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The butterfly effect from abuse that happened when I was just a toddler. Living with PTSD for so long and at such a young age really damaged my sense of self. I think I turned out to be a good understanding person but I wonder if that's only because of the abuse... Did the horrible events actually make me into a better person than I would have been? Would I have inherently been a good person?

Then you realize that every major and minor life event can be traced back. It feels like my personality and life experiences are very conflicting, because I've been in fight or flight mode my entire life. I will see a picture of myself and wonder who she could have grown up to be. The experiences she missed out on while just trying to survive. Would she be happy? Would we fall in love with the same people? Would she laugh at my jokes? Would I even want to be friends with that version of myself? Would I even like her? There's no right answer because she simply doesn't exist. She should have but that was stolen away before she could stand up for herself and fight. RIP to all of our possible versions, good or bad.

Cats and dogs live such short lives. If I was 70ish and had cancer I probably would rather be put down then to go through treatment and chemo. my father had cancer and seeing how much pain it caused him still hurts today. So it feels wrong to me when I see an animal who doesn't have many years left borderline forced to continue to live the rest of its short life in pain. I know it's hard to let go and treatment is seen as the right answer. if they're still young I get it. But if not there's a point where you're making an animal live in a waking nightmare where they feel sick all the time and have no control over themselves or their body. It just feels heartbreaking and wrong.

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147470540

Please guys I've already wasted so much time on this lol. it's 99.9 percent done😅🫶🏻

Just search up this code in the shein search bar.

IT SAYS IM 1 INVITE FROM WINNING!

I'm with my friend and we'll both repay the favor and search your code up also.

code

147470540

Please guys I've already wasted so much time on this lol. it's 99.9 percent done😅🫶🏻

I really want to use lash clusters (little fake lashes you glue under your eyelashes) but I'm nervous that it'll look ridiculous when I look down and you see blonde eyelashes, and I feel it would be hard to put mascara on to totally coat the top lashes too. Do any of you get it done? does it look okay?

This is kind of embarrassing, so when I heard this "lifehack" I was still a redhead and couldn't do it... The life hack was using cocoa powder as dry shampoo if you ever are desperate. I didn't use it but it stuck with me since I was a preteen. Fast forward I'm an adult with dyed black hair. I was in a desperate situation and remembered I could use the hack now. It worked but what's more... It smelled amazing. When my husband came home it made him absolutely feral and he would not stop telling me how good I smell and asking (begging) to know what it was. I just kept brushing it off until eventually he went through all my perfumes and lotions to find the scent. I want to recreate it without ACTUALLY using cocoa powder 😅

It's been hard for me to find a scent that's purely cocoa powder, not musky or floral, just cocoa powder. I have NEVER had my husband react that way to any other scent. Please please if anyone knows any lotions, body sprays, whatever lmk. I'm at the point where I may try to make my own extraction mixing alcohol and the Cocoa powder (If that'd even work). I can't keep living this lie🫠