u/Moosemuchner

I played last night. I was hittting all my air shots and whatnot. I just booted up the game today and suddenly i cant hit ANYTHING AT ALL. EVEN IN THE PRACTICE CUSTOM GAMES

Prelims next week and O levels soon. Im revising and relearning Amath because i essentially need to relearn everything taught. I finished everything easily so far and now im at differentiation. Tspmo sb… its just hella annoying and tedious. In so annoyed at it but idw relax by playing games because ill lock out and js do useless shit for the rest if the day. So now every time i get tired of studying amath ill js go study bio emath and geog and do papers to relax…its getting bad i cant fucking wait until this shit is over…luckily im leaving this fuckass education system next year and moving country to australia where i can ACTUALLY fucking enjoy being a teenager.. fuck this education system

Im a sec 4, taking O levels this year. I had symptoms for ADHD since primary school but didnt want to get it diagnosed or take meds for a long time due to thinking id have to take extra time for exams which i was scared people would shun me for AND i already had time to spare for most exams, so i just didnt want to get diagnosed and treated despite my mother offering

I got diagnosed and got meds since start of school after holdiays(july ish) and for a week or two started getting used to the meds and finding the right dose to take

After getting used to it, holy shit my life changed. Before taking the meds i was usually distracted with my pld or js not paying attention in class which probably messed up majority of my subjects leading me to barely promote into sec 4 because i only passed english geog and bio for EOYS, failing everything else. I started taking meds and im actually locking in now and i feel like i can study and absorb stuff at a much faster rate then everyone. I locked in for Amath and finished the whole sec 3 syllabus in about 6 days, finished my Bio tys and syllabus in about 3, for both subjects actually getting majority of questions correct.

As for my fears and reasons for not getting diagnosed earlier, i found out that taking access arrangement for extra time was optional so basically i was scared for nothing

So to all who have adhd and is undiagnosed and not getting meds, please do for your own good so we can lock in tgth and do well :D jiayous

Been playing junk for a while (2ish years but not consistently)
I just recenrly realised i dont use a crosshair LOL
It doesnt affect me much as i can still hit my air shots and normal shots but im js wondering if this is me lmaoo

Im 16 prob endish of puberty and i genuinly think im vooked. Idt im gonna ever get a gf or wtv especially because of my height. Iv been complimented on my physique and sometimes on my face (even tho idt i look that good) but im short. Im really short for my age, my class average is about 12cm taller than me. Im worried i aint ever getting a rs because im so short. Also it sucks because idt i look decent in the type of clothes i like (alt) kinda sucks cheeks

I wanted to post on r/vent but the post button remained grey no matter what i did
I hit the required length
I added flair
Only thing i could think of was maybe the read the rules app? I acknowledged it 4-5 times but each time i refreshed the button to acknowledge was still unclicked (it did have a message that i did the acknowledgement >1 minute ago)
But ither than that i have no clue why im unable to post
Theres no error message or anything either

Before i got diagnosed i always thought whatever feelings i had was normal and i was just making too big a deal of stuff. Like i thought people think about scuicide/sh daily or whatever. But apparantly people dont and some people arnt even depressed? Like do most people just feel happy all the time or what? Because as long as i can remeber iv felt like this lmao

I probably can downpes for depression and some injuries and shit and bdp. Is it worth it to downpes? Will i miss out on anything if i do so?

Sorry if my previous phrasing was bad or came of as offensive i posted it at 4am and was hella drowsy. Ill rewrite what i meant to say
Started taking meds recently and it has helped slightly and numbed the feeling abit. However i still feel shit and depressed most of the time just slightly better on average. But i miss having the episodes where i feel depressed as fuck (id usually sh or plan scuicide or wtv)
Idk if its because i havnt gotten used to the meds or somehing as iv only been taking for a month ish

Im legit damn tired of my pld LOL not that I want it for gaming in class or wtv but it just doesnt function. Like at all. I have a chromebook as a pld and it barely functions. I get that plds are meant for education purposes but BRO it doesnt even run google let alone websites properly. I get its been 4 years or wtv but at least function properly. And after sec 4 what? Js throw away ah?? Idh edusave so i payed full price for this useless device walao..
They shld let people who have to pay full price for their devices buy their own shit. I get governemt wants to save money so buy cheap chromebook shit for students but why force people buying by themselves?? I wld much rather buy a device that will still be useful after sec 4 in tertiary education or wtv…like indipendant shls like sota or acsi or sst get actually useable plds like macs or thinkpads.
Pmo sb bruh and why the hell lock time so early bruh who tf goes to sleep at 10pm?? I legit need study and all the shit is online cause moe pushed the pld sytem along with encouraging use of online shit bruh

I recently started taking remeron (2ish weeks?) I started on 15g then dropped to 7.5 a day or two after. Im taking this for anxiety/depression and for the first week after taking the medicine i always felt drowsy. However recently I noticed i havnt been getting the drowsy affect. Want to know if this means its losing effect in the part where it helps with depression. If this helps i always take it around 11pm and with the drowsiness i usually sleep abot 12-1 but now im back to sleeping at 2-3am and i have to wake up at 7am for school.
Also a day or two ago i had a depressive episode (not as bad as before the medicine) but yea im js curious if i need to talk to my psychiatrist
Thxx :)