21 doesn't want to exist anymore i hope it gets fulfilled
I hate the fact i am late everyone can do it but i cant , since class 1 i have been nothing but overly -ve and has inferiority complex . i always think i can never be like them i can’t do this that , i didn’t have any friends nor anyone to talk to.
qualifications 12th pass pcb
i even completed my 12 at 19 just because my parents enrolled me late and because of my fu***g neighbour who wanted me to fail since class 1 told my parents and they believed him.
i fk*** my life i choose bio scored great didn’t wanted to be doc another 2 yrs of depression
this year will be wasted too i am not enrolled anywhere till 2027 admissions for because im doing maths from nios
problem is i can’t study the same thing that 16-17 yrs olds do effortlessly while im struggling just because of depression
i can do any subject that not a problem but just because im late my brain gets depressed and fkd whenever i try to study old subjects
i just want to not exist anymore but im a coward to
i dont have anyhopes of anything anymore also i am 1000% pessimistic