In Magickal Protection is it okay to think the words you're to speak to the Genius spirits instead of saying them? I live with people and don't want to be asked what I'm doing. But if they must be spoken I suppose I can find a way. Anyone had any luck with this?
Also do I need to look at the talisman while speaking the words or is it look at the talisman then speak the words freely?
What exactly is Goloka like? Could you describe a day there? To get there do we just have to have our hearts set on Krishna?
So today my friends made it clear that they dont value my friendship. A group of them took a vote as to whether or not I could come on a trip with them (that I already told them I couldn't come on) and voted no for me going. Then when I said I wasn't going to comment because I had nothing nice to say, one of the friends came after me calling me immature. We're all in our thirties btw. I admit I lost my cool and said some not nice things to him.
I'm just sad and angry. I thought these people were my friends.I want them to feel the pain I'm feeling, but there's nothing I can do and I know Krishna would want me to move past it. But in my heart I want fate to align and their trip to be cancelled.
Have any of you had an experience like this? How did you move past it?