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Her sound and voice makes me think Billie Eiliish is Lorde’s “daughter” just like Gracie Abrams is Taylor swift daughter, Addison is Britney daughter, etc. what do yall think.

I’m making a series where I rank every song from each album/ep of Nessa, starting with JLAP! Feel free to put your rankings in the comments! (Btw I put moulin rouge because I feel like I’m the only person who doesn’t like the name change)

1. Moulin Rouge - Ever since I first heard this song, I knew it would become my favorite Nessa song, and it still is! It’s so perfect, it reminds me a lot of trip-hop groups from the 90’s.

2. Buffalo 66 - I’ve loved this song ever since I heard the snippet, but I had to grow on the robotic voice thing a bit, but now I’m used to it and I can appreciate the full song!

3. Venom - I LOVE THE GUITARS ON THIS SONG, it feels so eerie I love it

4. Black Haired Madonna - The verse sounds similar to Moulin Rouge and I really like that, and I also really like the lyrics on this song.

5. High On Heaven - this used to be my least favorite song from the EP but now it’s grown on me so much and I love it

6. West Coast Prayer - I used to LOVE this song but now I don’t listen to it as much anymore, but I really love the lyrics and western production in this one

7. Stay With Me - This song is hard to listen to because I have bpd as well so it’s really painfully relatable especially the line “please don’t turn out like my mother”

8. Special To You - I don’t listen to this one much, but I really appreciate it. I would say my only problem is I enjoy the verses but I’m not the biggest fan of the chorus, it just feels too similar to young forever or HIATG.

Erm yeahhhhhhhh

So basically what happened is that I was blazed as shit and the outside my door I swore I could hear my mother calling my name in a whispered tone and it scared the shit out of me because I was really high and I assumed she wanted to talk to me. So I started saying her name loudly but she kept whispering my name back. I then looked outside my window which I decided to keep open and realized wtf it’s the birds chirping my name or something. Oh shit I was fried but I swear it was the birds doing it,. I just know

Imagine if Better Than Revenge was released as a single in 2010 and received a music video? I personally think a music video for this song could have been really cool and that it might’ve become just as big as a hit as the YBWM music video! It could’ve even been a continuation of this video. Idk I’m just daydreaming. But the storytelling in the song could’ve made for a cool music video similar to Misery Business from Paramore and Girlfriend by Avril Lavigne.

It’s a dumb concept for sure. Why are we using vegetables like cabbage for coleslaw those aren’t very juicy they’re crunchy and dry but also the flavor doesn’t pierce through them, so it’s like crunching into something with some flavor on the outside and no flavor on the inside. I prefer something like potato salad instead or I’d even like a coleslaw made with cucumber straws as well. Idk. What do yall think?

Idk if this would be considered healthy or not but when I smoke weed I’ve been trying to do something healthy like excercise or walking instead of eating relaxing and falling asleep idk what do yall think

Every single person in my family has a weird fucked up thing about them meanwhile my grandad is the fucking smartest and most sane man I know; and I take a lot after him so we basically chillin while everyone else in my family is just a bunch of very messed up dumbasses

They drew on the walls in my room, my family says it’s okay because they’re just little kids. They even tried to play with one of my expensive ass guitars today when I told them it’s not a toy and a real instrument. I’m trying to keep my calm with my sister about her kids behavior, but it’s really getting on my nerves and I hate having her kids over.

I’ve gotten to the point in my weed addiction where I can’t even tell if I’m high or not anymore. Like everything feels the same and it’s not exciting. I wanna do a t break for at least the weekend. Any tips on how to make it easier?

Should I idk

Remember in like late 2023-early 2024 Nessa said she was making a jazz album? My theory is that songs like girl in New York, (potentially) club heaven, and unreleased songs such as maneater, pretty young thing, 99 problems, and obsessed with me, would be on this album. I think Nessa decided to revamp the album into Aftercare and get new producers because she wanted a less dark album. What do y’all think about this? Do you think she will revisit this sound in her next album?

It’s been a long time since I’ve smoked nic, and damn I just gotta be honest the flavor is so much better. I usually smoke weed every day for the high, and I’m not the biggest fan of the flavor of weed itself, but nicotine I do enjoy the flavor more. I also felt a bit buzzed for a bit from the Nic, made me feel very relaxed and enjoyable. But now for the big question. Does that mean smoking less weed than usual right after smoking nic will make me more high? Have yall ever tried that before? Im trying to do a T break which is why I bought a geekbar and started smoking nic today, but the cravings for weed are coming back strong still, so idk if I should smoke a little bit of weed or what what do yall think. I hope this makes sense im not the best at wording 😭

My first post: https://www.reddit.com/r/BPD/s/5F3C4gajN5

Well, it’s been a few days now but i actually went on a date with a different guy today! It’s a friend that I’ve known for a bit but we both confessed our feelings the night before so we met in person for the first time. We’re not together yet, just in a talking stage. But he’s so sweet and kind and funny and he loves my friends. I’m trying not to get my hopes up, but I’m enjoying what it is for now :)

Honestly, I’m in loss for words and although my past self would’ve been freaking out right now, I’m used to it. I met this guy online, but he lives in my city and we’ve been planning to meet this weekend. However I got my hopes up, and thought everything was fine when we started dating. We FaceTimed for a long time, hours probably, and then he said he had to go to bed, so we hung up and went to bed. When I woke up in the morning, looking forward to saying good morning to him, he was gone on all platforms, he blocked me. Honestly I feel a bit lucky that this happened early in our relationship, but there were no warning signs. I don’t know why he blocked me and I may never know. It’s just frustrating and sad the way it happened, especially since I’ve been so lonely and looking forward to being in a relationship for a while now.

Yall I started eating healthy while having munchies and it really helips me eat healthier because when I have munchies I’ll eat anything….

ANY OF YALL NOTICE WHEN YALL HIGH AS SHIT LIKE I AM RIGHT NOW YALL CAN HEAR EVERY LITTLE DETAIL IN EVERYTHING??? Like omg I listen to a heavy metal very loud song and I can hear the quietest instrument VERY clearly yk what I mean?

I have a problem with listening to the same few songs over and over again and I want to branch out and listen to more artists. Some of my favorite artists right now are Lana Del Rey, Portishead, Massive Attack, and Nirvana. I’m open to literally any genre of music, except rap or metal! As long as I enjoy the beat, I’ll like the song, I’m def more of a production person than a lyrics guy.