I completed the Tamagotchi set !!

I completed the Tamagotchi set !!

I posted on here about my devastation regarding missing the tamagotchi crossover (specifically the MySEKAI campaign in the first week), I almost gave up altogether because i believed catching up wasn’t possible since I only had 10k crystals saved and i already spent a lot of early game resources on my akito, i can’t lie i spent at least a day and a half in a state of depression over it

For some context, I grew up with tamagotchi, and mametchi in particular was my all time favourite, I cannot express how much i was obsessed with mametchi specifically. I had memorized care charts for multiple tamagotchi versions just so i could get him every time. I remember watching the tamagotchi movie hoping the planet was real. I cannot express how close to me this collaboration feels, especially being a really big vocaloid fan (specifically miku) in 2010. I used to frequent tamagotchi forums when i was 9 years old with the name “Mametchi #1 Fan”

I managed to pull mametchi in only 40 pulls (all the crystals i had + 3000 more, so 13k crystals)

On the 15th after my depression spell i decided i would at least try for the other tamagotchi cards while there was still time, but i was still very gutted by the mametchi avatar. initially i misunderstood and thought only 100 gotchi charms could be earned through the gacha, and i only had 30 from the login bonus. i realized that i could get 150 gotchi charms if i pulled 300 times, i would need to grind another 77,000 crystals to get enough gotchi points. And that is exactly what i spent the 16th, 17th, 18th, and til 4 am today doing

In total i earned (i think) 83,000 crystals in about 4 days. I did so through character mastery (i used over 2 wish jewels), side stories, FCing almost every hard song in the game, challenge shows, mysekai quests

I had pulled memetchi and kuchipatchi and realized the full set was possible, i ended up having to spark for mimitchi but i had thoughtlessly used 20 gacha stickers on a 2 star 🥀 so thats why i ended up needing 83k instead of 77k

In the end i am WIPED! Still a bit bummed about missing the mysekai tamagotchi furniture, but i am more happy with what i ended up with, i hope for a rerun in the future but more than anything i am happy to have my mametchi miku card, my younger self would be beaming over it

u/Ostraszed — 4 hours ago
▲ 33 r/CPTSD

I don’t want to do this anymore

My hands are weak and I am tired. i hate myself, i hate my life, and i hate being a problem in everyone’s else’s life. People will be better off without me and i can tell my friends are sick of hearing about it. I can tell my family wishes they stopped at the first kid

I push everyone away because i deep down know the abandonment will hurt more if i didn’t force them to leave in the first place. And i hate myself even more for ruining everything i care about

I am not human and i don’t deserve to be human, i don’t belong on this planet

I want to run a bath and fall asleep in it, i want to sink as my final goodbye

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u/Ostraszed — 17 days ago

I need help getting votes for an open verse contest

Hi guys, I am an aspiring musician and my favourite artist, Kesha, is hosting an open verse contest for her new song “ORIGAMI!” and I could really use some extra support on my entry

The top 30 on the leaderboard will have 5 finalists hand picked by Kesha, and the winner will win 1000 USD and may be officially released in collaboration with Kesha. I don’t want to get into my personal situation, but winning this contest would mean so much to me and I am starting to worry because I went from #7 to #14 within one day since submissions closed, and I have to stay within the top 30 until June 28th at 11:59 PM CT.

I’ll be honest, I don’t believe this contest is being run fairly based on my observations and conversations I have had with other contestants, and although it is discouraging, I refuse to let that stop me from trying. I believe in what I created, I just am struggling to find the backing for my entry

I’d you’d like to vote for my verse, I would really appreciate your support! My verse is titled “ORIGAMI! (feat. GRUFF)” and you can register (a SMASH Music account is required, it is a social media for musicians created by Kesha who is the CEO) and use 10 votes on mine (each account gets 10 votes that can be used on a single entry) using the following link:

https://www.smashmusic.org/competition/kesha-origami/leaderboard?from=%2Fcompetition%2Fkesha-origami%2Fstatic

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u/Ostraszed — 2 months ago

I wrote a verse for Kesha and need your help!

I dropped from #7 to #14 on the leaderboard and only the top 30 are eligible to be chosen as a finalist/winner, anybody can register and vote 10x on my entry (ORIGAMI! feat. GRUFF), all the help is appreciated ! If I win, my verse may be released on streaming as a feature

VOTE here: https://www.smashmusic.org/competition/kesha-origami/static?utm\_source=smash\_instagram&utm\_medium=social&utm\_campaign=kesha\_origami\_competition

u/Ostraszed — 2 months ago
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Just finished styling my first miku wig

It’s certainly not perfect but for my first attempt I am happy with it

u/Ostraszed — 3 months ago

I don’t think I can salvage this

I literally just got this in the mail yesterday and tried it on for 30 minutes and this is the state one of the pigtails is in after trying to detangle it, the detangling isn’t my issue, I have detangled the other pigtail, but this one has so many huge knots i cant brush/comb through, Ive tried conditioners and oils and soaking in fabric softener and the knots feel so tight and ive tried to undo them myself but it’s just too far gone, I do not have detangler or silicone spray and i am not open to buying them, I don’t know what to do, I literally just got this thing and immediately destroyed it

u/Ostraszed — 3 months ago

Originally I was going to Miku expo in 2020, it was cancelled because of COVID. I thought Miku was coming to Toronto on may 14th and I didn’t realize digital stars was a different event, and that Miku expo isn’t even held in my city anymore. I asked my parents to go for my birthday since it is on may 14th, and they got me a ticket which I’m grateful for, but I found out it wasn’t the main expo after the fact, I feel so stupid and sad, seeing Miku live has been on my bucket list since I was a kid and I don’t really want to celebrate my birthday anymore because of my own idiocy

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u/Ostraszed — 4 months ago

I was asked for advice on making a mii of Tohru, and that's what inspired me to make these posts

I have included the features, face paint, voice, and personality of my Tohru mii, I may improve her soon, but for Tohru, I noticed she does not have any upper eyelashes from screenshots I saw from the show, and I wish there was a better way to give her front framing hair

Also the outfit is inspired by her winter outfit as seen in the show
The voice is inspired my Laura Bailey in 2001, but if anyone has improvements for the voice and or personality I am all ears

u/Ostraszed — 4 months ago

In this post I have included the features of my Kyo mii, including the face paint for the bangs, which was made after watching I watched a specific YouTube video, I have linked it below
I also recommend the voice settings I have selected, it sounds a lot like Kyo to me
The personality I have included as well, but it might not be the best, if anyone has any ideas I am open

I also linked below the guide I used for my eyes, I prefer to customize them per character but the video is a very good starting point for making your own eyes

I hope this helped anyone who is also playing Tomodachi Life, and I also will be making my post for Tohru shortly

Guide on Hair: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q31-E0KX0DM
Guide on Eyes: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V-35pGhkFvk

u/Ostraszed — 4 months ago