u/Key-Significance2960

I'm just. Wow. Yeah, so, uh. i'm 20. Uh. I don't feel much. Right now I'm just. Existing. I didn't cry at all today, I don't know if it's. shock of if I'm just Weird

I think that a part of me is just scared of feeling this amount of pain. I'm saying "I think" because I don't feel it yet. Um. I honestly don't know how I'm functioning normally as if literally nothing happened.

Yeah.

I guess, if ya'll have any questions at all, I am open to answering, but other then that, thanks for. Reading, i guess.

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I could have SWORN that at the end of the Queen of nothing, there was a scene with Cardan and Jude in the moral world where they were in bed and Jude was worried about the size of the bed being too small for Cardans liking. Am I missing something? Was this in another book?

I've been trying to rezolve this issue for days on end now.

So, my notes are public, my posts are public, my entire account is. I made sure of it, I even went to check my visibilty on my dashboard, it's public. The issue isn't that everyone else can't see my notes, they can. I can't once I post them.

They are usually under my activity. The only thing under there now are my restacks. And I have no idea why. I am so goddamn frustrated with this.

So, some time ago I made an instagram account that I a couple of days ago started using only for commissioning art. This is not for money on the side, I want to save for something that really matters to me.

Anyways, I basically went all out, I posted the rules/terms/pricing to my highlights after resharching about this topic and how to make everything fair and clear to read for a potentional buyer.

I have not recieved any DM's yet, but I did tell myself I would draw every day and post at least one drawing to the account showcasing my style.

My question is, what else can I do to boost the engangment a little bit?

I am actually gonna be okay with people not believing me when I say this, I am going to share it anyways.

So I have this online friend, lets call him Lucas.

Lucas and I have been best friends for almost 2 years now and a couple of days ago, he got incredibly high on weed. (Its legal where he is from) Like, high as a kite, im talking he has not been that fucked up since like 2018.

Anyways, while he was high in a bar, we were texting. I didnt see how the bar looked like, that matters for later. He didnt show me anything, we were only texting.

At some point he got so high that he began seeing himself in 3rd person and so he is *literally* out of his mind panicking and he is not the one to panic even in a chrisis so I kind of panicked too.

But when he told me that he saw himself from the third person, i got a mental picture of him in the bar from a slight bird perspective. I brushed it off, i am a visual thinker so i genuinely didnt think about it until he got home and managed to sober up almost completely. We decided to video call then and we just talked. At some point, because it got quiet, i mentioned how i got a mental picture of him in a bar when he told me he saw himself from 3rd person. I mentioned it as an ice Breaker. Except then he started *jokingly* ask me about how the bar looked Like and i somehow managed to guess every little thing. The color of the wall which was not your typical wall color, the pictures on it, what he wore and what colors he wore, where his boyfriend was sitting exactly, where the bartender was, the floor tiles, shape and color, the ceeling, the exact lighting, the bathroom and the exact colors in it, the fact that it was near where they were sitting, the table in front of them, the exact shape and size of it. Obviously when i began describing that, we both began apsolutely freaking out. I still have no idea how the FUCK i did that.

For context, I'm not staying at a hotel or anything like that, I'm staying at a friends place. i'm traveling from Europe to South Africa for the first time. Anyone who has traveled and or understands that much, can you help with how I can give proof of accomodation that will be seen as valid? Thank you. (Apologies for any spelling errors, i'm dyslexic)