I’ve never experienced this in my life until my narc husband. He gets so angry at me when I’m sick, could be flu, or even surgery. I don’t understand it but he’s such an asshole to me when I’m sick, and I don’t even ask him to do anything for me.
I’m unsure of the pronunciation but it’s unfortunate nonetheless
Long story but I realized that I’ve never been loved. I’ve always had a fantasy about what it feels like and I often imagine what it feels like to help me sleep at night. I’ve always wanted to ask people in my life but they’ll think I’m weird and it’ll lead to more questions that I’m not up for talking about regarding my marriage of over 20 years.
In a longterm living relationship with someone you trust, how do you know for sure they love you? How do they show or tell you? Do you feel safe with them? Do yall talk openly? Do you sleep well at night when you know you’re loved?
Sausage and chops from our homegrown hog
Just one day a year of acknowledgment of what I do for his children and the family would be nice. So many sacrifices made.