Take it off
Smoke and mirrors
The games I wouldpn't play
Manipulation i saw through
The excuses
The "no-show"
The. delays
The ghosting
The breadcrumbs
The eyes always watching , everything i say, where I go, who I interact with, and see on screenall
The one's chosen over me
The push and pull
The magyk thrown my way
The nasty words spoken behind my back
The anger at me with no cause
This is a manual that I received a long time ago go. It describes "the mask" you wear, the one you've chosen to stay in, the one that keeps you stuck on repeat. You wonder why your numb, bored, youve built walls so high thinking its protection. Its not, its keeping you in this tiny world where you are no longer at the helm. Lack of new experiences, new people only hinders new thoughts, new ideas and creativity! Instead you have been slowly succumbing to a world of fear. It grows like a cancer in your brain and keeps into your body.
I've been fortunate to see you without the mask. The first time I saw a great king, a leader, a man with great integrity and stood solid in his authentic self. A man with great passion and stood on solid ground on his core beliefs. Being you, just you is the most beautiful thing i've ever known. Your mask is your ego and it has caused you more pain, struggle and that constant yearning for satisfaction. That's what drives your impulsive behavior, the urge to feel satisfied, which never happens. Numb! That's what you get, more and more numb. It makes me sad to see the man I love hold onto a mask so tightly, when he should be holding me.
I don't like you in this moment, you weren't being nice. However, I am on solid ground with my love, and I've not once wavered on how I feel. Take it as u wish, do with it as you want. However, look deep and choose the path that suites you. I'll not stand in your way, look closely i am not the enemy. Just because I choose me and no longer allow others in my energy that treat me poorly. I have been patient, translucent, vulnerable, kind and l will always love you. However, i draw the line has been drawn. It's your choice as to how we proceed (u always want to control the outcome and share your version with your fans, so now they can see clearly that there aren'tany victims here, just choices)