u/Micklayl

I don't doubt this has been said before, but it's CRAZY how normalized it is for adults to message minors on this sub. 💀 I see it so often. Some of ya'll are gross

I have noooo idea what happened to my old intro, so I hope this re-intro is okay! I've been here for a bit though, I just wanted this up ^^ Hi, I'm Mickie! I'm 23, my birthday was in Februaryyy (I'm a Pisces 😝 😚 ) I have a calico (Miss Kitty) and a chiweenie (Honey Bucket), they're my babies. I like reading, like a lot, music, audio drama podcasts, cold weather (the heat makes me MISERABLE), collecting physical media but ONLY of stuff I really like and will replay/rewatch again, and gaming! Mostly single player open world rpgs (🤓), and I watch/listen to a ton of Dungeons and Dragons. I would love to play but I'm in rural Midwest Kansas so not a looot of people if you get me ^^ Also! Everyone here is great <3

No job, no car, only .4 cents in my bank account, poor mental health, poor physical health because of the crappy conditions of the house I'm in, living with a father who acts like I'm a burden... I am stuck here, in this town, in this state, in this fucking house that's moldy and has bugs and is in bad shape that we can't afford to fix. I'm so tired guys... I can't do this anymore

I love my boyfriend, and I know he loves me, he makes sure that I know. He praises me, treats me kindly, takes care of me, is patient with me, reassures me. We have some arguments but most of the time we're laughing and smiling and I feel good. But... he knows I'm asexual. I told him when we started talking romantically, and he knew even before that. My problem is he sexualizes me, like too much. He doesn't just compliment me, he's calling me things, being open about the things he wants to do with/to me, has said that before he met me he hasn't, yknow, touched himself, in a long time, and that when he did meet me, even before we were together, he started to. And that felt...icky. And the thing is okay yeah I guess whatever that's flattering and normal, I suppose. My last relationship, she and I made it work, and she touched herself to me sometimes and that was okay. Like...it's fine. But now it's every single day when we wake up in the morning he wants to sext me. I just woke up! And sometimes it's a few times a day. It makes me feel gross. A few months ago I did tell him I didn't really like that, at least not when we FIRST wake up and not on Sundays (I'm a Christian, he's a Christian, and it felt wrong to me, he agreed), and he said it was okay. Quickly it became obvious to me it was not okay. Recently, he's been ignoring my wishes and went back to doing it. That had me feeling awful. And for the past few months, he'd say it's okay that I don't want to 'play' or sext and then gets sad and pressures me into doing it. Then I do it because if I don't, he'll get mad, then I'll get sad, then he'll get confused, and then after I do it I feel so absolutely disgusting. It's just this cycle. And several times, he's made these comments like 'it makes me feel so good that I turned you not ace' or 'my asexual turned slut for me girlfriend' and it's just...UGH, what the actual fuck. I don't know what to do...He said it was okay that I'm ace, and he does and still does, but then obviously it's not! It's always like this with everyone I meet...but this just feels worse.

Hi friends! It has been a while but I'm back! I missed this community so much >.< It has been over a year so hi, I'm Mickie! I love scifi, mysteries, Spiderman, Transformers, and music! Aaand I play a lot of games, my favorite being Outer Worlds, second favorite being Far Cry 5! I like horror, religious horror, scifi horror, older, cheesy horror. Cloverfield, The Thing, Killer Clowns From Outer Space. I'm kind awkward with these intros but hi!

Hiiii, I'm Mickie! 23F, Pisces if you're into zodiacs and that kind of thing! I'm from Midwest, U.S. I like sci-fi (kind of!), horror (definitely religious horror like culty horror, scifi horror, old cheesy not so scary horror), reading, music (I LOVE sharing my music and checking out others tastes so wink wonk), gaming, Spiderman, Transformers, older cartoon shows like Jem and The Holograms definitely. I'm a pc gamer, I play a range of games, my top favorites are Outer Worlds, Far Cry 5, Disco Elysium, Days Gone, and Citizen Sleeper, but I also play the cozier games too like Stardew and I play that a lot with my boyfriend, we're on year two. I also really like audio drama podcasts, my absolute favorite being Midnight Burger. Oh my gosh, if any of you are into Midnight Burger- UGH I'm positive we'll get along amazingly well. I do need to catch up on recent episodes though. And also a few months ago my boyfriend got me into Neopets and I've loved it since, so on top of Discord friends, I'd love to be Neofriends too! Anyways, reach out! I'm pretty open and friendly, I hope that doesn't scare you and don't worry if you're shy, I understand, I can be really shy too