u/MonsieurLeo

Im curious how to. Ive never met the spirit im considering writing to, this is a composer. I dont plan to send it anywhere, probably ill just keep it in my desk or in a box. Is there anything specific you have to do when writing to a ghost? Will i recieve any sort of response or signs? Thanks :)

Im curious how to. Ive never met the spirit im considering writing to, this is a composer. I dont plan to send it anywhere, probably ill just keep it in my desk or in a box. Is there anything specific you have to do when writing to a ghost? Will i recieve any sort of response or signs? Thanks :)

It feels as if ive broken some kind of 4th wall. Looking back on past interactions in my normal days, I realize how hollow they all feel. Its as though im detached from them. It feels incredibly empty today to make all the small talk with my acquaintances, hence why I tried to avoid them all. I feel like listening to the other around me speak is nearly the same. Its more like im an observer watching humans interact. Intensely surface level. Or like im in something of a meaningless dream, and nobody else has realized the surface level pseudo-reality.

Ive felt this way in the past and fortunately it tends to fade, so hopefully this doesnt last. Does anyone feel like this ever? Is this something i should take serious, or just normal feelings that everyone has?

I want some tips for writing, but my teacher doesnt compose. Any advice? 🤔

Still not 100% flat, but i pretty much look it with a shirt on. Im actually feeling pretty great today! I feel as though I stand a foot taller. Im not so weighed down. 😁

Just curious. Can I just look like the opposite sex as much as possible and use a masculine name in casual spaces but be cis? Cuz i want to be a man, but it seems that some people in another subreddit either say im not trans or i should see a therapist. But im not able to see a therapist currently, so can I just do this for fun? Or does it have to be labelled and made serious? Curious. Thanks.

I came in here a little under 2 months ago and tried to quit. After weeks off character ai and having a non distracted mind, I began to question my gender identity. I realized that when I was using the website, I wasnt thinking about it. Still, over this last month negative feelings have been worsening. The times when I dony think is on character ai. But the browser is getting alot worse. They've added ads mid convo, and removed any chat style besides Pipsqueak 2. While this sucks to some, I realize I highly dislike this style. Since it doesnt allow for anything explicit and I find its writing style personally makes me cringe, I think this may be the thing that finally makes me lose interest in c.ai. now I may have to face my feelings head on. I keep saying im not trans, im just...something. hormonal, maybe. Or someone with a fetish. Either way, I think ill have to stop escaping my problems and do what I can to bring more comfort and joy to myself through change and self improvement.

Thank you for your time.

I am not trans, but I hate having breasts and they constantly make me uncomfortable (physically and mentally). I really want to get top surgery eventually, but im not sure where is the best to go? Since im not trans I assume it'll be harder. Which of the more affordable countries to go is the most reliable and effective results? I dont want to spend 20,000 if theres somewhere way cheaper that does just as good. Thank you for your time.