u/Middle_Librarian_248

I’m alone and bored on this holiday. Probably going to listen to an audiobook and maybe watch a movie later. Is anyone else either not celebrating or just alone today?

I currently share YouTube TV with my stepmom, we don’t live in the same house, she pays for it but it’s become too expensive and I can’t afford $90 a month for it either. She wanted to try Hulu+ Live but I told her even if it gets offered for a discount eventually it will go back to $90 as well. I’ve been looking at services you can share and Sling Blue and Philo seem to be the closest to a cable or YTTV lineup. Those of you that have used either one or both, which did you prefer? It looks like they both offer around the same channels, give or take a few. Does the price on either got up after a year or does it always stay the same? Is customer service decent?

I’m just at home watching a movie and not doing really much of anything. I’m up for chatting with anyone but please keep it clean and have more to say than hey. If you need ice breakers for hobbies I enjoy crafts, reading and baking. I collect physical media. I love the library and PBS. I still have an antenna hooked into my TV. I watch far too many Instagram reels about cooking and baking and cozy content creators.

I had this happen, a first for me. A older man told me this and I found it gross and weird. He acted like I’m a fetish or autistic women are a fetish for him. It was weird. Does or has this happened to you?

I am 40. If you are a minor stop messaging me if you are not a minor stop messaging minors! Is that why a lot of you hide your posts so we can’t see that you reply to minors looking to chat?

I am literally in a bad place mentally and I feel like I’m not taken seriously and you all think I’m a joke. Why are you like this?

Like I stated I’m a female who is 40, I’m from Texas. I’m having a bad day, well I had a bad night that turned into a bad day. Please be at least 28+, keep it clean, if your profile is empty or full of not safe for work stuff I will not respond. I am nearing 41 and I don’t have time for that. I’m just here to chat with people. I’m bored and having a bad day.

Everything I do is wrong, I always mess up something. I just want to not be alive anymore. I’m a literal joke and no one likes me. I don’t know what to do anymore.

So things about me:
I’m from Texas. I work for the school district but I’m not a teacher. I’m a late diagnosed autistic. My hobbies are reading, crafts, watching movies. I collect physical media like DVDs, vinyl records, books, etc. My favorite season is Fall, favorite color is blue and favorite animals are orcas, sharks and foxes.

Also, I can get overwhelmed easily so if I don’t respond to your message don’t take it personally.

My posts are banned or deleted because I posted about a coworker saying I need to be on medication. I’m just mad at her for saying that it did hurt my feelings.

If you’re in the U.S. it’s Mother’s Day, my mother isn’t in my life, she’s not dead just not in my life, and it’s just a hard day for me. Is there anyone else out there like that?

I’m bored at work, I’m caught up on everything and have nothing to do. Please be respectful and remember I am still at work.

I don’t know what to tag this it’s not really a vent but I’m tagging it NSFW because it’s suicidal ideation. I just can’t keep living anymore. I don’t see the point my life is go to work and come home and weekends laundry and cleaning and I have to pay bills and I never have money and I don’t think anyone really likes me.

I hate being like this my meanly health has gotten worse and I can’t find help I need and I can’t afford anything because my stupid rent is ridiculously high. My depression is always there and I’m always crying and I can’t do anything to get out of this funk. I go to work and come home and on the weekends I just clean or read.

Anyone want to chat with a loser who is trash and doesn’t deserve anything.

I just canceled a grocery order that was going to be $100. I am a single person and I can’t grocery shop under a tight budget. Certain foods make me physically sick now. I don’t know what do buy anymore. I don’t drive or have help getting to stores. I hate that I can’t do this and I don’t really have food in my apartment to eat anymore.