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like a dolls eyes you can’t look into their soul because they have no soul. have anyone experience this with someone?

i been treated horribly while growing up I never healed from trauma. it keeps replaying back in my head. I ask God to help me because my parents won’t help me. demons are tormenting day and night. I hopelessly and lost. sometimes I feel like giving up. death is the only way to escape this stress and pain. I have no protection. I’m being punished by god for being weak. I want to know the truth about the world. I feel like something is keeping from the truth. People say if you see something like someone shapeshif your mentally ill. Nothing ever works out for me. Everytime I like something about myself it gets taken away. it’s like something wants me in a low vibrational state all the time

to harvest energy by hurting us? Do they know they being used by the demiurge?

I notice when I talk bad about people bad things happen. I notice when I do good for the kindness of my heart I actually get blessed. Now I’m stuck. I only do good to seek blessings. I keep doing good to seek something in return. My mind wont let me do good from the kindness of my heart anymore. it’s like I’m becoming evil. How do I become a good person? Like do good even when the person is horrible me. it’s like I only do good now to seek something in return. How the hell did I become so damn evil. what is wrong with me. see look at me I only want to be good to receive a blessing. Im fucking evil. maybe I can’t change. I’m scared.

Do yall think the reptilian made it up?

it was my antipsychotic. 11 years ago I stop taking my medication and lost the desire to gambling. that’s the only time I stop gambling. The people that make these drugs know what there doing. my mother takes antipsychotic for years and she been addicted since I was born. I stop taking my medication 2 days ago and lost my desires again.

He is in a nursing home recovering from a stroke and sepsis.

I need to be independen. I really don’t have nobody.

I made wish in the dream. the bottle looked like aladdin bottle. I haven’t watched Aladdin in years. does anybody knows what it means?

They get you hooked by letting you win at first than they start taking no matter what game you play you will never hit again. I was playing for a year. I was hitting for 2 weeks and they all of sudden I couldn’t win anymore for months.i had to exclude myself because they just wouldn’t let me win anymore.

what is your thought on people who believe that evil don’t exist ? I guess Hitler and Jim jones weren’t evil. Jefferey Dahmer wasn’t evil either to them. the people who killed Emmett Louis Till wasnt evil. The Bible makes a lot sense now about sin enter into the world.

please help me over come fear and shame and help me to be articulate so people can understand me. help me get more understand of the Bible. pray to God in Jesus name to give me more motivation to read the Bible.

he is in nursing home please pray so he can gain all his muscle back and fat. he is really skinny.

I got rejected a lot but I don’t kill the person who reject me. You can tell men wrote the Bible. I hear a lot when women reject men they end up getting killed or be disfigure. I read a verse in psalms that didn’t sit right with me God saying if you leave me I will make your life worse. I ask Christian’s about this verse and they justify it. I told them it sound like domestic violence they still justify it. I’m scared of Christian’s now. it’s like they have no moral compass.

I’m on the highest dose of ozempic i haven’t lost weight in 8 months but actually gained weight. when I lost the weight it was coming off very slow but the weight came back on very fast. I’m thinking about giving up on the medication. the only meds that work for weightlost was Phentermine but has side effects.

I’m scared of being taking advantage of. I’m scared of being a good person because how evil people are today. I feel like being mean is protecting me from being hurt.

His name is Anthony.

Private parts gross me out now. I can’t believe I was watching it. I look at people different now.

I want to pray more and meditat.