u/Large_Respect_8602

student looking strictly for online friends around my age. down for language exchange or study/language learning buddies. huge music nerd into jazz, art rock, classical, rap, soul, rnb, folk and always looking for new sounds. into fiction books, bike rides, diving in a random rabbit hole for hours for no reason, asian dramas (wuxia/historical), cozy games, horror game lore, and terribly attempting to learn guitar again. send a message or a song swap if you want to chat!

I wondered if the treatment slowly remove the hair of the follicules and if I tweeze it or wax it would reset the progress made in sessions. If I go to a trip for around 3 months and need to pause my sessions, is it ok to wax?

Tô escrevendo isso e nesse momento me pergunto como diachos vou conseguir dormir, que sensação infernal pqp.. tenho muitas manchas no rosto, comprei tretinoína acne uma vez mas não tive disciplina para a rotina, dessa vez resolvi tentar de novo com ácido azelaico mas que queimação é essa? Nunca tive nada parecido com tretinoína. Lavei o rosto com eucerin dermopure clinical umas 4h atrás no banho, não lavei agora pq não sabia se podia agravar um produto que nunca usei antes. Apliquei uma ervilha no rosto todo seco. Mas essa sensação é insuportável. Comprei o Zella mas pelo o que vi nos comentários até tem mais tolerância no geral que o azelan, várias pessoas dizendo que não tiveram ardência, mas capaz de eu ter tido azar

fechei um pacote com uma dessas franquias de laser depois de ter odiado fazer depilação a cera na virilha. quem já fez, como foi a experiência? quantas sessões demoram mais ou menos pra ter bons resultados, é possível ter um resultado satisfatório na quarta sessão?

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Tldr: met my ldr boyfriend but found out he was closer than I expected to another girl online and I can't stand it

I was uncomfortable because he talked to a girl a lot and sadly my insecurity won once and I asked him to really stop talking to her and blocking but he said okay fine and just did soft block while still dming until she opened his profile and saw he stopped following and asked him to follow back.

I realized he did that I felt really betrayed but this was last year I thought they didn't talk that much.

I thought his frequency of talking was like mine with online friends maybe once or twice a week but when I saw his phone I realized they talk a lot more than I expected and even when he is so low energy with me he engages a lot in their conversations. I only saw the conversation of one week before meeting him and realized he talked with her two hours after telling me he would sleep and ignoring me(1 to 3am in his country). I feel like I'm the issue, maybe it's because I'm too boring, maybe it's normal other people are more interesting. I offered to pay his ticket back tomorrow because I don't see myself having a relationship with someone like this when I know he said he would stop and never did. I feel two timed. It may not be sexual conversations but I feel like it's me who deserves the sexual conversations and better ones are for others. I feel like an object. I regret a lot I just wanted to vent somewhere.

Why your messages to me were always so generic and with a lot of typos but for her you put a lot of effort and made a conversation

Why did you say you were going to sleep and ignore me and proceeded to talk to her for hours past 2am

Why when you told me you showed me to your friends it was just you sending her a picture of me

Why did you tell all about me you told that I'm poor girlfriend who is insecure and asked to block her some months ago

Why did you neglect the person you were visiting in few days to talk with another online woman

Why am I the cheap Brazilian sl**

How could you find there was nothing wrong with doing this

I don't want you to apologize I want you to answer

They aren't rhetorical questions

It feels very miserable to be writing this while trembling in the bathroom when you're sleeping next door because you made me feel this I tremble because this is not only psychological cold it's really something that reflects in my physiology

I just don't feel anything will change because I asked you to stop talking last year I didn't think you liked her so much I thought it was like my online friends that I talk once or twice a week but you initiate everyday you send Hello and get ghosted like the pathetic man you are

It's fine if you did this by yourself why did you have to drag me into this cesspool of miserableness too just why

ONLY A FEW DAYS BEFORE YOU CAME TO BRAZIL YOU TOLD ME YOU WERE GOING TO SLEEP AND PROCEEDED TO TALK HOURS WITH YOUR ONLINE FRIEND

I know well that you don't consider this cheating because I'm pretty sure she wants nothing to do with you but when I asked you to just stop giving your time to another online girl you pretended you did it and still talked with her behind my back

You even told her that I feel bad when you start following other women so you definitely knew what you were doing

I don't understand how you think this is all normal

You hid it for a reason

Is it really because I'm hysterical or were you behaving like a man with a girlfriend

I'm not interested in having a relationship with a man who needs to juggle the attention between his friend and girlfriend since they're both online women anyways

You two timed me

You knew what you did was wrong

You had little effort because you gave all to the person you wanted the most

You knew it that's why you couldn't keep away

That's why you failed to hide

You don't regret what you did you regret being found out

You have no feelings for me

You never respected me

You treated me like an idiot

You deleted the chat because you were glad I crashed out in the least worse part

You were glad I didn't saw everything

Because what I saw you doing the last week you were to meet me it wasn't what I expected from you

I felt like an idiot

Even you told her my father would come pick you up her response "so dedicated" yours "XD"

Suddenly I feel like an idiot for dressing up going to flower market making you a bouquet for 200km trip for someone who does this

How could you make fun of me

I feel like I'm living in a nightmare

Everything was great until your masked dropped

You behaved like that before while messaging others in that way behind me

It's such a headache to be on the side of someone who thinks this is all normal

And the funniest to me is to know when you go back to France you'll do even worse

It's funny to think I'll become more jokes and more jokes

​

Tldr: met my ldr boyfriend but found out he was closer than I expected to another girl online and I can't stand it

I was uncomfortable because he talked to a girl a lot and sadly my insecurity won once and I asked him to really stop talking to her and blocking but he said okay fine and just did soft block while still dming until she opened his profile and saw he stopped following and asked him to follow back.

I realized he did that I felt really betrayed but this was last year I thought they didn't talk that much.

I thought his frequency of talking was like mine with online friends maybe once or twice a week but when I saw his phone I realized they talk a lot more than I expected and even when he is so low energy with me he engages a lot in their conversations. I only saw the conversation of one week before meeting him and realized he talked with her two hours after telling me he would sleep and ignoring me(1 to 3am in his country). I feel like I'm the issue, maybe it's because I'm too boring, maybe it's normal other people are more interesting. I offered to pay his ticket back tomorrow because I don't see myself having a relationship with someone like this when I know he said he would stop and never did. I feel two timed. It may not be sexual conversations but I feel like it's me who deserves the sexual conversations and better ones are for others. I feel like an object. I regret a lot I just wanted to vent somewhere.

Why your messages to me were always so generic and with a lot of typos but for her you put a lot of effort and made a conversation

Why did you say you were going to sleep and ignore me and proceeded to talk to her for hours past 2am

Why when you told me you showed me to your friends it was just you sending her a picture of me

Why did you tell all about me you told that I'm poor girlfriend who is insecure and asked to block her some months ago

Why did you neglect the person you were visiting in few days to talk with another online woman

Why am I the cheap Brazilian slut

How could you find there was nothing wrong with doing this

I don't want you to apologize I want you to answer

They aren't rhetorical questions

It feels very miserable to be writing this while trembling in the bathroom when you're sleeping next door because you made me feel this I tremble because this is not only psychological cold it's really something that reflects in my physiology

I just don't feel anything will change because I asked you to stop talking last year I didn't think you liked her so much I thought it was like my online friends that I talk once or twice a week but you initiate everyday you send Hello and get ghosted like the pathetic man you are

It's fine if you did this by yourself why did you have to drag me into this cesspool of miserableness too just why

ONLY A FEW DAYS BEFORE YOU CAME TO BRAZIL YOU TOLD ME YOU WERE GOING TO SLEEP AND PROCEEDED TO TALK HOURS WITH YOUR ONLINE FRIEND

I know well that you don't consider this cheating because I'm pretty sure she wants nothing to do with you but when I asked you to just stop giving your time to another online girl you pretended you did it and still talked with her behind my back

You even told her that I feel bad when you start following other women so you definitely knew what you were doing

I don't understand how you think this is all normal

You hid it for a reason

Is it really because I'm hysterical or were you behaving like a man with a girlfriend

I'm not interested in having a relationship with a man who needs to juggle the attention between his friend and girlfriend since they're both online women anyways

You two timed me

You knew what you did was wrong

You had little effort because you gave all to the person you wanted the most

You knew it that's why you couldn't keep away

That's why you failed to hide

You don't regret what you did you regret being found out

You have no feelings for me

You never respected me

You treated me like an idiot

You deleted the chat because you were glad I crashed out in the least worse part

You were glad I didn't saw everything

Because what I saw you doing the last week you were to meet me it wasn't what I expected from you

I felt like an idiot

Even you told her my father would come pick you up her response "so dedicated" yours "XD"

Suddenly I feel like an idiot for dressing up going to flower market making you a bouquet for 200km trip for someone who does this

How could you make fun of me

I feel like I'm living in a nightmare

Everything was great until your masked dropped

You behaved like that before while messaging others in that way behind me

It's such a headache to be on the side of someone who thinks this is all normal

And the funniest to me is to know when you go back to France you'll do even worse

It's funny to think I'll become more jokes and more jokes

I was uncomfortable because he talked to a girl a lot and sadly my insecurity won once and I asked him to really stop talking to her and blocking but he said okay fine and just did soft block while still dming until she opened his profile and saw he stopped following and asked him to follow back.

I realized he did that I felt really betrayed but this was last year I thought they didn't talk that much.

I thought his frequency of talking was like mine with my online frienda maybe once or twice a week but when I saw his phone I realized they talk a lot more than I expected and even when he is so low energy with me he engages a lot in their conversations. I only saw the conversation of one week before meeting him and realized he talked with her two hours after telling me he would sleep and ignoring me(1 to 3am in his country). I feel like I'm the issue, maybe it's because I'm too boring, maybe it's normal other people are more interesting. I offered to pay his ticket back tomorrow because I don't see myself having a relationship with someone like this when I know he said he would stop and never did. I feel two timed. It may not be sexual conversations but I feel like it's me who deserves the sexual conversations and better ones are for others. I feel like an object. I regret a lot I just wanted to vent somewhere.

Why your messages to me were always so generic and with a lot of typos but for her you put a lot of effort and made a conversation

Why did you say you were going to sleep and ignore me and proceeded to talk to her for hours past 2am

Why when you told me you showed me to your friends it was just you sending her a picture of me

Why did you tell all about me you told that I'm poor girlfriend who is insecure and asked to block her some months ago

Why did you neglect the person you were visiting in few days to talk with another online woman

Why am I the cheap Brazilian slut

How could you find there was nothing wrong with doing this

I don't want you to apologize I want you to answer

They aren't rhetorical questions

It feels very miserable to be writing this while trembling in the bathroom when you're sleeping next door because you made me feel this I tremble because this is not only psychological cold it's really something that reflects in my physiology

I just don't feel anything will change because I asked you to stop talking last year I didn't think you liked her so much I thought it was like my online friends that I talk once or twice a week but you initiate everyday you send Hello and get ghosted like the pathetic man you are

It's fine if you did this by yourself why did you have to drag me into this cesspool of miserableness too just why

ONLY A FEW DAYS BEFORE YOU CAME TO BRAZIL YOU TOLD ME YOU WERE GOING TO SLEEP AND PROCEEDED TO TALK HOURS WITH YOUR ONLINE FRIEND

I know well that you don't consider this cheating because I'm pretty sure she wants nothing to do with you but when I asked you to just stop giving your time to another online girl you pretended you did it and still talked with her behind my back

You even told her that I feel bad when you start following other women so you definitely knew what you were doing

I don't understand how you think this is all normal

You hid it for a reason

Is it really because I'm hysterical or were you behaving like a man with a girlfriend

I'm not interested in having a relationship with a man who needs to juggle the attention between his friend and girlfriend since they're both online women anyways

You two timed me

You knew what you did was wrong

You had little effort because you gave all to the person you wanted the most

You knew it that's why you couldn't keep away

That's why you failed to hide

You don't regret what you did you regret being found out

You have no feelings for me

You never respected me

You treated me like an idiot

You deleted the chat because you were glad I crashed out in the least worse part

You were glad I didn't saw everything

Because what I saw you doing the last week you were to meet me it wasn't what I expected from you

I felt like an idiot

Even you told her my father would come pick you up her response "so dedicated" yours "XD"

Suddenly I feel like an idiot for dressing up going to flower market making you a bouquet for 200km trip for someone who does this

How could you make fun of me

I feel like I'm living in a nightmare

Everything was great until your masked dropped

You behaved like that before while messaging others in that way behind me

It's such a headache to be on the side of someone who thinks this is all normal

And the funniest to me is to know when you go back to France you'll do even worse

It's funny to think I'll become more jokes and more jokes