am i losing my mind or something
i've been inspired to find work again due to recent conversations with friends and recent daydreamings
right now i found a part-time job posting online. 5 days a week. 4.5 hour shifts. 11:30 am to 4 pm. It's an easy warehouse job. The starting pay isn't good but after 4 years it goes up to $36/hr. the job has good benefits
the thing is i would get to keep my neetbux for the first few years if i stuck with this job because the wages are so low and the hours are so few. so i would be rolling in the dough until i get raises in the job and my neetbux is cut off.
i'm not sure what i should do. it's an easy job and i would enjoy doing it and socializing with people every day. one thing i don't like about being a NEET is i'm isolated.
Biggest thing though is I'm not sure if my body can handle it. I can't handle contorting my body with repetitive motions or lifting very very heavy things. I can sort of make-do by abusing medication and smoking weed though.
The last time I worked in 2024 and it was scaffold erection and I suffered immensely while working because of my disabilities. This job would be a lot easier and only part-time.
I just don't know what to do. It would be nice to have the extra income. And i get to keep my neetbux. and it's only about 20 hours a week. it would be nice to get out of the house.
but work is work and work is hard. it would be easier to stay as a NEET. I can support myself on NEETbux alone.
idk maybe i'll just smoke more weed for now and think about it