u/JuicyGravitas

Good night and sorry if this is in the wrong place!

I'm looking for the original build of a flash game from 2004, as in the original game that this game was built upon. The game in question is a Happy Tree Friends game (sorry for bringing up any bad childhood memories with this) called Crazy Disco by CartoonStar/Christian Gull. Many of CartoonStar's games were reskins/rebuilds of other games, for example there's one called "Bloody Lemonade" that's a reskin of "Papa's Salad Stand," and we know that because of the decompiled flash files. In the files of Crazy Disco there's a gun, which makes many suspect that it's leftover files from another game, but which game that is is unknown. I find it very interesting and I kind of want to know which simple "avoid falling objects game" could have been so serious that it warranted the use of a gun. Hopefully someone who grew up on old flash games can help me solve this.

References:

Crazy Disco: archive.org/details/crazy-disco

Cartoonstar: www.htfgames.com/

Evidence of the gun being in the files: youtu.be/7HN1oH1Lp6M?si=2Do4YdEGo9wxc_s6 // 2:36

Before I start I just want to acknowledge that yes this is a very shitty thing to admit, and I'm willing to accept any backlash/hate and mods can delete this or ban me if they don't agree. Also I'm not blaming my friend for any of this because I'm the problem

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