u/Legal-Hornet4805

I haven’t seen this dude in six months, and I still like him, we had beef when we first met, but over time it turned into flirting.
Then I got sick with a chronic illness and had to do online school instead…
He didn’t answer my message I sent him.

It’s definitely over, I just can’t get over him, and I’m not willing to talk or date anyone else when I’m still hung up. I don’t know what to do, it’s rare for me to actually feel that way about someone, and it not to go away.

Any advice to get rid of it.
I’ve tried writing the good and bad, that didn’t work
I’ve tried a lot

So please give me your tips, it won’t work out, he’s focusing on school and not answering me so I should respect him.

I will walk through a store and it has feathers, feather pillows/feathers/birds/dreamcatchers
And I won’t know until I start feeling weak and like I’m going to pass out.

My issue is I can’t tell it’s effecting me bc it’s effect is numbing my senses and slow brain fog

I also have a feather to space ratio, inside it effects me more than outside, small rooms more than big rooms that kinda thing. It’s a pass by allergy, it hasn’t caused anaphylaxis by itself but it has made it 10 times easier for it.
I smelled peanut butter, from five feet away and started puking my guts out

Does anyone have advice on how to avoid feathers as a whole?
Or if I could wear something to help filter the allergens?

I have pots and a few more chronic illnesses.

When people ask if I’m ok, I like to say yes I have a chronic illness, and if they don’t know what that means I go straight into I have a disability when I don’t want to explain.

I try to explain my situation when I can, to bring awareness to the concept that just because someone looks “fine” it doesn’t mean they are.

But sometimes when I’m just not having it I’ll just say I’m disabled and leave it at that.

What’s your opinion, Is it weird or is it fine that I abbreviate even tho it’s technically not true.

(At times I am disabled, but not always when I respond with that)

Thank you everyone who responded. I was definitely overthinking haha
I appreciate all the responses and advice!!

I was in hs, this guy was so creepy I got a restraining order.
At some point I started feeling my skin crawl around him, and I remembered him following me into the bathroom, I heard the door shut, and I walked out to see him.
I don’t remember much after that, I remember being scared, asking him what are you doing, and a feeling in my mouth.

He’s a rapist.
He’s raped another girl.
I remember going into the big stall and curling into a ball staring at the wall for a long time.
But then I realized I had to get back to class so I went

I can’t remember and it’s stressing me out
He can physically overpower me, Ik that he’s told and showed me.
I just want to know for sure yk

My type~16f

Guy or girl
Not racist, homophobic, transphobic
Considerate
Kind
Patient with my health issues
Preferably taller (5/7) but idrc
Likes me not just my body
Similar interests
Nerdy
Preferably long hair
Around my age or older

High standards, low standards, or like normal

This past year has sucked ass, I was active happy all the things then I go and get a disability and harassed.

Ik I probably shouldn’t be posting on here bc whenever I do I normally just get creep spams.

I’m just so tired of feeling like an object, yk. Like I don’t really matter, the amount of guys that just wanted to get in my pants is wild and I’m so done with it all.

I got stalked, and borderline stalked last year, harassed a ton at work, used to be blonde but I just couldn’t take the comments anymore, and my guy friends say I should be flattered and my girl friends don’t believe me, bc I have some insane stories
By borderline I mean he’d follow me in a shared space and try and isolate me.
They fucking over lapped..

One of them I couldn’t do anything and the other I can’t remember enough of keep the case. Idk I’m probably being dramatic, I just feel like every night I dream of them and they blur together.

But live laugh love, I’ll probably delete this within the hour hope you’re having a good day

I have a whole list of issues
But chest pain is one of the symptoms, I have quite a few of the heart attack symptoms from time to time.

Every once in a while I wonder if I’d have any idea if I was actually having a medical emergency like that, I have quite literally collapsed from chest pain, but I give it like an hour and everything’s chill.

But if I pass out I just assume Ik the reason, but I sometimes wonder what if something actually goes wrong yk, i don’t think I’d have any idea
(my drs said the chest pain is concerning but nothing to worry about)

I have tried two birth controls, the first one didn’t work, and the second one I found out I was allergic to it.

I’ve had increasingly more painful cramps over time, its gotten ten times worse since I’ve been diagnosed with pots. starts off bad but it gets worse and worse until I can’t move because I’m in so much pain, it makes my heart rate skyrocket.

One of the main concerning things is, my brain blocks out the pain normally on the second day, and when it gets really bad I can tell because my eyes blur out with my heart rate.

I feel like I’m out of options, I’m a teen so birth control is really an only option for me at the moment, but I become bed ridden when I’m on my period.

Does anyone have advice or anything they think I could try, I’ve taken pain meds but when my brain blocks it out, taking them only makes me take pills and actually feeling the pain

(Allergies, pots, FND, hypermobile, and I’m in the process of getting diagnosed with mcas)

I’ve been diagnosed with pots for only a few months now, and the only reason I got diagnosed was because I started passing out and people started noticing a bit.
Plus I got really weak and had to quit working out.

I was bedridden for about two months bc whenever I’d stand up for maybe around ten minutes I’d just kinda pass out.

But now I’m starting to do a lot better, and ik the thoughts were I think im just lazy or faking it are dumb and in my head.
Ig im just stuck because I used to be so active, I’d think I could do anything if I tried hard enough but now if I want to go on a run I just kinda collapse

I never got to really grieve it until recently, and maybe I’m just in denial.

Sorry I feel like I’m probably rambling on, I don’t really know anyone who has any idea what’s going on my parents think I can just push past it if I try hard enough but idrk
Thanks for reading this have a good rest of your day!!

For context, I got SAd repeatedly over the course of a year, and I was in an extremely vulnerable place so I don’t remember what he actually did.
I have a restraining order now.

I always had these like flashes of stay away from that bathroom, and a fear of the guy.
But more recently I’ve started getting almost like pictures of a memory.
I remember turning around and seeing him at the entrance, no one else in the bathroom, and him reaching for my waist.

He’s a rapist, and I have a history of blocking out stuff like this, ik it was bad but I don’t know to what extent yk.

Does anyone have any advice to remember more, or have an opinion if it could’ve been rape or not?

So I’ve been passing out for a few years now, and I’ve had several traumatic experiences due to it at this point. And it has gotten better without not passing out as much, but whenever I start to feel sick the voice in the back of my head starts yelling at me, your going to pass out, go hide, you’ll traumatize everyone around you.

And I’m just so nervous about it now it’s actually giving me anxiety to the point were I feel like I’m just making myself start to feel sick faster.

Does anyone relate or have any advice?

I tell people I’m not actually hurt my brain just forgets to breathe, but it still doesn’t stop them from freaking the flip out yk?