feeling suicidal
I’ve struggled for so long, I’m autistic, have no friends, 16 years old. Just left school and thought i was getting better but I’ve gotten into my disordered eating habits again and my brain is constantly telling me to sh, I’ve been clean for 5 months. I don’t know how to get better. I’ve had so many therapists and I was finally happy again, I don’t want to repeat that same cycle. It genuinely just makes me want to end things to make it easier. any advice is appreciated, thanks.