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I wanted to try Figma but then learnt i need tokens and pro account ..i wonder is there any way to learn it in cheap way or even free?
I am talking about creating and uploading it free on Wordpress where i already have my domain, hosting.

Many of you keep asking why is it that they are always bullied everywhere. It can be toxic, and cause chronic depression etc, so let me explain my hypothesis.
Almost all of these bullies are narcissists, sociopaths, because they have personality disorder, cluster B type.

1. They are emotionally immature , dont know how to deal with their negative emotions. So they have a hard time dealing with envy, jealousy, insecurity.
2. They feel so entitled, that when they see someone more capable, better looking, smarter, or just empathetic, they say ‘ how dare this person is better in…xx than me’. So they feel right to destroy you because you are ‘ the bad one for them’.
3. They know that you know. You re big empath. You can sense they are bad people hiding under mask, and they hate to be exposed. Their biggest fear. They losing authority, they cant manipulate you.
4. Its not like they target weak people, because in their mind, all empathetic people are weak to them, and less than them. At the same time they see themselves as the biggest losers, hence the need to put people down.
5. They hate you simply because you are honest, not hiding under mask, so their lies get exposed next to you.

As a big empath you need to find a good workplace where is no bully culture. And if it is, dont wait. Report. If the company does not listen, drag them to court. My friend went trough this, sat home with depression for 2 months then got nice paycheck from company, stayed home another few months while being paid and now he still works there and is respected. They target often minorities like immigrants etc , cos they think ( and often see) they wont speak for themselves. As an immigrant empath i could tell you many of my stories. Unfortunately i wasnt lucky enough to get to court, as they always dealt with reports swiftly.;-) Most recently i and couple roommates were targeted by toxic landlord. Now he has to deal with consequences as i reported him ( in this case for other things like not providing safe place to live ) and so far, this year it was a 4th complain. Life is not easy, but being empath is blessing which i am proud off. Each such experience makes me only stronger and better human being.

For 2 months i am experiencing headache on short online course ( so its not a uni or college, just private institution providing government funded training). We re group of mature people.
The lecturer is a bizarre person since beginning for no reason. To me only. When i rise up hand i am being ignored, until i unmute myself and talk. Then i am being humiliated / put down in a subtle way. I just laughed it off and let it be. Then there was assignment and was supposed to get a feedback. Which was 2 sentence written ( on 20 page work), including ‘ i really like your black/ white image’. I had no black and white image in my work, so probably commented someone elses work i dont know.
Once she questioned me i was silent in group activity which was not true. I was like wtf she talks about.
And during yesterday session i asked ( again ignored so had to unmute and speak) about work.
Basically that i have two personas for my website marketing, each are different from each other so what should i do , her answer was ( she did some bizar, creepy gesture like lifted her finger in air ) and said ‘ just choose one persona’. That was it.
Its clear to me that she feels threatened by me for some reason. I have no reason to change myself as i am non conflicting, hard working, passionate student. I had enough after this answer and wrote a complain to admin that there is a ‘communication issue’ with brief descriptions, and that i am not sure whether i continue with such support.

Based on reviews about the company i don’t really expect any support and they will just ignore me or tell me to quit. Which i don’t mind as i copied all documents so i can study myself, maybe its how it should be then? Its just a shame that i wont receive any certificate on end. I did it mostly for motivation but i am not sure if this is the motivation i was looking for.

I also in a group discussion there are men ( her favourites) who are always against me. Whatever i say the one or two of them start prove me i am totally wrong. This is not beneficial to me as well, and i have nowhere to complain about this as you can see.
I did plenty discussions while finished Masters few years back and everyone was respectful and supporting each other in groups. This course is for unemployed people of all backgrounds , obviously, but that does not mean i let them be rude towards me, right?

For 2 months i am experiencing headache on short online course ( so its not a uni or college, just private institution providing government funded training). We re group of mature people.
The lecturer is a bizarre person since beginning for no reason. To me only. When i rise up hand i am being ignored, until i unmute myself and talk. Then i am being humiliated / put down in a subtle way. I just laughed it off and let it be. Then there was assignment and was supposed to get a feedback. Which was 2 sentence written ( on 20 page work), including ‘ i really like your black/ white image’. I had no black and white image in my work, so probably commented someone elses work i dont know.
Once she questioned me i was silent in group activity which was not true. I was like wtf she talks about.
And during yesterday session i asked ( again ignored so had to unmute and speak) about work.
Basically that i have two personas for my website marketing, each are different from each other so what should i do , her answer was ( she did some bizar, creepy gesture like lifted her finger in air ) and said ‘ just choose one persona’. That was it.
Its clear to me that she feels threatened by me for some reason. I have no reason to change myself as i am non conflicting, hard working, passionate student. I had enough after this answer and wrote a complain to admin that there is a ‘communication issue’ with brief descriptions, and that i am not sure whether i continue with such support.

Based on reviews about the company i don’t really expect any support and they will just ignore me or tell me to quit. Which i don’t mind as i copied all documents so i can study myself, maybe its how it should be then? Its just a shame that i wont receive any certificate on end. I did it mostly for motivation but i am not sure if this is the motivation i was looking for.

I also in a group discussion there are men ( her favourites) who are always against me. Whatever i say the one or two of them start prove me i am totally wrong. This is not beneficial to me as well, and i have nowhere to complain about this as you can see.
I did plenty discussions while finished Masters few years back and everyone was respectful and supporting each other in groups. This course is for unemployed people of all backgrounds , obviously, but that does not mean i let them be rude towards me, right?

I reported our private landlord for several issues like broken boiler so no hot water no heat, rodents in house, no fire alarm was set up since last fire we had in kitchen, roof leaking causing big yellow mould to grow.
I mentioned 15 years old lives here as well ( its mother and her daugher who live in 1 tiny room👀) now reading that the enviromental health has actually no power, besides rehousing people probably?
One would think council would push them so the tenants wouldnt need to be housed by them, whats your experience or knowledge on that matter please?

To build website with AI?

Can you really create a professional looking quite simple website in AI ? Nothing fancy, just a website and blog for freelancer, which should meet spec fonts, typefaces, hexa code colours, F shape…can all these details be adjustable?
I was thinking about Figma but not sure if its worth to learn on Figma just to build 1 website, plus future of Figma is questionable. U dont really want to spend 6 months learning program that will be outdated by the time you master it. So do you think AI is capable to build it according to your vision?

Perhaps i can use combination of both?

Can you really create a professional looking quite simple website in AI ? Nothing fancy, just a website and blog for freelancer, which should meet spec fonts, typefaces, hexa code colours, F shape…can all these details be adjustable?
I was thinking about Figma but not sure if its worth to learn on Figma just to build 1 website, plus future of Figma is questionable. U dont really want to spend 6 months learning program that will be outdated by the time you master it. So do you think AI is capable to build it according to your vision?

Perhaps i can use combination of both?

Stupidly i ate 2 croassants yesterday and i know i am intolerant , but didnt expect such symptoms this time- first i noticed blood in anus( similar to light period), itchy, painful throat. At night i woke up constantly because the throat was scratchy i felt i need to drink lots of water, but it woke me up again and again. Now i have some pressure in eyes, i just cant keep them open! Its like they re super tired, painful when i keep them open, and i feel quite cold especially feet, outside is 19 degrees.

Anyone went trough that?- looking to hear YOUR PERSONAL EXPERIENCE, not suggestions or recommendations as i ll see Dr.

Stupidly i ate 2 croassants yesterday and i know i am intolerant , but didnt expect such symptoms this time- first i noticed blood in anus( similar to light period), itchy, painful throat. At night i woke up constantly because the throat was scratchy i felt i need to drink lots of water, but it woke me up again and again. Now i have some pressure in eyes, i just cant keep them open! Its like they re super tired, painful when i keep them open, and i feel quite cold especially feet, outside is 19 degrees.
Anyone went trough that?

I had appointment today with Dr who after research is also practising in private alternative clinics where they focus on allergies, Mcas. And it seems they knew in practise so they gave me appoitment with him.
He asked me about my symptoms, and then asked me if i have a skin issues like rash. I said very rarely, he said skin rush is the major symptom of Mcas, so he started gaslighting me its not Mcas despite i have other tons of issues. He then suggested a blood test to check it, i asked oh really, what you gonna be checking there? He then admited there is no test specifically for diagnosing Mcas from blood. And he asked me how am i hoping to get help from them. And he said there is no treatment for Mcas on NhS! I said i would like to be reffered to immunology where they can prescribe it to me. So thats why he then suggested that test first, and added ‘ its not like you just turn up here and request referral’.
I have a feelings that after blood test they will just blame it all on my higher blood sugar. But every time they will mention my Bs , i will do the same- blame it all on MCAS. And lets see how they will react:-)
Guys, we need to fight for getting treatment in Uk, because here in Uk the treatment of Crymolin Sodium plus private Dr visits is very high comparing to other countries. Most of us already spend a lot on supplements, antihistamines, hormone treatments etc. ..if you want to test whether you can tolerate Crymolin before spending its 40£ which is 7 days treatment. So you see most people cannot afford it in Uk, and Nhs should at least partially fund it, as it can significantly affects your quality of life. Especially when having other chronic serious issues which Mcas makes worse. I mean, Diabetes cannot be well managed without managing Mcas.
Maybe we can start a petition?

I have given task on course to create 30 days sm calendar and insert as clear layout on one of the slides of my tasks. When i tried it it is too long for slide as its whole months , so whoever opens it he has to zoom it on it to see the details like visuals, but it is blurred. I tried to download it as a landscape as my slides are landscape but no success.

I wonder if any diabetic here and manages blood sugar with histamine issue? If so how? I react mostly to environment so nothing much i can do. Bs is high, if it continues within 4-5 years i get heart attack or get blind.

Is histamine and diabetes a deadly sentence?

I am hoping i get answer here. My GP does not acknowledge xistence of Mcas so no prescription. Eventrough i am diabetic and it affects my blood sugar no matter how i eat or exercise or how many pills i take. They just judge me and blame all my symptoms on me being lazy food obsessed addict.

So where do i get Crymolin, Ketotifen…? I read in Ireland?