Puri raat padhai kri literally 11- 5 bje tk with only 15-20 of break
And jese hi 5 bje sone lga socha thoda phone dekh lu, tabhi mummy agyi and Kehri h " dekh liya puri raat phone ? "
Bhai ksm se kese batu puri raat padha tha 😭😭
Like until last year I hadn't even stepped foot outside other than going to school like not even the closest city . Neither I've stayed at anyone's house without mom like not even nani and dadi .
Last year I moved to chd and now parents are like crazy overprotective. I have classes till like 1 pm and reach pg by 1:30 . When I reach pg I have to call my mom or she will . Then at like 5-6 when she would be sitting alone she would call me , then at 8 pm when my father comes home and then at 10 pm for goodnight.
If I go out to shop at night she would ask me to call right after I reach and like would always say that don't go out after 9 pm and all .
Tbh I kinda frustrated me like is it really good to have this protective parents?
Like I've very rarely recieved compliments like you are handsome or something. Only a few times by my male friends but never from a girl.
But like the girls I talk to often call me cute . Like is it because my cheeks are a little chubby 😭 .
I used to go on ometv and there I used to get called cute very often and have got like insta of 5-6 girls like this .
Is this a subtle way to call me chubby and friend zone me 😭 ?
His memories that hugs me
I know it was never meant to be fulfilled. He was straight, and he loved me as a friend. But I loved him deeply. And honestly, I’m satisfied with what I got.
People think if someone leaves your life, the memories become painful or something you regret. But for me, he isn’t a regret at all. He was the ultimate comfort I sought and somehow found. Even if I never get that feeling again, I’m okay with it. In fact, I don’t even want anything more anymore.
There are happy memories that sting because you desperately want them back. But this doesn’t sting. It soothes me. I do wish I could relive it once more, but not in a painful way. Just gently. And sometimes remembering it already feels like reliving it.
I still remember one night when I felt awkwardly terrified and couldn’t sleep. I told him. He moved to the wall side because I said I wanted to sleep near the wall. Then he gave me his arm, came into the same blanket, and I hugged him with my head on his shoulder. He played Hanuman Chalisa so I wouldn’t feel scared. I remember how he slowly kept lowering the volume little by little, thinking I had fallen asleep, and then finally kept his phone aside and hugged me. And the funniest part is that after all that effort, I got up to increase the fan speed because I was feeling hot.
Maybe I’ll forget the photos, the videos, the walks, the random little things we did. But I don’t think I’ll ever forget those soothing hugs and the calm sleep that made me feel like life genuinely couldn’t get any better in that moment.
And the thing is, I’m not waiting for him. I’m not expecting love from him or looking for it in someone else. I’ll move ahead in life, work hard, stay happy with my family, and do everything I’m supposed to do. But when it comes to love, I think a huge part of me will just stay here peacefully.
I don’t care if years later I’m no longer his best friend. I’ll just be happy seeing him happy, growing in life, maybe finding the love he deserves. And I’ll smile remembering that once upon a time, I was the one he held close when I was scared.
People say memories hold you back. But his memories don’t hold me back , they hug me. And it feels so peaceful that I don’t even want to move from there.
A girl tried to hit on me and her game was so bad 😭
Dude so I was like 17M and had a girl in my class 18F Kiza
So one day like i was sitting with my friend in class and the she comes with her friend and sits beside us . And for next 2-3 days she sits with us and we barely talked, like she used to ask me lines she would miss while making notes . So one day what happened was we were sitting together and she asked me to click picture of board and gave her insta and asked me to send the picture there and tbh I was like dude you have phone in your hand that too an iphone and i you wanted a picture just gimme your Phone I'll click it and give it to you . But I didn't say and sent picture to her on insta .
Cut to that night she texted me hi .
Dude I was like why is she messaging me we never talked in class .
She asked me to send her notes and I did .
After that she started talking and asked about me like do I have a gf , where I'm from and all that and why don't I have a gf and I said like I felt like i didn't want any kinda relationship now . I thought she is interested in me and the next moment she asked me for help . She asked that did i know the guy who sat infront of us and told me that she liked him so is there any way that she could somehow I can introduce them .
I said that I don't know that guy and have never spoken to him so how can I just go and tell him that hey this girl likes you .
So like she asked me if I could be friend with him and somehow introduce them and i was like what
First of all we never talked in class despite siting together and the first time we are on insta you are asking me these personal questions like you are interested in me and then suddenly you are asking me to help you out reach your crush . Like wth i could have never started a conversation with someone like .
So after that we talked like and she told me that she liked that guy and I was like okay I'll take it as side quest and help you reaching him out and we started talking regularly.
And tbh I'm very chill and jokingly flirty kind of guy so I would randomly say things like leave him and look for me and like admired her and all and teased her with his name .
So idk with time what happened the topic of that guy just disappeared and we started talking about randomly like i flirting with her and all that too daily at night sometimes till 2am .
And then one day like while talking randomly i asked her about the guy she liked and gave her a plan like to approach or talk to him but she said that she no longer wants to talk to that guy and all and I was like then why did you ask me to be friend with him and now you are saying you don't like him anymore like i tried my best to help you and that guy's topic closed forever and then we had our daily random chit chat . I would still tease her by his name but now she said things like that was mazak and all she didn't like him and like flirted back when I did and this went for like 1 month .
So I used to send her love reels just for flirting but the she also started sending and she wasn't joking like me .
She told me that she liked me and I was like whatttt . Why me ? Wasn't it that guy and she said no . All that about guy was mazak and all and she liked me instead . She like asked me but I said that I didn't like her and saw her only as a friend but then she started sending me heartbroken reels like that whether I love her or not she'll be waiting for me and all and i was like what dude ig she took my flirting a bit seriously or what .
So ya she sent me all that stuff like emotional reels ki I'm waiting and all . But then after some time she eventually started reducing all that and we became bestfriends after that like she used to narrate me her whole day at night like we would talk on call like till 3 am sometimes and like talked in class .
At a point everyone in our class thought that we were dating but everytime anyone asked us if we were I was the one who denied but she stayed silent.
Like we sat in the middle of class and she and her friend always sat beside me . So one day i was just talking to her randomly and our botany teacher just noticed us and humiliated us so bad . He said kya kr rhe ho muh jod k . Ye sb krne ate ho idhr and ki kab se dekh rha hu kya chl rha h tumhara .
He just targeted me ki itni seats khali h fir bhi tum dono ko ladkiyon k sath hi bethna h ( referring to me and my friend cuz on that bench we 2 were sitting and 3 girls)
He was like why are you guys siting here come to next bench where 3 guys were sitting and we were like dude why are you scolding us . We were literally wall side which means we sat there first and then Kiza came with her friends and sat beside us and moreover there were literally 2 benches empty behind us with just 2 girls siting on them but he still asked us to come out and sit in front .
That day too the whole class was looking at us like ki they are couple and all and later after that class they were like teasing us and Kiza still didn't deny it and even our closest friends thought we were dating.
And then comes the plot twist, i found out that she was daughter of my dur ki behen ( so dur ki that I would consider it a relation ) but I still teased her saying that I'm your mamu and everytime I said that she would get annoyed.
Like I used to talk to that cousin of her vani who was cousin of my niece too . It was the girl because of whom we knew that she was my dur ki bhanji . So what happened was like i and Kiza had an argument after which I ignored her for like some time so she asked that girl to ask me why I'm ignoring her so I said that she is getting obsessed and asks for my whole time like i cannot talk about another girl and behaves possessive and I've told her that I don't like this at all but she kept ignoring it . She even sent her friend Adu to ask me that do I want to talk to Kiza or not and in anger i said no infront of whole group . I was angry because I didn't like that she made our issue public and why couldn't she confront me herself face to face what's the point of sending your friend . So Adu told Kiza about all this and then Kiza told this to vani
So now every convo between me and Kiza was almost stopped so one day i was talking to vani and we had an argument on something and she said to me that ki tu to hai hi esa egoistic and rude , Kiza ne mujhe sab bata rakha h ki kese tune usse pareshan krke rakha h . Wo tere liye rotti h pr tujhe kadar nhi . Kese Kiza ne tujhe btaya ki she likes you but tune reject kr diya and tune usse pareshan krke rakha h . She told me that I had told her I'm very egoistic and all so I confronted Kiza and she told me that she is very hurt that that I told she didn't like how i told vani everything like why I ignore her and and how i said no infront of whole group so we had a long quarrel about it and in the end we both ended up admitting we were both wrong. I should have not said no infront of everyone and shouldn't have told vani about how Kiza was being possessive cuz apparently vani told everything to Kiza and it hurted Kiza that how i told vani such things and she apologized to me for calling me egoistic and all .
And then things started to settle a bit even though everyone still thought we were couple. Like she found someone else for dating, and then she started going to clubs and all , started drinking and went with a guy to his flat and they did stuff and all . And then that guy just completely ignored her and said nothing happened between them and then I was the one who literally spent hours everyday consoling her and being her personal therapist. Like dude she used to cry on phone and i would console her . I tried to do my best to convince her to don't go to clubs and all and don't drink. I told her not to trust on these club guys and all and then she finally got normal after some time forgetting that guy but still going to clubs and all .
After that she has another guy and another heartbeak like that new guy made her side chick and Kiza again came to me crying and all and next 1 month spent again in being her personal therapist.
Then she found another guy and this time that guy didn't leave her but was kinda toxic like Kiza would cry infront of me that how her bf didn't value her and didn't treat her well but she still ended up going back to him even after me saying her many times that leave that guy .
And now she is still with that guy and now she can't even talk to me cuz her bf doesn't allow.
Like from talking daily to it has been 2 months I've not talked to her cuz she didn't reply .
Last time we talked was when our group went out to celebrate farewell and she talked so nicely to me there like we used to earlier but never replied my text or call .
And ya that's how it ended, she got her bf and now doesn't even talk to me .
I spent literal whole year first helping her out to get a guy , her 1st breakup , 2 nd breakup and toxic relationship always standing by her side listening to her but in end she just abandoned me like i never existed .
Anyways, no hate to her . Hope she stays happy and have a great life . I still consider her my bestfriend.
Part 2 of girl who tried to hit on me
So ya she sent me all that stuff like emotional reels ki I'm waiting and all . But then after some time she eventually started reducing all that and we became bestfriends after that like she used to narrate me her whole day at night like we would talk on call like till 3 am sometimes and like talked in class .
At a point everyone in our class thought that we were dating but everytime anyone asked us if we were I was the one who denied but she stayed silent.
Like we sat in the middle of class and she and her friend always sat beside me . So one day i was just talking to her randomly and our botany teacher just noticed us and humiliated us so bad . He said kya kr rhe ho muh jod k . Ye sb krne ate ho idhr and ki kab se dekh rha hu kya chl rha h tumhara .
He just targeted me ki itni seats khali h fir bhi tum dono ko ladkiyon k sath hi bethna h ( referring to me and my friend cuz on that bench we 2 were sitting and 3 girls)
He was like why are you guys siting here come to next bench where 3 guys were sitting and we were like dude why are you scolding us . We were literally wall side which means we sat there first and then K came with her friends and sat beside us and moreover there were literally 2 benches empty behind us with just 2 girls siting on them but he still asked us to come out and sit in front .
That day too the whole class was looking at us like ki they are couple and all and later after that class they were like teasing us and K still didn't deny it and even our closest friends thought we were dating.
And then comes the plot twist, i found out that she was daughter of my dur ki behen ( so dur ki that I would consider it a relation ) but I still teased her saying that I'm your mamu and everytime I said that she would get annoyed.
Like I used to talk to that cousin of her ( say B ) who was cousin of my niece too . It was the girl because of whom we knew that she was my dur ki bhanji . So what happened was like i and K had an argument after which I ignored her for like some time so she asked that girl to ask me why I'm ignoring her so I said that she is getting obsessed and asks for my whole time like i cannot talk about another girl and behaves possessive and I've told her that I don't like this at all but she kept ignoring it . She even sent her friend ( AD ) to ask me that do I want to talk to K or not and in anger i said no infront of whole group . I was angry because I didn't like that she made our issue public and why couldn't she confront me herself face to face what's the point of sending your friend . So AD told K about all this and then K told this to B
So now every convo between me and K was almost stopped so one day i was talking to B and we had an argument on something and she said to me that ki tu to hai hi esa egoistic and rude , K ne mujhe sab bata rakha h ki kese tune usse pareshan krke rakha h . Wo tere liye rotti h pr tujhe kadar nhi . Kese K ne tujhe btaya ki she likes you but tune reject kr diya and tune usse pareshan krke rakha h . She told me that I had told her I'm very egoistic and all so I confronted K and she told me that she is very hurt that that I told she didn't like how i told B everything like why I ignore her and and how i said no infront of whole group so we had a long quarrel about it and in the end we both ended up admitting we were both wrong. I should have not said no infront of everyone and shouldn't have told B about how K was being possessive cuz apparently B told everything to K and it hurted K that how i told B such things and she apologized to me for calling me egoistic and all .
And then things started to settle a bit even though everyone still thought we were couple. Like she found someone else for dating, and then she started going to clubs and all , started drinking and went with a guy to his flat and they did stuff and all . And then that guy just completely ignored her and said nothing happened between them and then I was the one who literally spent hours everyday consoling her and being her personal therapist. Like dude she used to cry on phone and i would console her . I tried to do my best to convince her to don't go to clubs and all and don't drink. I told her not to trust on these club guys and all and then she finally got normal after some time forgetting that guy but still going to clubs and all .
After that she has another guy and another heartbeak like that new guy made her side chick and K again came to me crying and all and next 1 month spent again in being her personal therapist.
Then she found another guy and this time that guy didn't leave her but was kinda toxic like K would cry infront of me that how her bf didn't value her and didn't treat her well but she still ended up going back to him even after me saying her many times that leave that guy .
And now she is still with that guy and now she can't even talk to me cuz her bf doesn't allow.
Like from talking daily to it has been 2 months I've not talked to her cuz she didn't reply .
Last time we talked was when our group went out to celebrate farewell and she talked so nicely to me there like we used to earlier but never replied my text or call .
And ya that's how it ended, she got her bf and now doesn't even talk to me .
I spent literal whole year first helping her out to get a guy ( in part 1) , her 1st breakup , 2 nd breakup and toxic relationship always standing by her side listening to her but in end she just abandoned me like i never existed .
Anyways, no hate to her . Hope she stays happy and have a great life .
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I know it was never meant to be fulfilled. He was straight, and he loved me as a friend. But I loved him deeply. And honestly, I'm satisfied with what I got.
People think if someone leaves your life, the memories become painful or something you regret. But for me, he isn't a regret at all. He was the ultimate comfort I sought and somehow found. Even if I never get that feeling again, I'm okay with it. In fact, I don't even want anything more anymore.
There are happy memories that sting because you desperately want them back. But this doesn't sting. It soothes me. I do wish I could relive it once more, but not in a painful way. Just gently. And sometimes remembering it already feels like reliving it.
I still remember one night when I felt awkwardly terrified and couldn't sleep. I told him. He moved to the wall side because I said I wanted to sleep near the wall. Then he gave me his arm, came into the same blanket, and I hugged him with my head on his shoulder. He played Hanuman Chalisa so I wouldn't feel scared. I remember how he slowly kept lowering the volume little by little, thinking I had fallen asleep, and then finally kept his phone aside and hugged me. And the funniest part is that after all that effort, I got up to increase the fan speed because I was feeling hot.
Maybe I'll forget the photos, the videos, the walks, the random little things we did. But I don't think I'll ever forget those soothing hugs and the calm sleep that made me feel like life genuinely couldn't get any better in that moment.
And the thing is, I'm not waiting for him. I'm not expecting love from him or looking for it in someone else. I'll move ahead in life, work hard, stay happy with my family, and do everything I'm supposed to do. But when it comes to love, I think a huge part of me will just stay here peacefully.
I don't care if years later I'm no longer his best friend. I'll just be happy seeing him happy, growing in life, maybe finding the love he deserves. And I'll smile remembering that once upon a time, I was the one he held close when I was scared.
People say memories hold you back. But his memories don't hold me back, they hug me. And it feels so peaceful that I don't even want to move from there .
And if anyone comments on this that they wanna know more about us then I'll surely bring up incidents which made me believe that love isn't about constantly experience it but it is something that might be with for short time but it stays as the most comforting and peaceful memory forever
I know it was never meant to be fulfilled. He was straight, and he loved me as a friend. But I loved him deeply. And honestly, I’m satisfied with what I got.
People think if someone leaves your life, the memories become painful or something you regret. But for me, he isn’t a regret at all. He was the ultimate comfort I sought and somehow found. Even if I never get that feeling again, I’m okay with it. In fact, I don’t even want anything more anymore.
There are happy memories that sting because you desperately want them back. But this doesn’t sting. It soothes me. I do wish I could relive it once more, but not in a painful way. Just gently. And sometimes remembering it already feels like reliving it.
I still remember one night when I felt awkwardly terrified and couldn’t sleep. I told him. He moved to the wall side because I said I wanted to sleep near the wall. Then he gave me his arm, came into the same blanket, and I hugged him with my head on his shoulder. He played Hanuman Chalisa so I wouldn’t feel scared. I remember how he slowly kept lowering the volume little by little, thinking I had fallen asleep, and then finally kept his phone aside and hugged me. And the funniest part is that after all that effort, I got up to increase the fan speed because I was feeling hot.
Maybe I’ll forget the photos, the videos, the walks, the random little things we did. But I don’t think I’ll ever forget those soothing hugs and the calm sleep that made me feel like life genuinely couldn’t get any better in that moment.
And the thing is, I’m not waiting for him. I’m not expecting love from him or looking for it in someone else. I’ll move ahead in life, work hard, stay happy with my family, and do everything I’m supposed to do. But when it comes to love, I think a huge part of me will just stay here peacefully.
I don’t care if years later I’m no longer his best friend. I’ll just be happy seeing him happy, growing in life, maybe finding the love he deserves. And I’ll smile remembering that once upon a time, I was the one he held close when I was scared.
People say memories hold you back. But his memories don’t hold me back , they hug me. And it feels so peaceful that I don’t even want to move from there.