u/MamsVox

I ASBOLUTLY hate this everytime I go to the emergency, I feel so humiliated when everyone there is fixing me while I'm in a crisis, they're watching me like i'm crazy or something while i'm suffering from huge pain, usually I always try to manage it at home, but when even morphine doesn't help that's where I need to call my mom so she can bring me to the hospital (I live super far from it and an ambulance can be costy).

It was just a bit of venting, but I hope for other people with Sickle cell, that they don't go often through that type of thing in Er, sincerly.

I present myself, Mams 23 Yo from Montreal canada, i've been through a lot of struggle and depression recently so Isolation became a huge part of my life, I'm trying to break it but it's quite becoming hard specially in my city where I feel it's extremely hard to make friends around here.

I'm the type of person who can be pretty much into anything and do anything just to feel joy again, of course at the beggining it may be hard for me to talk and you may find me at the beggining a bit weird or more precisly "outdated" since i've been trying to survive for 5-6 years my social skills may have drasticly decreased 😅.

For now I mostly do gaming, watching animes, movies or trying to writes stories, I don't do much outdoors acrivities because going outside cost a lot, but if you have something in mind i'm all ears.

The only type of outdoor activity I do is urbexing but it's rare.

I would prefer people from Montreal or canada, but if you're looking for an online friend don't hesitate to reach out to me, i indeed have a some online friends even tho I don't reach out to them much.

The reason why I put authenthic is mostly because people tend to befriend people like them more easily and since I myself are authenthic in my own way I guess someone who would feel a bit lost or incompatible with our current world may connect more easily with me 😅

Ps: I'm more fluent in french, so excuse me for some errors I made in my text.

No offense, but I think that's truly the reason why a lot of people here are lonely, often when I see people who claim to have no one to talk to, when my social battery is high enough I don't mind reaching out to them.

Gladly I met some genuine nice person and I wish them the best if y'all ever see this.

But some people here, it's kinda sad, like the conversations with them barely last 10 messages and it's only because they're not putting any sort of effort.

I bet it's a pattern hyper common that some people will find out but if you're replying to a conversations with barely a few words that you can count on one hand or not putting some energy back in the conversations by adding more stuff it's pretty normal that the conversations won't last more than a few minutes or days lol.

I understand that some people may be bad at conversations but honestly it's not that hard, just yap say something even if it will be out of topic do it. Why ? Because it give something into the conversation, as someone who's often described as an "extravert" or a "yapper", that's the only thing I truly do, just yap and sometimes add something out of topic that either make people laugh or add more stuff's to talk about.

I'm not scared of being seing as cringe or weird, because that's litteraly what I'm looking for authentic people who have the same energy as me and who isn't scared to be themselves.

I'm looking for someone to play Gta 5 online with i'm from Canada, Est time zone, kinda would prefer a gamer from the same timezone and around the same age, just send me an dm.

Just a bit of venting, but seriously waking up with pain is truly horrible and one of the worst part.

Before sleeping everything was fine you took your medication made yourself comfortable, while sleeping you we're doing some nice dreams and bim 8am you wake up and for some reason your body is hurting out of nowhere 😭😭🙏

Don't know about y'all but damn the number of jobs I lost because I had to call in sick due to the pain being unbearable, I hate this.

23 M4f, looking for a long term, from Montreal canada

Hello to anyone reading this, my name's Mams I'm a black individual from montreal canada, I was born in Rotterdam before coming here i'm 23 years old and 5"8.

Describing me would be pretty boring and uninteresting, not because I have nothing to say beware ! But mainly because I find it boring myself having to put a whole description about ourselves like we're a product lmao, where's the fun in discovering the other person then ? 😂

But Ima still try and put some keypoints, the best way to describe myself is that I'm versatile or divergent if you prefer, can get interested into anything possible, always curious about different things, but the main center hobby I'm interested in could be cinématographie and writting.

Heavily open minded as a person, sounds cliché but trust after 10 minutes talking with me you'll understand how open minded I truly are, wich make sense for someone who's interested into a lot of things.

For my personality, I can easily say I'm outgoing and crazy, but beware not that type of crazyness, see one second I can be the most funny mf's you know on earth and the second after we can have the most deepest philosophical conversation ever feeling like Sucrate and Einstein in the same room.

People will say i'm an extrovert but to be honest it's 50/50 all depends on what energy you give me and I'll mirror the same back to you lol.

What I'm looking for, It's pretty simple, I'm looking for mostly a relationship with someone who have the same mindset as me I feel that it's pretty hard to find, but if you think to yourself that you're either cringe, unhinged, weird or have difficulty connecting with people hop in my dm's and send me a message, I think you're more than 50% of chance the type of person i'm looking for , I always find people with those traits super authentics wich is a huge bless.

I'm not that much bothered by the distance. But do prefer someone in canada or atleast europe.

My english isn't perfect for now, since my main is french, but I have to work on it for future project purposes.

Ps: Btw if you read all this and lowkey you can relate, honestly send me a message I won't mind having friends with the same mindets as me, just be clear in your intentions that way there's no missunderstandments 🤝

Waking up with no notification, wanting to talk about something but having no one to actually talk to, wanting to go outside do an activity with someone but having no one, it's pain a lot of pain, and that pain is killing me from the inside. Some of y'all feel the same ?

I want to motivate myself into a sort of sport but I don't truly know wich one is kinda sickle cell "friendly" I'm just a bit scared of being hospitalized, so what sport do y'all practice ? And what are the tips you have to prevent any crisis or reduce the risk of being in the hospital ?

23 Mf4, looking for a long term, from Montreal canada

Hello to anyone reading this, my name's Mams I'm a black individual from montreal canada, I was born in Rotterdam before coming here i'm 23 years old and 5"8.

Describing me would be pretty boring and uninteresting, not because I have nothing to say beware ! But mainly because I find it boring myself having to put a whole description about ourselves like we're a product lmao, where's the fun in discovering the other person then ? 😂

But Ima still try and put some keypoints, the best way to describe myself is that I'm versatile or divergent if you prefer, can get interested into anything possible, always curious about different things, but the main center hobby I'm interested in could be cinématographie and writting.

Heavily open minded as a person, sounds cliché but trust after 10 minutes talking with me you'll understand how open minded I truly are, wich make sense for someone who's interested into a lot of things.

For my personality, I can easily say I'm outgoing and crazy, but beware not that type of crazyness, see one second I can be the most funny mf's you know on earth and the second after we can have the most deepest philosophical conversation ever feeling like Sucrate and Einstein in the same room.

People will say i'm an extrovert but to be honest it's 50/50 all depends on what energy you give me and I'll mirror the same back to you lol.

What I'm looking for, It's pretty simple, I'm looking for mostly a relationship with someone who have the same mindset as me I feel that it's pretty hard to find, but \*\*if you think to yourself that you're either cringe, unhinged, weird or have difficulty connecting with people hop in my dm's and send me a message, I think you're more than 50% of chance the type of person i'm looking for\*\*, I always find people with those traits super authentics wich is a huge bless.

I'm not that much bothered by the distance. But do prefer someone in canada or atleast europe.

My english isn't perfect for now, since my main is french, but I have to work on it for future project purposes.

Ps: Btw if you read all this and lowkey you can relate, honestly send me a message I won't mind having friends with the same mindets as me, just be clear in your intentions that way there's no missunderstandments 🤝

23 Mf4, looking for a long term, from Montreal canada

Hello to anyone reading this, my name's Mams I'm a black individual from montreal canada, I was born in Rotterdam before coming here i'm 23 years old and 5"8.

Describing me would be pretty boring and uninteresting, not because I have nothing to say beware ! But mainly because I find it boring myself having to put a whole description about ourselves like we're a product lmao, where's the fun in discovering the other person then ? 😂

But Ima still try and put some keypoints, the best way to describe myself is that I'm versatile or divergent if you prefer, can get interested into anything possible, always curious about different things, but the main center hobby I'm interested in could be cinématographie and writting.

Heavily open minded as a person, sounds cliché but trust after 10 minutes talking with me you'll understand how open minded I truly are, wich make sense for someone who's interested into a lot of things.

For my personality, I can easily say I'm outgoing and crazy, but beware not that type of crazyness, see one second I can be the most funny mf's you know on earth and the second after we can have the most deepest philosophical conversation ever feeling like Sucrate and Einstein in the same room.

People will say i'm an extrovert but to be honest it's 50/50 all depends on what energy you give me and I'll mirror the same back to you lol.

What I'm looking for, It's pretty simple, I'm looking for mostly a relationship with someone who have the same mindset as me I feel that it's pretty hard to find, but **if you think to yourself that you're either cringe, unhinged, weird or have difficulty connecting with people hop in my dm's and send me a message, I think you're more than 50% of chance the type of person i'm looking for**, I always find people with those traits super authentics wich is a huge bless.

I'm not that much bothered by the distance. But do prefer someone in canada or atleast europe.

My english isn't perfect for now, since my main is french, but I have to work on it for future project purposes.

Ps: Btw if you read all this and lowkey you can relate, honestly send me a message I won't mind having friends with the same mindets as me, just be clear in your intentions that way there's no missunderstandments 🤝

So no offense but I often feel like I came to the wrong country wich unfortunatly I can't leave too, people always qualify me as the type of person who's super outgoing, viby and extravertive, wich I won't deny it is my true self indeed, but I feel that people use that part of me because it's something they lack within themselves, they only want to use me to not being alone, but the thing is I can feel that shallowness, I genuily want something deep and real, unfortunatly I never had what I can call a true bestfriend, I'm just the viby guy everyone like when I'm at my prime of hapyness.

But I can feel down too, no one would ever look at me and say "what this guy is super depressive and on the edge of ending it ?"

Cause unfortunatly I do have problems too, always closed indoor, jobless always plunged in my appartement in the dark, I genuily want to fix it and I think finding true connections would fix it, but where as an 23 y/o man can I find a true conection here in montreal ?

I often feel like everything is so fake, shallow and superficial, there's no real deep in any sort of interactions, so I'm just stuck 24/7 in my appartement playing on my pc or ps5 and watching anything I can on my laptop just to pass time.

Hi, I'm looking for people to play with on the ps5 during vacations, ima be honest I'm more fluent in french than english when speaking, but if you're looking for someone to chat with when playing I can try.

I'm playing a lot of time Gta 5 Online, but I have other games too.

Kinda tired of those pretending to want a friendgroup but in reality are just extending their Discord friend list.

I'm 23 from montreal canada, would be nice to find people who have the same timezone as me, if bot it's alright the moment we can chill and play it's fine by me.

Hey everyone! I'm Mams, 23 years old from Montreal.

I've been pretty isolated these last few years and I'm trying to get out of my shell by meeting new people through gaming. I'm pretty chill, open-minded and down to play almost anything. It might take me a little time to warm up in voice chat, but once I'm comfortable I'm easy to get along with 😅

I'm mainly looking for people to game, chat, laugh, and hopefully build some genuine friendships along the way.

If you're interested, feel free to send me a message

Since I didn't had much friends to play with I don't truly have much games to play with so if anyone could help me and tell me what type of games I should buy to play it would be helpfull.

I'm mainly on PlayStation 5 and Pc.

PS: French is my first language, so excuse any mistakes in my English and in voice chat my accent may sound weird at the beggining please be indulgent with that part 😭