Cutting isn’t helping me feel numb anymore

i’m sad and absolutely devastated right now over something stupid, i want to hurt myself and i tried to but it wasn’t giving me the numb feeling i get. It wasn’t giving me the cope id hope for im cooked i need help i just need to talk to someone and cry i need a hug

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u/NxptuneMxtrix — 2 days ago

Would anyone like me to draw their Royals High OC headshot for a cheap price ?

I’m thinking around 5k a piece for now. I’d like to start doing art comms for royale high money : ). Here is my art style, sorry if it’s bad, I’m not used to digital drawing. I am trying to build a portfolio so I can hopefully do more art comms in the future ! Would you guys like me to draw your OC headshot for 5k?

u/NxptuneMxtrix — 5 days ago

Looking to purchase some of the dolls off amazon

Hello! I would like to buy some dolls off amazon that come with the toy codes. I would like to know if as of today it is still available and i will still receive an item in royale high if i use the code. Did they discontinue the items? What do i do? Can I still buy the avrilla doll for example and the code would work? What do yall recommend?

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u/NxptuneMxtrix — 18 days ago

keep dreaming about a fourth cat or more, i only have three

so i have three cats, and lately whenever i sleep i have these reoccurring dreams where i realized i had more . this one dream, for some reason i had just now remembered i had another cat, that i neglected because i didn’t know until now. in the dream i would often believe that it is true and i have more than three. i would feel very distressed and try to avoid everything about the fourth cat, or the new cat i just found out i neglected for years.
if this is confusing i have an example
this one time i dreamt i had three more cats (aside from my real cats), and i apparently left those in my closet for years. after realization, i would remember being absolutely terrified and refusing to go look into the closet.
scenarios and dreams like these have me waking up in sweat lol

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u/NxptuneMxtrix — 24 days ago

keep dreaming about a fourth cat or more, i only have three

so i have three cats, and lately whenever i sleep i have these reoccurring dreams where i realized i had more . this one dream, for some reason i had just now remembered i had another cat, that i neglected because i didn’t know until now. in the dream i would often believe that it is true and i have more than three. i would feel very distressed and try to avoid everything about the fourth cat, or the new cat i just found out i neglected for years.
if this is confusing i have an example
this one time i dreamt i had three more cats (aside from my real cats), and i apparently left those in my closet for years. after realization, i would remember being absolutely terrified and refusing to go look into the closet.
scenarios and dreams like these have me waking up in sweat lol

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u/NxptuneMxtrix — 24 days ago
▲ 10 r/Vent

feeling a bit sick with myself and how i tend to get attached to people

so, im a mixed woman, im blasian, but i really don’t feel confident in myself at all. thats a reason as to why i get attached to people super fast, especially guys. a lot of guys in the past used to bully me especially for my looks, so now whenever a guy compliments my looks, even if its friendly, i unfortunately mistake it for flirting and then i get attached. i dont want to grow up alone, and i want a loving husband. i dont want a repeat of how my parents are with each other, which is basically a loveless and emotionally unstable marriage.

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u/NxptuneMxtrix — 27 days ago

Looking to get toned over the summer

Hi y'all, I'm looking to get fit over the summer and more toned as I am starting to realize that things may be harder for me now like walking up hills and I'm not as strong as I used to be. I am 5'3 and 130 pounds i have a way healthier body image than before, but my ultimate goal is to look more toned as I feel like I am starting to look more soft. I do not care about the number on the scale, i care more about the physical results, are there any tips to achieve this goal? I heard doing kpop dances as cardio would help. It would also be nice to know what workouts that helped with glute results and also arm results.

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u/NxptuneMxtrix — 1 month ago

how do i ask a friend to keep me company when i am feeling down?

i don’t usually like to vent online or really ask for company, but sometimes i don’t wanna be alone and ask a friend to keep me company as i am sad, is there a way to ask this without sounding like a desperate ex?

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u/NxptuneMxtrix — 1 month ago

Pls help, Does my online friend like me or am I genuinely overthinking this?

I’ve (f17) been online friends with this guy(m18) for a while and yeah We talk 24/7, call a lot, and he constantly tells me that I make him happy, that I'm super fun to be around, and that he always has a blast with me. He also calls me "pretty" and "genuinely beautiful" when I'm feeling down, and notices tiny details about my texting habits before bed. When I panicked and told him he could drop me as a friend if I was too much, he got super defensive/reassuring and said it hurts him to see me sad. He also teases me and calls me a nickname for the laughs it’s not even that bad, he said it’s a cute nickname i guess i think it’s cringe but whatever it’s funny.
But... a mutual friend told me he likes another girl IRL who is taken (who I apparently look a bit like?). He never talks about her to me at all. My friend says he's a direct guy, so I feel like he'd just tell me if he liked me.
Does it sound like he has feelings for me, or is he just being an amazing friend? I'm so scared of ruining what we have.
Unfortunately, kindness for me was never really common until recently, so I feel skittish whenever a guy compliments me. I think it’s flirting. Especially guys, as guys were never really nice to me.
I really don’t wanna be bullied about this being online or shunned, I think i’m just attached at this point . He is a good looking fella and i love his personality but i really don’t know how I feel and I do feel something towards him but I don’t know.
Halp

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u/NxptuneMxtrix — 1 month ago

studying tips?

Are there any tips to study? I’m a biochemistry major and I would like to know if there are free resources online where I can do practice problems etc. I would also like to know other study methods for my other classes like philosophy and sociology .

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u/NxptuneMxtrix — 2 months ago

studying tips?

Are there any tips to study? I’m a biochemistry major and I would like to know if there are free resources online where I can do practice problems etc. I would also like to know other study methods for my other classes like philosophy and sociology .

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u/NxptuneMxtrix — 2 months ago

Minor in data analytics Major in biochem and minecraft

United States
Intend to buy from United States

$900-$1500USD

 

open to refurbished/used items (yes)
 
12”-15” screen size

 

not more than 15 lbs

 

For coding projects and using software such as R studio and python. For schoolwork and simple gaming.

 

 

* **Form factor**

Standard Clamshell  

[Standard/Clamshell (a regular laptop), 2-in-1, need pen support, tablet PC, etc.]

 

* **Intended usage**

 

[Minecraft, coding, doing college work, long battery life, watching movies, handle coding software without lagging or crashing out

 

More than 5 hours preferably.

 

[In Hours; please remember that high performance laptops tend to get less battery life]

 

* **Please list, in order of most important to least important, the priority between Size, Weight, Performance, Battery life**

Size, performance, battery life and weight.  

[eg battery life, performance, weight, size doesn't matter. **PLEASE REMEMBER LAPTOPS ARE A COMPROMISE AND PERFORMANCE SACRIFICES LIGHT WEIGHT AND LONG BATTERY LIFE ETC**]

 

* **Info/Requirements**

Above 16GB ram, more than 256GB space, M4 or above chip, i’m not sure what Intel means. I’m new to this stuff i’m really sorry :(

[anything else not specified above eg. Intel only, OLED, HDR-compliant, screen resolution/refresh rate, etc]

 

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u/NxptuneMxtrix — 2 months ago