I have this weird new response and want to talk to someone about it.
Just for some context, I’m 18M my parents have been divorced for about 6 years this August. I spend most of my time with my mom, and some with my (remarried) dad. I feel a ton of stress and pressure when at my dad’s, mainly because I’m autistic and they are perfectionists. I used to have some pretty good coping mechanisms, but this week, something clicked. I haven’t been able to stop drawing the female body, mainly with large breasts. This came on out of nowhere. It started with drawing romantic scenes between two of my OCs, then it just slowly spiraled from there. I’ve done maybe 10-15 in the past 3 days or so.
I can only think of 2 possible reason this is happing. Either A) 6 years of pressure finally snapped; or B) I was recently shot down by my crush of 3 years, who helped me get through a lot of stress, and that somehow made be break.
I’m not asking for alternate coping mechanisms, just wanting to get this out and get the opinions of other people. By request, I can share some of the pictures, just so they can se show bad it is.