u/Makedmystry

I recently stated collage to study psychology I told one of my proffesors I am autistic and dyslexic bc I trusted her and she promised she won't tell anyone oh how wrong I was she proceeded to undermine me talk over me whenever people interacted with me by yelling "she's special" I was like huh?? So??? I can handle things myself but I didn't say anything. Then she started calling me 'honey' in a sweet sorry voice with sympathy???? I ofc didn't like that tooo I wanted to tell her I only had level 1 and to stop treating me like I could do nothing??? To make it worser while we where all waiting for hrs she told me to scream and make an issue bc I am autistic so they can leave I am sorry what??? How can I undo this!! Help!!! 😭😭

I told her it would be nice if she could repeat the running notes bc I couldn't catch up with the rest I feel bad for telling her at all I am panicking I hate being treated this way that's the reason I told her I was autistic and dyslexic I could seriously use advice asap I can't handle her anymore she gives me more anxiety then any notes could ever give

I am also asking here bc I really need advice I can't handle this

I recently stated collage to study psychology I told one of my proffesors I am autistic and dyslexic bc I trusted her and she promised she won't tell anyone oh how wrong I was she proceeded to undermine me talk over me whenever people interacted with me by yelling "she's special" I was like huh?? So??? I can handle things myself but I didn't say anything. Then she started calling me 'honey' in a sweet sorry voice with sympathy???? I ofc didn't like that tooo I wanted to tell her I only had level 1 and to stop treating me like I could do nothing??? To make it worser while we where all waiting for hrs she told me to scream and make an issue bc I am autistic so they can leave I am sorry what??? How can I undo this!! Help!!! 😭😭

I told her it would be nice if she could repeat the running notes bc I couldn't catch up with the rest I feel bad for telling her at all I am panicking I hate being treated this way that's the reason I told her I was autistic and dyslexic I could seriously use advice asap I can't handle her anymore she gives me more anxiety then any notes could ever give

I don't have bad acne or horrible scars I have very light ones. My acne only comes during my period. Because I had a recent flare-up, my dumb ass decided to search for a dermatologist because my current one is very far from my house, and I needed a docter near my house.Instead of going to an actual dermatologist (doctor), I booked an appointment with one of those private clinics you know, the ones with all the marketing and stuff that won't give you actual medicine the corprate (its called V care). I paid some money for a skin evaluation, and they told me my skin age is 25. I am 18, by the way! They also said I have wrinkles (I don't, or at least they are not visible) and told me I have high pigmentation and would need to fix that with a cosmetic procedure. I said no because I didn't want to do that; my skin wasn't even bad, it literally just had a few acne spots.Right now I am paranoid. Like, 25?! Now I can't sleep. 🥀 and they told me the price was like 65Krs (witch is huge in my country).

They also told me I need to take immediate treatment or it's going to turn into medical condition and stuff

I have ASD level 1 and dyslexia(diagnosed by a psychologist). Just a qustion am I the only one who is terrified talking to stranger or talking in a phone? I can never get the right words out I just freeze or give the phone to my mother and get yelled by my dad. It does not happen when I am talking to friends or family it only happens when I talk to sales people stranger or teachers or do I just have social anxiety?? I have 0 support bc my family asumes I dont need it bc I only have level 1 and an above avarage IQ. So it would be real nice if somone asnwers my qustion.

Edit: thank you for everyone who answered my qustion I feel super reassured.

I am not good at making friends sure I would make friends but they won't be close to me. It's been like that from when I was a kid I would make a friend but I would suck at keeping in contact with them. It's honestly gotten bad. Now I am chronically online waiting for my first year in collage to open to make new friends I am soo boared I have no friends near my house. I am worried It's making me depressed bc thr only interaction I am getting is from people online and it's bad and they are comments 😭 my parents are to busy to talk to me my brothers have school and then they hang out with their friends. I only go practise my guitar then use my phone help in house chores cause my parents are busy and sleep. I am soo board and tiered of this repeated cycle It's driving me crazy and I have a gut feeling that I am not okay. I have no motivation to do anything either. I am over eating to distract myself and gained like probably 6 to 10 kg I used to be 57kg witch was normal for my height. So now I am above 60kg and gaining even more weight. It's gotten soo bad I ligit reply to all comments even if there are sooo many. I just want friends soo bad people talk abt best friends and it honestly makes me jealous bc I have never had that and when I did they would leave bc of circumstances. I had abest friend before the lockdown she left in fear of covid to a small village. After that I never had a best friend. I am probably going to be alone forever and I am worried I am too weird so people won't like me in collage tooo. No one knows I am struggling cause I never act sad in front t of people I feel uncomfortable showing my emotions to anyone. I am bottling this up for a long time and it might explode one me anytime.

I have no one ad my first choice and no one had me as theirs I have no one I can talk to vent to or even bring up my issues to I feel ashamed cause my dad is an extremely sociable guy everyone likes him and he's everyone's first person same with my brothers and mom I am the black sleep of my family and it's getting to me. Why am I the only one like this? Why don't I have friends? Is it bc I am ugly? Or is it bc I am truly insufferable that people don't want to talk to me? I honestly have no idea.

Edit: I have autism I thought meybe that's the reason I am lonely at first then I saw autistic people with friends then realized I am the problem idk what's wrong with me why can't I make friends like other people?

Ugly women are actually treated horribly, and that is unfortunately a fact. For example, my classmate let's say he has pimples that changed his whole face structure, he is balding, and he is morbidly obese but no one treats him badly. That is a good thing, but at the same time, a girl who wore braces and had some acne, who does not fit the modern beauty standards women are held to, is treated way worse by my classmates. They literally ignore her, call her names, and make fun of her behind her back. (The classmate thing is not an imaginary example I have unfortunately seen it happen in my class. I wont be changeing this cause its true and it happend and that girl had to transfer out)

(I edited everything I understand men face issues too but this post is ganna be abt an ungly/unattractive women's struggles)

god forbid an unattractive or average woman dates a handsome guy she gets terribly bullied and called names. An example of this is literally right there on the internet. (I won't be changing this one cause it's true sorry)

women's beauty standards are basically starving themselves to look skinny. Also, most women on the internet look like absolute models, and if a woman does not, there will be a bunch of men screaming in the comments. God forbid she is slightly chubby or looks nerdy there will at least be some people calling her 'chopped' and other garbage.

I am sure unattractive men face their own issues, and I am not downplaying their struggles either, but I am saying women are treated way worse.

Edit:I’m just sharing what I've experienced. I don't know if the grass is greener on the other side, and I definitely don't mean to start a gender war. I just wanted to express how I feel. Also if Sydney Sweeney is a 5 in the face I am a negative 10 so ouch 😭

Edit2: sorry for causing a gender war I removed men from this post bc idk what they face but I will still say ugly women have it difficult this is not a comparison I only know ow ugly women's difficultly bc I am an ugly women

I am not good looking. I may be avarage by some standards I may be ugly by most but I have gotten used to the people who I consider my friends talk shit abt the way I look call me chopped and other shit. After I cut my hair a lot of my friends Said it looked and I beleived it myself but after that when I went to school let's just say a "friend" laughed for 40 mins stright pointing at me ouch and I got a guy that said he thinks I am cute after seeing me but I was not into him but when I told my friends 3 guys who where sitting behind me laughed and said ewwww as if somone would find u cute. Well glad I am out of there bc I am going to collage.

A week ago a random stranger said my hair looked great abd I looked like a popstar. Though it was only one person who said that it felt amazing like I still remember it. I felt human and not like some beast people tolerate to be around.

So seriously compliment people it might as well make their whole week trust me

I have always felt this way myself, which is probably for the better because my parents are religious. I think most religions started as a cult to benefit the person who started them. When I was 15, I got mad at the religion my parents followed because it made no sense and I hated it. So, I started going through a phase where I explored religion after religion to see which one I wanted to be a part of without my parents knowing, of course.I won't bring up any religion's name here or say what I found because I don't want any hate. My whole point is that I found most religions have an ironically disturbing history. For one of them, it is literally obvious right in their religious books, but for the rest, it is very well hidden unless you separately read up on the history of how they were created.

This is 0 hate towards anyone's religion I respect ur beleive and I would love if u respect mine. This is just my controversial opinion.

The reason I didn't include names of the relegion and what I found in them is bc of respect towards the followers of said relegions.

I made sure to write all qustions and write with key points and I also checked after I went home I wrote all qustions right I was expecting atleast 70 or max 80... 😭 I was super happy when I saw the qustion paper bc they had asked everything I studied at this point I am just an idiot

I write th3 exam in April 2026.

TBF I may have lost marks bc I dyslexic and my parents refuced to let me get a certificate(bc they are afraid I will be discriminated in the future) bc my spelling is terrible and somtimes I read the qustion wrong 🥀 but I am just giving myself an excuse I should not be giving I feel like a huge loser.

My pass percentage is 75 I know I could have done better.

I just want to vent I have been keeping this with myself for days my parents are happy I got a good collage but I am still not happy with myself.

I saw the promotion for Season 3 recently, and he was like, 'I told the truth and she got mad, but when I hid it, she still got mad.' However, that is not even the part that makes me think he is a red flag.For me, it goes back to when he first told everyone that Radhi was her mother and had abandoned her, despite Reena trusting him and explicitly asking him to keep it a secret. Okay, fine, he redeemed himself after that. But then, he turned around and hid a massive secret from his own fiancée! That should never be okay. You should never hide things that are this huge and directly about her under the excuse that 'it’s not his place to tell her.'He literally hid the fact that the very man she looked up to was actually her biological father! He knew Radhi had lied to that man, claiming she lost the baby when, in reality, she had abandoned Reena. Because of that lie, Reena was robbed of the chance to have a normal life growing up with her dad. It is a massive, life altering truth.It absolutely becomes Arjun's place to speak up the exact moment he gets involved and chooses to propose to her... he does not understand that being honest to ur partner is the point not speaking when it is or isnt ur turn.

Don't come after me or hate on me this is just my hot take!

Also I would love to hear ur own hot takes

18F do I have a narcissistic dad? or am I the issue? Growing up, I have always been walking on eggshells around my dad. For example, as a kid, I couldn't eat certain foods because of the texture or flavor due to being autistic; he hit me until I puked because he thought the food was fine. When I bring it up now, he says something like, "It was 100 years ago, what do you want me to do now?" or he says he doesn't remember and tells me not to "blabber." During lockdown, when my brothers and I started watching Minecraft, my dad called it "Mind Crack" and told us we were ruining our brains. When we tried to argue that it is a creative game, he yelled and hit us because he didn't want to listen. Whenever he loses his keys, he turns the internet off and forces us to help him find them. He always tells me I yell a lot and tells my brothers to continue mistreating me because I don't deserve respect, even though I only yell at them after they hit me or when they won't stop doing something after I've asked nicely. After he yells at us he says it hurts me as much as it hurts you. Your like me. But why does he continue to do that after saying that?

I am dyslexic and autistic, and my brothers have ADHD and dyslexia. Since my country's schools don't provide remedial classes for free, he had to pay for them. From the time I was 8 until I was 14, every time he dropped us off, he would yell that we were the reason he doesn't have a Mercedes or why we can't go on vacations, making us feel like shit. When I was 7, I got a leg cramp while walking and screamed in pain. instead of checking on me, he pinched my hand so hard until I shut up. Later, when I was 14, my cousin and I both screamed in fear when we saw a crab at the beach for the first time. He twisted my hand for it, but my cousin got a pat on the shoulder as they walked together. I get really cold in the morning, but my dad decided that since he feels hot, no one needs hot water, so I have to turn it on without him knowing. Because I have flat feet and get easy leg cramps, I move while standing, but he tells me to "stop dancing" and to "stop acting autistic."

I wanted to get a dyslexia certificate for college accommodations, but when I talked about it, my dad yelled that I was acting entitled because he never had one and was fine. I wanted to yell back that he was normal, but I didn't because I knew I would just get another lecture. I am exhausted dealing with him because I can't even cry without getting hit for it. People say I am 18 and can leave, but where would I go? Even if I do, it will ruin my future because he is already threatening not to let me go to college or pay for it. He has made it clear it involves a student loan, but he has to sign for it, and he is using that to force me to act the certain way he wants essentially being perfect. I am only angry at home at school, I am super chill, but I can't stand staying in this house anymore.

(This sint even half the shit he pulled if I talk abt it I can go on forever he made my lock down online classes miserable)

I am also highly confused abt my dad bc he also love me bc he genuinely does stuff at the same time he acts like this I am soooo fucking confused I feel like I don't even know how to explain it 😭