u/MeringueNo115

he wont leave me alone and makes fake pages. fakes his ethnicities. sends photos of random ass people trying to pass it off as him. then gets pissed telling me he is jealous. well you should of thought of it long ago when you were to busy making accusations you stupid fck. It’s starting to annoy me badly. seems he believes his own crap at this point lying to me the way he does. You call me angry and used to but why? Why can’t you leave me alone and find your oriental Asian wife like you wanted back in your East Asian country. I hope I find someone good eventually and move on from the mess you are when you know you messed up and could have easily fixed things but no you blame me. focus of ur lame ass music career and finding that wife you so desperately wanted when you would get mad at me for not replying fast enough.

Client with bipolar and schizophrenia:

-berated me in public at a laundromat with her friend telling me "who done raised you" and saying cruel things

-telling me i dont know how to wash clothes and that im getting her sick by washing her clothes and sending her to the hospital sick

-accused me of poisoning her and sending her the hospital on multiple occasions from cleaning her apartment when she has not once gone to the hospital while having services provided to her by me through the company

-verbally abusive

-tried telling me she would report me for a pass that was expired and said i provided services today for her when i didnt

- list goes on and on

I really am trying my best to be nice and calm with her but i just dont know anymore. I understand african americans are raised differently but it gives no right to attack workers and makeup lies about them from small lies to serious accusations.

feel free to share your guys good and bad or semi bad experiences in the comments.

i will start with my semi bad one:

faster pussy cat: semi bad pertaining to a member who wasn’t too nice to me as the member follows both fans and non fans and has both as friends on social media. sent me a few not some nice messages pertaining to me sending a friend request/following the persons social media page when I was younger as Im now 25 as of now.

survivor: pleasant experience. lead singer is very down to earth and nice. Not a hair metal band but still in the metal category. met him back in 2013 when I was 13 at a new library opening and he was playing a dj set and taking pictures with people. Was not full of himself at all and talking to people like normal humans do back and forth without having an ego.

I cared so much for others that I just essentially don’t care no more. people need to stop coming around telling me they miss me. it just makes me feel worse. I tried so hard and cared too much now I just wanna to die. I dont want anyone around anymore. All I do is feel embarrassed for wasting so much time and not getting any I’m return from anyone. dying Is just better or moving far away from society and living off grid.

hate how women shelters turn away single females of age actively trying to flee homes full of chaos and violence just to make the fleeing person go back to that same hole they tried to leave from. I tried fleeing from my home after spending a night in jail when my mother had called on me due to me finding something anything that would help book me for the night which ended up working just to get help with moving out and away from her. They sent me back to her years back and it was very upsetting after I came clean to them about what was really going on just to be told that it’s not serious and that the women they book in have it worse amd deserve those spots since I have no children. i made the mistake of making her a safety contact because I told them I was trying to get away from a bf because I was scared to tell them that it was actually my mother doing harm and the fact she had underaged children at The time with her youngest being only about 3 at the time and the one after being in middle school Which is why I hadnt told them until I came clean with the truth. dcfs is horrible but I didn’t want them getting involved but when the workers from them shelter called my mother she Started in on her lies to them about me and they sided with her and I got lured into living at home again was pushed out and pushed back into living with them again by workers at the shelter even though I had bruises all on me from her hitting me and goose eggs and cursed. The shelter let me down tremendously and left me walking home. they didn’t even bother helping me to get help elsewhere and left me feeling less than and that I had no other choice but to go back home.

Ive started focusing on my own life these last few years. I came out of hospitalization feeling like a different person. broken mentally. Men are not worth even chasing or showing interest to anymore. People say if they wanted to then they would have by now so I stick through to those words now and dont go where im not welcomed. I will find my place in this world eventually. I see everything that goes on but idc anymore its not worth it. Ive put myself first for once. I will find a lover so great not now maybe hopefully in my future. I did my part showing interest to potentially suitors now its time for them to be the past.

I cant really say wrong person wrong time, right person wrong time type of stuff because in reality i don't view love that way and never will. Its either you love someone and want to try or you don't love that someone ans you cut it loose. I had made it clear that I miss no one as they brang no value to my life so please sincerely stop telling me how much you miss me when you had all the time back when I was feeling it. I really cared wholeheartedly back then too much but now its just done for good. I know I get it im very confusing but I have always been that way since I was a child. Even I cant understand myself when I become confusing but its just who I am. I dont feel anything anymore for what was after being accused of seeing men. All I did was feel embarrassed for being too much of myself showing interest and being to involved in a place where I wasn't even welcomed or acknowledged.

Talking isnt enough, going out seeing women while telling me you miss is the worst. I cant care anymore as it died out long ago.

Now you tell me you miss me through fake accounts as if that will fix anything. I have no idea of your intentions besides telling me how you miss me but tell me honestly, what is it that you actually miss? The attention I was giving you? Me being kind? Actual love? I really dont know. Ghosting wasn't the best on your end because it just made me feel more pushed away and feel unwanted and I had lost more interest by that point in time. Wishing you well is all I can say at this point. Goodbye

why do these shelters turn away victims who are trying to flee active abuse from parents. I was Sent to jail for the night a few years back dhe to my sister hitting me first and I hit her back out of self defense and her and my narc mother called police on me and had me booked in jail for the night to “scare me”. I cried Myself to sleep in the room that night because I was the only one there and the police told me they never had any peoole come in that were so calm and quiet like me before and that I was the first one and I shouldn’t even be in jail. i ended talking to them about the abuse that was going on at home and they had sent me off to the women's shelter because my mother tried kicking me out and was threatening me and my safety. the shelter called my mother in front of me and she started lying to the shelter but I made the mistake of telling them that my bf was abusing me when I don’t have due to fear of retaliation from my mother if I had told them she was the one abusing me and they called her and she started telling them false things and they essentially kicked me out even after I told the truth crying and some of the women were giving me hugs but the workers told me I did not deserve a spot and that there were people actually being abused with children than needed it not me due to my mother pretending to act nice to them. I had her booked last time because she stole my money and I didnt go through with charges because I have to much she will change but she was angry that night she was booked and threatening me and saying how is she going to get money to get bonded out and everything is my fault. I have resorted to just voice recording and take photos of my injuries each time she attacks me now. I have no money to fall back on because she stole my check and cashed it out an proceeded to tell me it was owed To her for raising me and that the Check belonged to her and I was ungrateful and all this other stuff which led to her arrest and being booked since I showed them proof of her committing theft. saving money is hard because she is always dry begging me for money for gambling addiction and gets so bent out of shape then starts blaming me for her problems.

i’ve moved on. once and for all. away from this shitty ass online relationship/situation ship with you but you just can’t seem to let it go and admit fault from all the stuff you did. I don’t feel hurt ever just don’t care. You know what you said and I stopped giving a fuck.your annoying every time you come back texting me how much you miss me. I don’t miss you and never will. You had your chance and blew it. Call me heartless , bitch or whatever you want but idc and never will again. You should have done more than just text and dissapear and come back again and again. Your just fair game to me now when I’m bored.

I've been working through a caregiving agency for quite sometime and boy do I tell yall how crappy it can be. From verbal abuse by clients to being sexually harassed and being illegally recorded while providing in home services by non client and other stuff. I understand these people are in need but it gives them no right to berate their caregivers who put everything they have into ensuring their taken care of well just to be dealt bad cards. Im an understanding person but have had to cut it loose with quite a few clients due to it being ongoing. One had a bf that was not a client and had no right to be provided services but was recording me maliciously because I told him no that I cannot provide him services only his gf and he started ignoring me and then tried forcing and asking me to take him because he "needed his stuff" and asked if it was a problem. I told him no and he was still persistent and egging me on. I live in a state where recording others without consent is illegal when its used for eavesdropping but this man was trying to use this supposed evidence against me to try and get me fired all because of the word no. He was taking her money and not giving her any of it after her check would come in for the month and she would tell me then change her story when he was around. I just can't understand how people can be so malicious when their told the word no especially being 20+ years my senior. Caregiving jobs do have pros but for some reasons cons tend to outbeat the pros. Seems very unfair agencies will stick up for clients whom are going out of their way to protect clients instead of their own workers and im not here to accept it but I have to put up with it. I've done what I could on my end by reporting incidents to the workplace but they stole kept me with such clients and did not even bother to remove them from my care plans. its all frustrating to say the least especially when i had to get police involved for the non client whom tried getting me fired ​and the client whom was sexually harassing me for about a year or so and filed a false dcfs report against me when I don't even have children and getting in trouble cus workplace didn't even bother to look into it and realize that their own client was the one filing false reports just cus I kept telling him no when he was sexually harassing me and trying to get me to do stuff with him and I would shoot him down. this caregiving agency stuck by my last client telling me that the non client was allowed to record me in a private setting without my consent when I know its illegal as their was nothing to be recorded but only for malicious intent from him wanting to get me fired because he couldn't be a man and take the word NO. I ultimately felt shot down when I provided verbal reason as to why I wanted to remove this client from my careplan due to her non client bf doing that and even after sending them proof through text message they said it didnt even look like a camera when it absolutely was and was on and recording. mounted magnetic cameras are not hard to spot bur this non client and had showed police a decoy one that was not the one that was on the fridge to begin with and he got away with him as he has a very bad issue with suing people for nothing and was onto his neighbor downstairs who never bothered my client and was trying to get this neighbor kicked out over a heater the client didnt even own nor had in her own apartment.

these are by far the most annoying and crappiest when it comes to gang stalking especially if it’s racially motivated. getting called on by police, having cars drive by slowly and sticking their phones out the window to take photos, stopping cars in front on the residence, walking by 24/7 to try and eavesdrop and so on and on. it honestly gives “peaked in high-school vibes“. 2 other neighbors/families were being harassed besides my immediate families residence and being gang stalked continuously for more than 2 years . when that first new neighbor moved in whom was A white female non homeowner who was only living in her ex husbands townhome due to him being lenient with her then all hell broke loose and you had all these other HOA members whom are all white homeowners joining in with her and harassing non white homeowners and renters on the street. the landlord was fully aware and was telling my immd family what was being said in those HOA meetings and that he thought it was wrong that this gangstalking Was occurring and still does and had to put them in their places. the landlord has had to resort to having a lawyer take over for the property when it comes to issues with HOA because they refuse to fix anything when it comes to townhome issues and what not. neighborhood gangstalkers are the worst. One of the families besides my immed family moved down the street to get away from it because HOA was their first target and throwing as many blows as they could towards them and making up stories and filing false police reports then came my immediate family next and Now a new neighbor next door who does not even bother anyone and never comes out except from home to work and back home. HOA’s are an embarrassment especially if landlords are aware and let their tenants know about what’s going on. its like they say it’s a first for everything when it comes to stuff And this is a first for understanding why gangstalking is. I’m not entirely sure if it’s on the same level as other types of gangstalking such as political and police and what not.