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I’ve been on 150 XL since 2 months + … but since 1 month now my libido is very high and my orgasms are completely insane , they feels 3-4 times stronger than before i never experienced anything like it

Is this always gonna be like that ? 😂
i’m not complaining … but i’m just wondering

For you how did Wellbutrin affected your sex life so far ?

I keep telling my brother that when the President of the united states use cryptocurrency to steal 1 million of different investors out of billion of dollars badly damage the already poor image of crypto overall but he keep insisting that it only affected meme coins and barely bitcoin at all since it’s “different” and not the same

To me it sounds completely out of touch with reality … he was a major Trump supporter unsurprisingly and i never liked Trump so i think he is in denial because the man that he kept defending so much is actually largely responsible for all of his crypto going way down recently

There’s other stuff too obviously like the cold card scandal ect. but it’s not helping at all and had a much larger impact on things that most trump supporters that are also crypto nerds wanna admit lol it’s baffling and so frustrating

It’s pretty bizzare but now that i’ve been on Wellbutrin for a month + when doing something sexual while im aroused i make some weird “rrRrrr” vocalizations while i’m moaning and i almost sound like a pigeon … and no this is not a joke or a troll post lol and i definitely never made any weird ass sound like that when moaning during sex before taking this medication.

Not too sure what to tell my psychiatrist it’s a bit embarrassing other than that it’s going pretty well i would say

33 MTF from canada my HRT demand got lost somehow in our shitty healthcare system so i waited 5 god dam years for nothing , my name wasn’t on any list to see an endocrinologist like i asked to a dozen of times half a decade ago … it was supposed to be a referral from my psychiatrist but somehow the demand got lost i was able to finally see an endocrinologist just recently regarding that , i’ve done 2 stupid blood test and im just so sick and tired of waiting and im so angry and depressed about all the time i lost … apparently they are waiting for me to “handle my anxiety” which unironically is mostly caused by all this nearly useless public healthcare system and all the hair on my face.

I did laser on my face a few years ago like 12 sessions it didn’t seems like it did anything at all even though i have dark hair on white skin so that was a waste of money and time

I recently started electrolisis .. i only did 3 hours and i think im done , the pain is absolutely horrible and it cost me almost 150$ per hour with the taxes and tip , im wasting money that i technically shouldn’t have access to that i worked extremely hard to get … one of the 2-3 technicians that im rotating with only have 1 year of experience and her technique seems off at time and she’s yanking the shit ouf of my hairs but this the only option that i have.

I’m also starting to lose my hair so i gotta start finasteride and minoxidil i also started Wellbutrin which doesn’t seem to help with anything except making me angry.

I’ve lost too much time and the system failed me i am constantly angry , depressed and bitter about it all i just honestly feel like giving up i don’t think i can go through that any longer and i just can’t have all the support that i actually need

33 MTF from canada my HRT demand got lost somehow in our shitty healthcare system so i waited 5 god dam years for nothing , my name wasn’t on any list to see an endocrinologist like i asked to a dozen of times half a decade ago … it was supposed to be a referral from my psychiatrist but somehow the demand got lost i was able to finally see an endocrinologist just recently regarding that , i’ve done 2 stupid blood test and im just so sick and tired of waiting and im so angry and depressed about all the time i lost … apparently they are waiting for me to “handle my anxiety” which unironically mostly caused by all this nearly useless public healthcare system and all the hair on my face.

I did laser on my face a few years ago like 12 sessions it didn’t seems like it did anything at all even though i have dark hair on white skin so that was a waste of money and time

I recently started electrolisis .. i only did 3 hours and i think im done , the pain is absolutely horrible and it cost me almost 150$ per hour with the taxes and tip , im wasting money that i technically shouldn’t have access to that i worked extremely hard to get … one of the 2-3 technicians that im rotating with only have 1 year of experience and her technique seems off at time and she’s yanking the shit ouf of my hairs but this the only option that i have.

I’m also starting to lose my hair so i gotta start finasteride and minoxidil i also started Wellbutrin which doesn’t seem to help with anything except making me angry.

I’ve lost too much time and the system failed me i am constantly angry , depressed and bitter about it all i just honestly feel like giving up i don’t think i can go through that any longer

Hi i’m 33 and i live in Canada (Quebec) , around 5 years ago i was hospitalized for 2 months for having really bad panic attacks in fact , i was convinced that i was having heart attacks i wasn’t able to walk or do anything at all … but after the hospital did a ton of physical tests on me they concluded that it was all anxiety related.

I was going through a really rough time during that period in my life that caused me a lot of stress , one of those stress factor was my gender dysphoria.

During my hospitalization I told the psychiatrist that was in charge of me several time about my dysphoria and i asked her DOZEN of times to add my name to the waiting list for a meeting with a endocrinologist to start an MTF HrT and she said that it was done but could take years …

Afterwards she gave me medication (Zoloft) and my anxiety started to be less intense and then i was able to live “somewhat” normally for a while … so i did laser epilation on my face shortly after my hospitalization.

Unfortunately the side effects of Zoloft were too annoying for me (poor cognitive ability , brain fog , sexual dysfunction ect.) so i kept going through a cycle of stopping the meds and than starting to take them again because i was becoming too stressed / depressed.

I tried reaching out to that psychiatrist during those cycles but she was very hard to contact (she was on vacation for 1 year once …)

5 years later i wanted to break that cycle and try a new medication so i became pretty anxious / depressed since i wasn’t under any medication , the dysphoria was also becoming too much to handle so i became suicidal 3 weeks ago which was pretty embarrassing and the cops showed up for a welfare check.

So after all that i started to looked up trans resources online more in depth in the Quebec area and found the name of an endocrinologist that work with trans people and he was working in the same hospital that i got hospitalized for severe anxiety years ago.

I decided to call him and explained my situation to him how i was hospitalized years ago and was still waiting for an MTF HrT … well it turns out my name wasn’t referred ANYWHERE on ANY list during that entire time … i was completely shocked and devastated he told me the waiting is maximum 1 year typically.

Luckily the endocrinologist gave me an appointment right away with him , he gave me the overview effects of HrT i was so nervous that i nearly passed out which he noticed and he asked me how i was doing mentally which i said not very good , he also asked if i had dark thoughts and i said yes.

I got my blood test done last week (i almost fainted again after my tests) but he wanna make sure that i have some support before starting HrT i suppose so he contacted my psychiatrist while saying it was urgent and said she will call me “soon” it’s been a week and i haven’t heard back from her … i’m thinking about calling her tomorrow (if she is ever available) but i’m so angry at her and upset that i’m not sure if i can even do it.

I feel like she stole 5 years of my life , i don’t know if it was because she wasn’t taking me seriously or if my demand got lost but the system completely failed me and i feel so depressed , lost and lonely lately i just want to finally start living ...

Thankfully that endocrinologist seems pretty good but he is very busy i hope he won’t let me down.

I just booked my first electrolisis session this week hopefully everything will go well for my transition and things will finally move faster.

TL;DR: My HRT demand from 5 years ago got lost in the healthcare system due to transphobia or bad communication or both