I need help.
I’ve peeled. I’ve put pressure on backline. I’ve had consistent ults ( until recently) I tried to take and control space. And I just. Don’t. Know. What. To. Do anymore. I need someone to vod review my games I think I’m in ELO hell and I’m not saying my team is bad but I’m not doing so good and I’ve felt like a pain in ass mentally and irl with depression. I’m on the verge of collapse and I need severe help. Therapy doesn’t work. My family knows I’m a fucking loser because I am one and I can’t do anything for shit. I can’t do sports. I can’t gain muscle cause I’m a skinny twig. And I can’t do anything viable in life. I play games all day but I suck at them despite having so many hrs and skill into marvel rivals. Idek what to do anymore and I might quit in general.