. I was in the dream, even though it didn't feel like a dream because everything felt so heavy and real. Anyway, I pull out this object (I don't remember what it was but it looked like a recorder) and there was a voice on it. Obviously, it was supposed to be mine, I think? Because it was me talking while I was sleeping and dreaming like rn? but the more I listened, the more I wanted to wake up because this was shit, the thing that she (me?) was saying, well I didnt like it. It was a distorted voice and it felt like it went on for hours. I even tried to take off my earbuds but they weren't there in the dream. Ofc I knew that, but I was still like, I don't have them here but I do in real life? Maybe if I do it, it'll stop? (I wear the earbuds to listen to audios for shifting, lol, which I was obviously listening

to, but then they fall out, so um, the intention was there, it's stupid but idk). Anyway, I wanted to wake up in the dream and make it happen irl, kind of like jolt myself out of it? But I couldn't do it and I was fucking out of breath and felt so much anxiety as if I could know that it was happening to my irl body rn? idk

So, getting back to it, for some reason, everyone was treating me like I was mentally ill. I know, it sounds like "girl, what?" but that's what it was. I had my sister and I was trying to escape, again. This feels like a sequel to another dream I had, where I knew the situation was weird and I didn't like it, and I wanted to get her and me out of there. Anyway, I'll explain... I don't remember everything that was happening, but I know there was, like, a window, and I was helping her through it. I know there were people below me saying stuff like, "she's out of her mind, just leave her alone, its too high she will die and it will be your fault" but she had to get down because we had to escape from the dog. Meanwhile, I had my mom? talking to me in my ear/mind??? About coming home and how everything would be fine. I was like, "leave me alone," and in the end, I managed to get "my sister" down. I caught her, because even though I had jumped at first and the others kept saying it was a high drop and she'd die, it wasn't high at all. And I was there too, and even though I was scared because the others were making me scared, I just grabbed her when she jumped, so it was chill. And we ran again.

Anyway, the scene changed. There was probably more to it but, like, I know there was another apartment. I wasn't holding my sister's hand anymore, she wasn't there, she was inside. It was like a neighborhood with all the houses facing the street on one side? (No cars, not that I remember seeing any, anyway) and the rest looked like shops. And like, there was an apartment, there's always a goddamn apartment (or a house that looks like a mix from my childhood with other stuff or in an apartment that doesn't look like ours at all) and I was there (again, there are missing pieces because i can't remember them, but i just have this feeling that more stuff happened). I was in front of the door, and I had opened it and was just standing in the

doorway, I hadn't gone in. Next to the door was an armchair. It was dark but not

too dark, and I had already figured out that the dog had become my dad (he's always the problem, another reason I want to shift to a place where I have a better dad, lol) and I liked that even less. He was standing between the darkness and the light from the door and whatever else he was looking at. I also know that for some reason I was connecting that he wanted to hurt her, that he was dangerous (again, this is what I was perceiving while I was "stuck" there).

And he hated that I was there. He didn't want me there at all, and I could feel it, the way he looked at me, with his head tilted up, giving me these fucking dirty looks and talking. He didn't explicitly say "get the fuck out," but that was exactly the vibe.

I wasn't giving up, though (while I could feel the fear and anxiety as "I" walked, and again, I wanted to wake up and I was still trying lmao). Now, I know I was still the "daughter," so I could be there and I was staying because I was allowed to be there, yknow? I wasn't a stranger, but I had already been labeled. And I know there are gaps, because I can't remember what happened next. But I know I was being hated because tried to "kidnap" my sister so y'know, but I don't recall, the more I try to write down and the more I forget, Lord anyway I was trying to convince my sister to move her ass while she was playing? But I knew I couldn't be too pushy because of the "dog/my dad," because he would get mad also because when I had left, I don't remember her being there.

There was a part, it was random and I don't know why it happened, but like, this girl was selling food and asked me if I wanted to eat some shrimp with a pink sauce and it grossed me out because I don't like pink sauce but but I tried to be nice and was like, try not to puke, just thank her and wave no more and she was like, "Ah, so you really don't like it, huh?" 😁😆

And I woke up because my alarm went off, so... yeah, that was it. Before I went to sleep, I was repeating (like I am doing lately) that I would open my eyes in my DR when I shifted, and instead, I got this. Again! Ugh, so annoying🧍🏼‍♀️