Its been 2 years...
So a little backstory. It was nearing the end of our school term ( 2 years ago ) and I had a crush on this girl. She was really quiet and back then i was very childish and didn't know how to approach her. At the last day of school,I gave her a letter confessing, MIND YOU we didn't know each other at all. I texted her after that and obviously she wasn't interested, I was very awkward etc. Eventually, I got news that she was leaving school, and I took that as my sign to move on, so I wrote her a letter once again.
Surprisingly she didn't leave school, but we never really had any contact. I had moved on to other people and two relationships.
Now I know this next part is kinda on me, and that it was probably a bad thing for me to do. Basically for some reason, I kept on having small reminders and flashbacks of her. We didn't have any good memories at all so I couldn't understand why. It just seemed like something kept on luring me towards her.
During this term of school, we became friends again. We don't talk much but we do share similar interests. Eventually I took my time to acknowledge that maybe after all this while, I hadn't fully moved on from her. I don't know why, but something about her is just special to me. She was always on the back of my mind and won't leave no matter what.
Just a superstitious side note: I was considered to be in a talking stage with someone and she popped up again. I decided to stop talking to this girl because I didn't want to get deeper into the relationship only to realise I hadn't moved on. I prayed to god to show me signs as to who was right for me.
Recently, we went out together with a group of friends and we went to the karaoke. She left to go shopping. A little while later, I too went out of the karaoke to take a stroll. I walked the whole mall twice without catching a glimpse of her. I then prayed to god, that if she was someone worth chasing, make me find her. At the incoming inersection, I planned to walk straight towards the edge of the mall, but I decided to take a shortcut to the right and guess what? I saw her. Maybe its just luck or a coincidence.
What do y'all think about this?