u/OrangeAndBlueAreDope

First started a couple of years ago but now it’s just progressively worse and worse especially in the past 7 months. Ive eaten very poorly for the past 5 years and pretty much just microwaveable stuff and have back issues but I’m seeing a chiropractor, also I have a lot a lot of stress and I used to be in ssri’s for about 4 years but have been off since December. It’s probably related to me getting off ssri’s cuz it’s all kinda gotten worse since weining myself off them which sucks cuz I’d really prefer not being in them but if i were to get back in them would my visual snow get better (if that is the cause) cuz I might have to. Also in general my eye sight is worse cuz 4 years ago I had 20/20 vision and now my eyes are very fucked up. All of the doctors say my eyes are okay and specialist do as well but idk what to do.

Let me give you a rundown and what happened, in June I got banned for se which I believe is a false ban because I never broke any of the tos (the only thing that could even be considered was a couple months before I got banned I exchanged nsfw pictures with a consenting adult women in vanish mode and I to was also a adult)

I had seen I was permanently suspended for se but I was confused because none of my posts, comments, stories, or interactions were ever sexually explicit. I then appealed it and it had me do a face scan.

I then chose to download all of my available information on my I mac (the file is still on my computer but it is significantly significantly less detailed than when I first downloaded it because when I first did back in June of last year it had all my my interactions and viewed posts and none of them were sexually explicit but when I opened it today it was just pngs of my profile picture and my username and that was it)

I kinda just waited for a while waiting to be unbanned because I knew I never broke any rules but I never was brought back.

For a while I would try signing into my account and it would just pull up the page that said I was under review for my appeal submitted on June 10th 2025, around December I noticed I could no longer do this when I signed in and it just wouldn’t let me sign in, in January and February I then wrote out and sent a bunch of emails numerous numerous times to metas support and Instagram stating that I was falsely banned and why I believed I was falsely banned and asking if they would review me again and that I would help with any questions they might have or any information they might want.

After a while of getting no answer I kinda just gave up and forgot about it but today I just wanted it back again and I then noticed my username and password were always incorrect, I then tried with my phone number and it showed me my account with my profile on there and I clicked on it and it said they would send a verification code for security for my account and to verify it was me, I did this and received the code and it asked me to changed my password and I had one typed out and then when I confirmed it it told me “unable to log In” in bold letter and then under that it said “an unexpected error has occurred”

I then used the ai Instagram support feature and simply said “hello” and it respond with “I understand you’re having trouble accessing your account. To help you regain access, we first need to confirm your identity. This is a necessary security step.” With an option to confirm with phone. I clicked on confirm with phone and waited about 15 minutes and had no response (my phone went to the lock screen multiple times because I had it just in that screen for that time but whenever I responded my phone it took me straight back to that same screen of waiting) after about 20 minutes I had to go get my stuff from a friends house so I left and lost device during this time but the waiting screen had never changed even now about 40 minutes later. Now I’m just here wondering wtf to do.

In jsut sitting here thinking and I’m mad af, my account got falsely permanently suspended for se (not se) which was still something I never even remotely did. I was very puzzled at the time and still and confused now. I sent multiple emails to Instagram and meta and the day it happened I did a face scan appeal, haven’t ever heard anything since then and I do not want to make a new account because then they will have a legitimate reason to keep me banned (ban evasion). I try to sign into my old account and it just always says my password is wrong when I know it’s not. I’m just angry man I had so many friends in there that I haven’t been able to speak to since June of last year and also my irl friends used to always send memes on there and I can’t do that either. I’m just pissed that there’s still nothing ever happened and I never got a singular update.

I’ll see quotes of maya constant wanting him or something and Dempsey has always been begging since waw to replace rictophen for a chick so wtf is going on? Also is Samantha just dead now offscreen? wtf is that about why do it that way.

She’s been walking funny on ut for a while now but around noon today just couldn’t walk on it anymore, she tried multiple times but couldn’t and was practically dragging herself short distances. I carried her to my room with a bowl of water and some canned cat food (she absolutely loves it and always steals it form our cats) she hasn’t been able to take a step all day and we gave her one baby asprin (vet said it was okay) and still almost no improvement. She’s still very attentive and her normal self and still very loving but she just can’t walk anymore and idk if there’s anything I can do. (As I was typing this she very slowly got up and did two somewhat proper steps of her own, not as good as she was doing this early morning but a improvement from dragging herself afford the floor)

But yeah main point being tko will never ever listen to concerns but they will listen when their wallet hurts cuz they only thing they care about is money and if you stop giving them that then maybe we’ll see some reform but unfortunately we all think “why should I stop when I’ll be the only person to?” Which is a good point because of course why would I stop when no one else will but if enough people do it then they’ll change but until then just prepare for it to get worse to levels you won’t even believe

Alot of people are upset with tko meddling with the company and making a shell of its normal self and I’m telling you guys now it’s going to get worse and worse unless you just stop watching and stop giving them money. You could say so of your concerns and chant and get things trending or whatever but tko won’t ever change because the same people who complain still give them money and they’ll never ever care unless you stop giving it to them, companies like tko don’t care about fans or complaints unless they’re loosing money.

With mania having every match except the main event be under 15 minutes is unexceptble for me and yeah I canceled everything and I’ll keep up on social media in what’s going on but that’s it and if you want tko to stop then I’d suggest you do the same. It’s like Netflix people were upset about then canceling password sharing and the price increases and they kept doing it and still will continue to do it because even though people hated it people still bought the product, if consumers would’ve just said “that’s it I’m done paying for your product” than it would’ve been cheaper and password sharing would still be a thing but they never did and there still going to continue to increase those prices until people just have enough.

I was supposed to get on adhd meds a while back but was told not to due to my family history of BPD, what would be the risks of finasteride with a family history of BPD?

I’m 23 and Ive done nothing but bed rot for 6 years on my phone and I can’t understand anything, I can’t pay attention to anything, I can never focus, I have phase 1 spinal arthritis, I have visual snow, extreme rage issues, awful awful awful memory (will spends whole day learning something and than completely forget it not even a week later), very weak muscles and joints.

I don’t know how I can improve my focus and understanding of things because I’ll try to read something and it will always go in one ear and out the other and I’ll always forget it. I want to build up my brain to be stronger because I’m sure with how I’ve lived my life the past years my brain is destroyed and I need to know how I can rebuild it and re you’d grey matter and ect. Any advice on how I can turn my life around would be greatly appreciated.

Idc if raiden is asian or white but no matter what Richard epcar should be his voice actor.