Nobody ever mentioned how hard dog sitting other people’s dogs really is

I’ve dog sat for my sister’s dogs and they are so easy. It’s literally a walk in the park.
I’ve dog sat for my mom’s dogs but even though they are badly behaved, they are small so it’s not that bad.
So I decided to get a side income by sitting other people’s dogs who I don’t know. And boy has it drained me so bad. The other day I was thinking about offing myself and how peaceful that would be. I’m overwhelmed, drained, exhausted, I feel like stale bread. Like I’m barely living my life and barely taking care of myself to take care of other people’s badly behaved drooling dogs that don’t even let me take a bite of food without slobbering all over me. I can’t make one move without all the dogs getting up with me. I don’t have my own space because they are always in my face. I’m dog sitting at home and home doesn’t feel like home anymore with them.

Thankfully they’re almost gone but then I’ll have to deep clean everything and the carpet because they are nasty. It’s like the work is never ending. I wish dogs were never domesticated and I wish that strict breeding laws existed.

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u/MOSSYxFIELDS — 5 hours ago

First ever props are coming on nicely

Extremely happy about seeing progress on my zz plant prop (2nd pic)

u/MOSSYxFIELDS — 13 days ago

Got a fwb solicitation from a Christian dude on bumble 💩

My photos weren’t vulgar. It was just photos of me on vacation. And we were having a pretty fun convo about chili before he had asked me. Anyways, before deleting my profile, I reported him for inappropriate soliciting. 😕 dating really sucks…

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u/MOSSYxFIELDS — 15 days ago
▲ 1 r/Bumble

Is there any hope? 🥲

No where in my profile does it look like I’m trying to have “fun”. And this “Christian” guy randomly offers me to be his “fun” friend with *”exclusive”* perks… I feel like diarrhea 💩

u/MOSSYxFIELDS — 15 days ago

I rehomed my German shepherd mix puppy and it’s tearing me apart.

Well, she needed a lot of attention and affection and it just didn’t feel fair to my other adult dog. I got her for him mostly so he wouldn’t feel too lonely and would have a playmate.
I miss her and kind of want to ask for her back. But also it was really overwhelming to have 2 dogs at once as a single person living alone. But I do really miss her a lot. I feel very heartbroken. And I feel that maybe I should have just toughed it out and been more loyal to her.

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u/MOSSYxFIELDS — 1 month ago
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Does anyone here feel like your empathy and overly caring nature puts you in harmful situations?

If this has been asked before I’m sorry, please remove.

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u/MOSSYxFIELDS — 2 months ago

How do I stop letting what other people say affect me?

To put it simply, I do what other people expect me to do even if it’s at my own detriment. When I don’t, I feel discomfort. I put too much importance on other people’s opinions over my own and I’m so done with that. I also care too much about other people’s problems which have put me in harmful situations.

I’ve had enough.

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u/MOSSYxFIELDS — 2 months ago