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Is this normal? Or if not what is it???

Apologies if this is not an adequate forum to discuss this. If this is true, please disregard.

I have times when I like look in the mirror or a photo and be like that's not me when like it is me but it genuinely doesn't feel right like something's off? Or like I'm sitting somewhere and I look at me legs or hands or smthn and I'm like those aren't mine or sitting and are like I'm not supposed to be here, like this isn't my body? And also like I sometimes will feel like I'm looking at everything in 3rd person??? It's so weird. It used to happen like rarely but it's almost everyday now. And it genuinely throws me for a loop. And it'll happen with places sometimes too or other people? Like "you look like so and so but something's wrong you can't be" or "this might look like this place but it's lying". And also I have the constant feeling of "they're lying, waiting to trick me and watch me fall" with almost everyone. Even super close people and strangers. I feel like the latter is just me being paranoid??? But I genuinely have times when I have to find ways to remind myself I'm human, and in the past that had resulted in SH as I could see and sometimes feel the things reminding myself I'm me. But sometimes it's not just that I'll see myself in the mirror but I'd be so convinced it's not me. It really shakes me to the core especially looking back at times. :P anywho anyone else get this? Or like if I'm crazy anyone know anything about it so I can research it? My therapist is currently not responding to me pfft (summer Vaca since I use one through a college)

I've spoken with a friend who commonly dissociates but they said they experience some of that but the not believing you are who you see or the places or other people is definitely not it.

I just wanted more input and possibly a bit of guidance if anyone does know what it is or just simply I'm fine and I need to get over myself??? Haha thank you!

Also, I will add if this add to anything that I do have BPD, only been diagnosed for about a year now as my parents don't believe in mental disorders. So if that ends up playing int it, ig there it is? BPD along with severe depression, anxiety, and Anorexia but I don't think those play into it. I have yet to be tested for ADHD or Autism. Haha thank you

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u/MayhemMayOccurr — 1 day ago

Is this normal? Or if not what is it???

Apologies if this is not an adequate forum to discuss this. If this is true, please disregard.

I have times when I like look in the mirror or a photo and be like that's not me when like it is me but it genuinely doesn't feel right like something's off? Or like I'm sitting somewhere and I look at me legs or hands or smthn and I'm like those aren't mine or sitting and are like I'm not supposed to be here, like this isn't my body? And also like I sometimes will feel like I'm looking at everything in 3rd person??? It's so weird. It used to happen like rarely but it's almost everyday now. And it genuinely throws me for a loop. And it'll happen with places sometimes too or other people? Like "you look like so and so but something's wrong you can't be" or "this might look like this place but it's lying". And also I have the constant feeling of "they're lying, waiting to trick me and watch me fall" with almost everyone. Even super close people and strangers. I feel like the latter is just me being paranoid??? But I genuinely have times when I have to find ways to remind myself I'm human, and in the past that had resulted in SH as I could see and sometimes feel the things reminding myself I'm me. But sometimes it's not just that I'll see myself in the mirror but I'd be so convinced it's not me. It really shakes me to the core especially looking back at times. :P anywho anyone else get this? Or like if I'm crazy anyone know anything about it so I can research it? My therapist is currently not responding to me pfft (summer Vaca since I use one through a college)

I've spoken with a friend who commonly dissociates but they said they experience some of that but the not believing you are who you see or the places or other people is definitely not it.

I just wanted more input and possibly a bit of guidance if anyone does know what it is or just simply I'm fine and I need to get over myself??? Haha thank you!

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u/MayhemMayOccurr — 1 day ago
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Is this normal? Or if not what is it???

Apologies if this is not an adequate forum to discuss this. If this is true, please disregard.

I have times when I like look in the mirror or a photo and be like that's not me when like it is me but it genuinely doesn't feel right like something's off? Or like I'm sitting somewhere and I look at me legs or hands or smthn and I'm like those aren't mine or sitting and are like I'm not supposed to be here, like this isn't my body? And also like I sometimes will feel like I'm looking at everything in 3rd person??? It's so weird. It used to happen like rarely but it's almost everyday now. And it genuinely throws me for a loop. And it'll happen with places sometimes too or other people? Like "you look like so and so but something's wrong you can't be" or "this might look like this place but it's lying". And also I have the constant feeling of "they're lying, waiting to trick me and watch me fall" with almost everyone. Even super close people and strangers. I feel like the latter is just me being paranoid??? But I genuinely have times when I have to find ways to remind myself I'm human, and in the past that had resulted in SH as I could see and sometimes feel the things reminding myself I'm me. But sometimes it's not just that I'll see myself in the mirror but I'd be so convinced it's not me. It really shakes me to the core especially looking back at times. :P anywho anyone else get this? Or like if I'm crazy anyone know anything about it so I can research it? My therapist is currently not responding to me pfft (summer Vaca since I use one through a college)

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u/MayhemMayOccurr — 1 day ago

H e l p

Alright ya people...

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I need anime recommendations...

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I've watched:

Death Note

JJK

Assassination Classroom

Bungo Stray Dogs

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To watch as of now:

Tokyo Ghoul

Fairy Tale

Blood blockade battlefront

Demon Slayer

Jojos

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Finish:

MHA

Black Clover

HunterxHunter

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So, hit me with your favorites, ones you've heard other rant about, niche ones, under hyped ones, or honestly anything.

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Thank ya thank ya!!!

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u/MayhemMayOccurr — 18 days ago

Hi again- Now for Juicebox Podcast

My friend is a T1D and I'd like to support more than I do now. I've learned basics, warning signs, etc but I genuinely wanna be proactive in this without crowding her. I want to support her.

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I was recommended Juicebox Podcast and I was wondering if there were any specific episodes you guys would suggest to me?

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Thank you thank you!!!

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u/MayhemMayOccurr — 22 days ago
▲ 6 r/Type1Diabetes+1 crossposts

I hast another question

So, I'm not sure if this sounds weird, but are there any signs, small or big, of low/highs while being asleep? Like visual ones?

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My friend is currently flying blind, only checking her blood sugar with a kit since she ran out of Dexcoms, so her pump won't alert her (or me since I hear it first a lot of the time). Depending on stress levels, her blood sugar fluctuates a lot, and on average it's been pretty low during the nights. Since she's flying solo she is only relying on her body to wake her up which I understand as she knows her body better than doctors themselves, but I'm worried she won't wake up or will but just go back to sleep (diabetic burnout).

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So, I was just wondering if there is anything I can look for (I'm an insomniac so I tend to be up hours after she goes to sleep).

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I don't mean this in a "she can't take care of herself" or in any similar way to that, I'm meaning this as I'm genuinely worried especially with these recent stressful days and declining mental health becoming more and more prominent. I just want to do my part and ensure her safety. I'm not trying to run her life or do the "can you eat that" thing. I promise.

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Thank you!!!

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u/MayhemMayOccurr — 22 days ago
▲ 2 r/Type1Diabetes+1 crossposts

Advice/I wanna learn!

Hi!

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I have a friend who is Type 1 diabetics and I've learned the basics like changing the pump, the difference between hypo and hyper and the signs/danger signs, but I was hoping to get more advice/anything else you guys may be able to share? I wanna be more supportive

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Thank you! Anything helps :3

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u/MayhemMayOccurr — 24 days ago