Please help I feel like death
Normally I take 3 mg of lorazepam but for the last month I abused and took 10g daily bjut nothing really bad happened until I tried to off myself on Saturday and I took 20 mg crushed in water , they couldn’t took it from my system since i didnt ingest it in pill form , since then it’s been hell yesterday I couldn’t stop pacing , I was restless beyond normal I broke everything in my room , I had akatisia , an intense feeling of agitation , horrible insomnia. So my parents had to call sos doctors , they did a Valium/diazepam injection it helped me with the agitation and slept a little , but a few hours after it came back , they recalled them and they did another injection so I could sleep at night even tho I had ready took 30mr of zolpidem before they arrive I couldn’t sleep , I feel like hell , my legs hurts , we are looking for a good psy to help me stop Ativan ! What do you recommend ? What titration ? With Valium or not ? I feel like I am going insane , I also have GI issues ! I don’t live in the us and here the doctors aren’t that good with helping you stop a medication without harming your brain or body ! I can’t with this feeling of agitation anymore and horrible pacing it’s horrible. What can I do please help ???????? Thank you